I make myself comfortable on one of the big arm chairs. After a second, he does the same, sitting down next to me.
“I haven’t been here for a while.” He looks around. “I haven’t been home much in the last three years since I started at Wilbrook.”
It’s surprising because the school’s only an hour from his house. “How come?”
“I guess I just don’t really like being here.”
“Oh. Well we can go. If you want to go do something else, I mean.”
“No. I like being here with you.” He glances over at me. “I’ve never had a girl in my room.”
Whoa. That’s a shock. “Never?”
“Nope. This is a first for me.” He reaches over, taking my hand.
I summon up my courage. “So why am I here, Colt?”
He meets my eyes. “Because I like you, Taylor.” He squeezes my hand.
“Are you going to stay at Wilbrook?” He releases my hand. “It would be extremely dull without you and Pennsylvania is really far away.” He frowns.
I shake my head, not ready to answer his question yet. I need some answers of my own first. “Oh, I’m sure once I left, there’d be a steady stream of girls lining up to step in and take my place.”
He face gets serious. “No one could take your place.”
Oh wow. He is so hot right now. Breathe Taylor.
“Come here.” I pull him up from the chair and lead him to the bed.
Colt sits down next to me, our legs nearly touching. Apparently he’s taking the contact rule seriously. He’s beyond frustrating.
“Do you enjoy torturing me, Mr. Palmer?”
A smile creeps onto his lips, making them curl deliciously into a grin just millimeters from mine. “Not particularly.”
“Then what are you waiting for?”
“I promised you I wouldn’t touch you again unless you asked me to.”
Good Lord, he wants a formal invitation? He’s torturing me. Well two can play at this game. And I plan to win.
I stand up from the bed, and turn away from him. “Okay, I’ll send you an Evite later from my computer.”
He narrows his eyes, then lunges for me, locking me in his arms. “Get over here you evil little thing.”
He holds me tightly against him, pulling me onto the bed. He looks down into my eyes. “Tell me what you want,” he whispers near my ear, breathing against my hair.
“You.” My body trembles and I cling to his biceps for support, melting at the heat between us.
“Tell me,” he coaxes.
How can I tell him? What can I say when I’d promised myself that the next time I gave away my heart, and all the rest of me that it’d be for love. I’m not sure how I feel exactly, but I know I’m falling for him.
He tilts my chin up, forcing my mouth flush with his. “Taylor?” he whispers against my lips.
“Kiss me,” I command.
He processes my request, grinning ever so slightly, then buries one hand in my hair, gripping the back of my neck to pull me in closer. He takes my mouth with his. The kiss is better than I remember. I relax into him, letting him answer all my fears the way he knows best.
He deepens the kiss, moving his tongue against mine and I happily obey, tasting, teasing along with his expert mouth.
Colt caresses my jaw, moving slowly, deliberately, being the gentleman he’s promised, until I inadvertently let out a little gasp. Then he responds like a match struck, a low growl rumbling through his chest while he pulls me up onto his lap. Whoa.
We continue kissing, me in his lap and I run my hands through his hair. He grips my waist, pressing me into his lap.
Colt’s kisses do insane things to my body. My heart is pounding and I’m flushed all over. In the chaos of this moment, suddenly I’m stuck by a thought. He’s too good at all this. The way his hands cup my behind, his thumbs kneading into my lower back, then slipping just under the waist band of my jeans. His experience at all this is evident. And suddenly I feel inadequate. But then Colt groans against my neck as he trails damp kisses across my throat and a fullness swells inside me knowing I have the same effect on him.
Several minutes later, we’re both out of breath, our cheeks flushed and our lips swollen. I lose myself in Colt, all common sense, all self-preservation flying out the window.
Colt pulls back from kissing me cradling my face in his hands. “You. Are. Driving. Me. Insane.” He groans, a deep animalistic sound in the back of his throat. Holy crap. It’s incredibly sexy and makes me feel powerful, desirable.
“I’m sorry.” I look down, unsure what to say next. I watch him while my heart slows, wondering where this could possibly be heading. My mind flashes a neon sign that says Heartbreak City. I ignore it.
“It’s okay,” he says. “There’s no rush.” He smiles lightly at me and his reassurance is all the encouragement I need.
Chapter 43
Taylor sitting on my bed does strange things to me. I want her. More than anything, I want this girl I know I shouldn’t have. But that’s never stopped me before.
I lean in to kiss her. She lifts her chin, responding to me instantly and meets my mouth with the softest kiss. I cradle her face in my hands and let my lips leave hers to wander across her jaw, then down her neck. Her smell is intoxicating and so are the breathy little sounds escaping her lips.
I take her mouth again and dip my tongue to meet hers. She kisses me back skillfully, carefully. It’s hot. Really fucking hot. I grab onto her waist and press her closer into my lap. She pulls back from my lips, looking startled. “I need you closer,” I explain.
A lazy smile crosses her lips, and I’m back to kissing her. I move to her neck again just so I can hear those sounds she makes. I press my tongue to throat and feel the way her pulse jumps. My hands move on their own and I grasp her hips, settling her even closer into my lap. Now she’s completely straddling me. Her breath comes in quick gasps and she balls my shirt in her hands. “This. Off,” she mumbles while I continue to lick and kiss her neck.
I pull back and oblige, yanking my shirt off over my head.
She brings both her hands to my bare chest and runs them over my skin, then down my stomach. I shiver under her touch and see her mouth lift in a smile.
I quickly roll us over on the bed so she’s underneath me and hitch her leg up around my waist. I push against her and she groans, deep, throaty, full of need. Her hands are on my chest again, but this time, rather than urging me closer, she’s pushing me away.
“Colt, stop.” She pushes against my chest.
I lift myself up off of her wondering what’s wrong.
Her breathing is heavy, nearly a pant and her lips are swollen and pink from kissing. “I just need a minute,” she says, still breathless.
We both roll onto our sides, facing each other, breathing heavily, the intensity still burning between us. Despite her plea, I can’t help but touch her. I grip her waist, pulling her in closer. “What is it?”
“This isn’t going to work for me.” She motions between us. “Knowing you can’t…that you don’t want a relationship…this can’t go any further.”
Crap. I let out a deep exhale, and sit up on the bed. I look down at her, still lying against my pillow. She looks tiny and confused, and so pretty and the words still come rushing out of me. “I’m sorry, Taylor, but I can’t open myself up for that. I’m not looking for a relationship.”
She sits up, matching my position. “And I’m not looking for a booty call. I can’t give myself to someone again and be crushed when they leave.”
“Me neither.” I study her. And who said I wanted her for a booty call? Does she have that little faith in me? I’ve just made her dinner and yet she still assumes the worst of me.