“When I’ve rested,” she said. “I think I know when it should be visible again. We can go up together.”
Roi found a comfortable crack in the wall and shut off her vision, leaving images of the arc of lights wheeling through her mind. The understanding they needed seemed to be forever retreating beyond their grasp, but if she thought about how much had been learned since Zak’s first experiments in the Null Chamber, she felt a surge of optimism. Even the Jolt, the source of as much threat and disruption as anything she’d known, had brought them this rich new vein of information.
Sometimes she felt as if there were two people fighting inside her. One longed for the time when she’d tended the crops, basking in the uncomplicated bliss of cooperation, and wished for nothing more than a return to that changeless routine, and a sense of belonging so strong that it extinguished everything else. It was like the Incandescence itself: endless light, endless sustenance.
The other part of her recoiled from that memory. She still reveled in the joys of belonging to a team, but the work she had chosen was utterly different. Instead of being blissfully content with the same healthy crop at the end of each shift, she could only claim success now from something new: a revelation, a contradiction, a twist that turned their old guesses inside out. If they ever did reach the end of the mysteries of weight and motion—and if Zak’s legacy finally granted his people the power to steer their fate—she would welcome the return of ease and safety like everyone else, but she did not know how that second part of her would go on living.
Ruz was younger and far more rested than she was, so Roi let him climb ahead of her. She heard his exclamation of delight when he emerged on to the surface. By the time she joined him, he was already beside the tracker.
“Let me get oriented,” he said. “This way is rarb, around the Splinter’s orbit.” He swung the tube of the tracker toward the center of the arc. “And this way is garm, toward the Hub.” He turned it to the left, away from the arc. “So the garmside of the void appears completely black, while on the sardside this arc of light is wrapped around the rarb direction.” He had heard the same basic facts from Roi, but finally seeing the void’s peculiar geometry for himself seemed to compel him anew to seek an explanation. “A quarter of a circle. Why a quarter? The Splinter beneath us is blocking half the view, but why should we be seeing light in only half of what remains?” He hesitated, then answered his own question. “The missing half is in the direction of the Hub. So the Hub must be responsible.”
Roi said, “Do you seriously believe that we’re almost as close to the Hub as we are to the Splinter—to the rock beneath our claws?” That was a terrifying prospect. She had always imagined the Hub as something small and distant, not a looming presence they were on the verge of swiping, like some careless runner scraping against a tunnel wall.
“Maybe not the Hub itself,” Ruz replied. “But suppose we’re close to the point where orbits become unstable. Imagine that region as a huge ball around the Hub. There’s nothing solid in it, but presumably light can’t cut across it to reach us, because it spirals in and hits the Hub instead. There’s no rock, no metal, beside us the way the Splinter is beneath us, but the geometry still blocks the view.”
“That does make sense,” Roi admitted. She tried to picture the paths that the light might take as it flowed in from the distant reaches of the void. “The light’s not moving in circular orbits, though, so where it gets caught by the Hub might not correspond to the point of instability for the Splinter. I wish I knew exactly where rarb and garm lay from here; if we measured the angle from rarb to the start of the arc, that might tell us something.”
“Tan can probably think of a way to do that; the signage teams make trickier calculations all the time.” Ruz surveyed the arc. “And that’s the bright light you mentioned? To the far right, just above the Splinter?”
“Yes.”
“We need to get some new recruits here,” he suggested, “making measurements constantly, shift after shift. Between the orbit of this Wanderer, and the paths of the light through the void, there must be enough information to pin down the geometry exactly.”
“Let’s hope so.” Roi wasn’t sure how complicated the geometry might yet turn out to be. Now that they knew that it lacked the perfect symmetry they’d hoped for, in principle it could be as messy and irregular as the walls of a tunnel.
Ruz timed the Wanderer as it moved across the width of the arc. Roi looked out into the void, freed of the tracker’s narrow view, wondering what these lights might be. Small pieces of the Incandescence, severed from it somehow? She didn’t understand why the Incandescence was confined to a plane at all, but perhaps there was some way that parts of it could break free, over time.
Or perhaps it was the other way around. Perhaps these points of light began by moving freely, their orbits aligned in all manner of directions, and over time the geometry around the Hub gathered them together and dragged them down into the plane. If that was the case, then these lights were not the offspring of the Incandescence, but its source, its replenishment.
Roi felt giddy, but she could almost picture it: a void full of lights that spiraled in toward the Hub, which swept them together into a plane of wind and radiance. That was the world the Splinter had been immersed in before the Jolt, and from within it had seemed boundless and unchanging. Gradually though, even particles of wind would drift close enough to the Hub to fall, irretrievably. So there would need to be more of the lights coming in, endlessly feeding the Incandescence.
She was tempted to share her ideas with Ruz, but that could keep until they were inside again; better to let him concentrate on his measurements. As she watched the lights drifting across the arc, the Wanderer suddenly grew brighter. A luminous spike transected it, and a second point of brilliance blossomed at the tip of that spike and moved away.
Ruz said, “Did you see—?”
“Yes.”
“What was that?”
The smaller bright point had vanished; Roi wasn’t sure if it had traveled beyond the band of visibility or simply become lost in the crowd, but she couldn’t see anything moving.
“The weight must have torn a piece off it,” Roi said. “Like the Splinter dividing.”
“It’s still there,” Ruz said. “As bright as ever.”
“It’s not rock,” she said, “it won’t break up the same way. Rock by itself is dark; this is wind and light, it’s all the things that become the Incandescence.”
“What strength does wind and light possess, to hold together at all?” Ruz protested.
“I have no idea,” Roi said. “There’s still too much we don’t know.”
The dark phase was almost over; they made their way to the crack and began the descent.
They agreed that it was time to return to the Null Line, to tell the rest of the team the sad news about Zak, and to start working together to make sense of their observations. They put the light machine inside Zak’s cart, and took turns in the harness.
The downhill journey was easy, and with the light machine to keep them going they made good progress. As they trudged through the tunnels in the shallow light, Roi found herself wondering if her eggs had hatched, if her children were already taking lessons from Gul. Let there be another Zak or two among them, she thought. The Splinter was going to need them.
Suddenly the tunnel was drenched in brightness. Roi tensed, gripping the floor, prepared for another Jolt. Ruz was behind her, dragging the cart; she heard him take a few unwilling steps from sheer momentum before he froze too.