“Mr. Williams, you mustn’t think badly of me. I truly have Lydia’s best interests at heart.” When Alexander did not reply, merely casting her a look of disgust, Emily hurried to explain. “You see, it is as I explained to you earlier, Lydia has no desire to be a duchess. Why, the very thought terrifies her. Then, when I discovered her attachment to Mr. Sedgewick, I was determined she should not have to make such a sacrifice.”
“So you nobly offered to make the sacrifice in her stead.”
“Well, yes, but, as you are implying, I did not see it as such a great sacrifice. I believe I would enjoy life in town, and I have not formed an attachment to another.”
“As of yet. What happens when you meet a gentleman you could love, but you are already married to your precious lord?”
“Well, I must say, the idea did not occur to me until just recently. I just assumed such a thing would not happen. Now I am not so sure.”
Alexander was pleased to see she wasn’t quite the heartless wench he’d thought her. Because if those big brown eyes staring up into his weren’t sending the message that he was the one to have caused her doubts, his name wasn’t Alexander Eaton, Marquess of Wesleigh. He chose to ignore that, for the moment, that was not his name.
“Your ambitions aside, you are correct that your sister should not be forced into a loveless marriage. Whether or not you should be the one to take her place is a concern for you and the duke, and has nothing to do with me.” He smiled wryly as he made this statement, as it had everything to do with him. And then his sense of humor overtook him, and he had to restrain himself from laughing out loud. How ironic, he thought, that Emily was announcing her matrimonial plans to the very man she hoped to entrap.
Emily, who had been walking with downcast eyes, feeling ashamed, somehow, of what she had previously felt was a logical and advantageous scheme for all involved, cast a tentative glance at Mr. Williams and was surprised to see him grinning.
“I cannot possibly see what you find amusing in all of this,” Emily said, whose feelings of humility and shame had vanished to be replaced with indignation.
“Can you not?” Mr. Williams asked, whose grin widened when he saw the look of ferocity directed toward him, which put him in mind of a rather angry kitten. “You don’t find it somewhat amusing to consider this young man—what is his name?”
“Lord Wesleigh.”
“You don’t find it the least bit amusing,” Mr. Williams continued, “that Wesleigh, having already been told to marry one girl, arrives on the scene and without anybody asking his opinion, is told, ‘Sorry old chap, that one’s been taken, but be a nice lad and marry this one instead’?”
“Well, I do not see how it would matter to him. He agreed to marry one girl he has not even met, so he cannot be too particular.”
“Oh, I don’t know about that. From what I know of Wesleigh, I would say he is quite particular.”
Emily looked up, startled. “You know Lord Wesleigh?”
“Yes, we went to school together. And as I said, he is quite particular in his tastes.”
“Well, although I may not be as beautiful as Lydia, I do not consider myself utterly repulsive.”
“My dear, you cast your sister quite in the shade. I think, from what I know of Wesleigh, you are much more to his taste than she is.”
“Am I?” Emily asked, although, at the present moment, her thoughts were not of Wesleigh’s taste, but the man walking beside her. “You sound as if you know him quite well.”
“I would say I know him rather well, yes.”
“What is he like? What are his tastes, his interests?”
“Well, he is considered a likable gentleman, I suppose. Fairly popular.”
“Yes, but what does he do? Does he travel, or is he political? Perhaps he’s scholarly?”
“Well, no.” Alexander was becoming a little uncomfortable. “He does what most gentlemen of his set do. You know, sporting pursuits, curricle races, that sort of thing.”
“But those sound like the habits of a very young man. I thought he was close to thirty years of age.”
“Yes, well, he has plans to lead a more purposeful sort of life. Become more involved in charitable works, institute improvements at his country estate, that kind of thing.”
Under Emily’s approving gaze Alexander wanted to rush right back to London and perform some worthwhile deed immediately, if only it meant she would continue to smile up at him in that manner.
“Do you know if he enjoys travel?”
Alexander thought for a moment. It was clear Emily desired to travel, and he wanted to answer her honestly. He had sincerely enjoyed his time on the Continent, but was inclined to stay in London, due to indolence more than anything else. Now he was struck by a burning desire to show Emily places like Italy and Greece, and see her big brown eyes light up with pleasure. That thought led to thoughts of other methods of making her eyes light up with pleasure, which he firmly suppressed, since Emily was still awaiting his reply.
“I cannot say that Alexander and I have ever discussed whether or not he enjoys travel, but I am inclined to think he does. Particularly if he were to have with him a lovely traveling companion such as yourself.”
Emily smiled. “Thank you, kind sir,” she replied, with a mock curtsy, “but I wonder if you have been telling me the opinions of Lord Wesleigh or Mr. Williams.”
Alexander “Williams” returned her curtsy with a bow, but did not reply. They are one and the same, Emily, he thought to himself. They are one and the same.
Chapter Five
Emily returned home to be confronted by a furious Lydia. “Emily! Where were you? Mr. Sedgewick and I were forced to walk in circles in the hopes that you would catch up to us. When you did not come, Mr. Sedgewick was forced to escort me to the house, and Wiggins gave me such a look. I was quite ashamed, and poor Mr. Sedgewick did not know which way to look.”
“Oh, pooh, Lydia. I do not know why you should concern yourself with what our butler thinks.” Emily sounded confident, but she had turned a little red under Wiggins’s disapproving gaze as well when she had shown up unchaperoned on Mr. Williams’s arm. Thankfully he had been with the family long enough that they could trust him not to gossip.
“What took you so long, Emily? Mr. Sedgewick and I could not even see where you and Mr. Williams had gone.”
“Oh, I twisted my ankle a little, and we were forced to walk slowly.” Emily dismissed her sister’s exclamations of concern with a wave of her hand. “Never mind me. Did you and Mr. Sedgewick have a nice time together?”
“Well, of course. I always enjoy Mr. Sedgewick’s company. Although most of our conversation was taken up with where you had gone. I cannot imagine, Emily, that even with a twisted ankle, it took you so long to get home. Why, you are not even limping!”
“Never mind all that. I know, I know, it was wrong of me to leave you two alone together as I did. But did you talk of anything interesting? Did he pay you compliments, or attempt to court you at all?”
“Of course not! I hope you do not think, just because of my foolish infatuation, that Mr. Sedgewick returns my regard. He thinks of me only as another lamb in his flock.”
“Only if he were a wolf. Do not talk such nonsense, Lydia. It is quite apparent that the gentleman is in love with you.” Emily sincerely hoped she would be forgiven these little exaggerations in the interest of true love.
“What do you mean?” a pale Lydia asked. “Surely I have not betrayed my feelings in some manner. I would just die if he and I were the topic of local gossip.”
“No, no, of course you are not. Perhaps I exaggerated a little.” That, at least, was the truth. “I have been talking to Mr. Williams—”
“Emily! You have not betrayed my confidence to Mr. Williams! How could you?”