Strong feelings for a mother— and such a plain little woman. Ah, but then it was everyone. had thought her plain and insignificant for so many years that now she saw the chance of exerting her power she seized it.
The King who had determined to keep her in her place— which meant constantly bearing children— had had his way since their marriage. She had given him fifteen children. Surely, she had done her duty? But now he was a poor shambling than his living in creature— older than his years, living in constant fear that his madness would return.
And this had given the Queen her chance.
But the Prince was determined to flout her. He must marry, and he had chosen Caroline of Brunswick when her brother’s charming daughter was available.
Was it possible even yet to get him to change his mind?
She glanced at her reflection in the mirror. They had now placed the triangular cushion on. the crown of her head, and started to frizz her hair and build it up round the cushion.
How ugly it is! she thought. And nothing they can ever do to me will beautify me. And what does it matter if they did. I am an old woman in any case. ‘Your Majesty, we are ready for the powdering—’
The powdering robe was wrapped about her and they began.
The powder seemed to get up her nose and into her throat today. It was all so tiresome.
But now she was ready and she would go to her drawing room where the Princesses were waiting for her.
The Princesses were there— all six of them. They curtsied and her sharp eyes took in every detail to see that they did so in the approved manner. Twelve-year- old Amelia was not as graceful as she should be; but one did not reproach Amelia; she was her father’s favourite and he could not bear her to be scolded. And considering the soothing effect she had on him, thought the Queen, I suppose we should all be grateful to the child and forgive Amelia her small weaknesses.
The Princess Royal was looking discontented. Poor Princess Royal, she was a disappointed young woman. Young woman— well, she would not be that much longer. She was twenty-nine and still no husband had been found for her. And where could they find a husband for her when there was such a dearth of Protestant Princes? The great difficulty was that any husband for the Princesses must be both Royal and Protestant. It was a grave handicap. And when one considered that there were five others all waiting hopefully for husbands— Oh dear, how depressing! What a fearful problem marriage was. The sons did it where they should not and the daughters looked for it in vain.
Perhaps it was not so clever to have had quite so many of them.
The Queen looked along the line of faces. Her little girls. She loved them.
They were so much more amenable than their brothers. They did not defy her and the King. But perhaps they would if they had the opportunity, ‘My snuff box,’ she said sternly, looking at her eldest daughter, for it was Princess Royal’s duty to present her with her snuff box on occasions like this and to see that it had been adequately replenished.
The Princess Royal presented it with a curtsey and the Queen took a pinch.
Ah, that was better! There was nothing like a pinch of snuff to revive the spirits.
‘Who is going to read to us this morning?’ asked the Queen, looking round.
‘Is it going to be you, Gouly?’
Miss Goldsworthy— Gouly, to the royal family— replied that since it was Her Majesty’s wish she would be happy to begin the reading; and the work was brought out, the Princesses and their ladies seated and the reading began.
How utterly boring! thought Charlotte, the Princess Royal. And this is how it goes on day after dreary day. And it will never change— unless the miracle happens and I escape there was only one way in which a princess could escape— through marriage, and who knew what that would bring Well, let it come whatever it was. Anything was better than this complete and utter monotony.
She was twenty-nine years old and she had been twenty-six before she had been allowed to meet anyone who had not been presented by the Queen. Now having exceeded that ripe age she was allowed what they called a little freedom.
She might speak to people without Mamma’s consent. What freedom! It was enough to make a young woman take the first lover that came along. And, thought Princess Royal, soon I shall become so desperate that that is what I shall do. At twenty-six she had been permitted to select the books she wished to read; before that she had been allowed only those which had been chosen by her mother She had never forgotten how humiliated she had felt when she had discovered Fanny Burney, the novelist who had for a time been a member of her mother’s household, censoring Swift’s John Bull for her. And meanwhile her brothers— Oh, her brothers! George most of all with his women and all the country asking, is he married or is he not? And whispering the name of that woman, Maria Fitzherbert And before that he had had that affair with the actress known as Perdita Robinson who had threatened to publish his letters and had had to be bought off with a pension for life. And all this before he was twenty-one.
Now there was this scandal about Augustus; and there was William not caring for the disapproval of his parents setting up house with a play actress. All this for the boys, while the girls were treated like nuns in a convent.
Small wonder that she was exasperated.
Soon I shall be thirty, she mourned. Thirty— forty— fifty. Who would be a princess at the dismal Court of George III? The Princess Royal glanced at her sisters. Augusta was less conscious of their plight. She was in any case two years younger; she was careless too of the manner in which she dressed— a little bit of a hoyden. She did not care so much for the restrictions as Princess Royal did but shrugged her shoulders and accepted.
Twenty-five-year-old Elizabeth had a drawing block on a little table beside her; she was sketching the group and was oblivious of Charlotte’s dissatisfaction Elizabeth wanted to be an artist, and although this was not taken seriously by the King and Queen, they saw no harm in her pursuing her little hobby. The King kindly often asked to see her drawings and congratulated her on them.
Mary and Sophia— nineteen and eighteen— were just beginning to fret under restraint; and Amelia at twelve had not begun to be aware of it. Papa’s darling, she felt herself to be a very special member of the household and seemed quite content with her fate. She had not yet discovered the boring routine to be so tiresome walking with the dogs, bringing them into the Queen’s drawing room, taking them out, making sure that Mamma’s snuff box was always filled each day and that it was placed on the table beside her.
Oh the inanity of it all! The parade on the terrace in the evening when the public came to look at them. There they were specially dressed for the occasion, fluttering their fans and smiling and bowing to the occasional expressions of approval.
All eyes were on Amelia, of course. That child would become quite conceited And she furled and unfurled her fan and went through her special antics for their benefit, and if Papa were there he would be unable to take his eyes from her. She was never subjected to the harsh criticism which had come the way of the others.
One almost longed for Thursdays which was Court Day when the King and the Queen had to be at St James’s. Not that there was anything exciting about that, it’s only virtue was that it was different.
Then Mamma would be dressed with special ceremony and travel to London with her tippet and ruffles in a paper bag, as she said, to prevent their getting on the way. She behaved like some humble squire’s lady instead of a queen. And we are expected to endure this just because it is their way of living. If the Prince of Wales were king, what a different Court that would be! She had heard Frederick say that George had once told him that one of the first things he would do when he came to the throne would be to find husbands for his sisters.