Walsingham crossed to the arched window and shuttered it; he crossed again, and barred the door. “Will you drink wine with me, Christofer? Thomas and the Queen’s Coroner identified your body. I’ve broken with Thomas over it. He maintains his men were innocent, your death the result of some unhappy double-dealing you revealed in the course of the conversation that day, but what were you doing in Deptford, and where have you been the past four months and more? Why did you leave me thinking you dead?” It wasn’t said, but Kit could taste the betrayal.
“Four months?” He put a hand on the desk to steady himself as his belly contracted. “Four months and a night. Long enough for that to heal.”
Walsingham touched his face again. “Oh, that grieves me, Kit. But not so much as the thought of your body cold in an unmarked grave. I’d have pricked thee out for a lover, not a fighter.”
“Cannot a man be both?]
“And a poet as well. Where have you been?”
“Stolen away by Faeries. I have what day is’t, Francis?
“Then don’t answer me, man. October the third. Good Christ! Your wound is well healed.” Walsingham poured the wine after all, though Kit had never answered him, and let Kit choose his glass. “And you stepped into my rooms as if from thin air.”
“I told thee. Stolen by Faeries. Would I lie?” Kit tasted the wine, rolled it on his tongue. He set the glass down by the papers, and the handwriting drew his eye. An angled look, a gesture for permission, and Walsingham’s nod, and Kit reached across the sand tray and took up the sheaf.
“Will’s improving. But then this is Oxford’s hand … Oh, Francis. Not Will.”
Walsingham covered his eyes with his hand, the other one with the glass in it dropping to his side. “We needed someone.”
“Will’s…” Kit set the papers back on the desk and weighted them with his now-empty wineglass. “Naive.”
“Will’s as old as you. Older than when you came to me.”
Kit turned to regard Walsingham square from his one good eye. “Francis, the man has children.”
Which was a body blow. He’d never married, and Walsingham knew why. He wiped the taste of wine from his mouth. Never married. Now he never would. Too much to risk. To much to fear for. Too much to give up for a nuptial bed.
“Kit, so do I.” Walsingham shook his head. “Something’s altered in you.”
“A knife in the eye will change your perspective.”
“Kit, cruel.” Walsingham’s face went white, and his mouth worked, and Kit saw him as if for the first time: old. “I would have protected you,” he said, and then quoted words that might have broken Kit’s heart in his chest. “Wouldst thou be loved and feared? Receive my seal, save or condemn, and in our name command, what so thy mind affects or fancy likes.'
“Nay!” A hiss, not a shout. Kit’s hand stinging flat on the polished desk, cupped to explode the air beneath it, and Walsingham leapt at the sound and the rattle of the ink pot. Edward II, and Kit couldn’t bear it. “Nay, sweet Francis. I wrote those words not for thee, and I’ll not have you filthy your mouth on them!”
“Not to me? To an age, surely. It’s put about that you were killed for them, by Essex’s men, or those who took them as an affront to Scottish James, a satire on his love for his exiled minion lennox.”
“No,” Kit answered, drawing breath to slow his racing pulse. Him they were writ to, knows it. Sweet Walsingham, who else should I trust with this? I must be… Another breath, a calmer one. I must be released of mine oath. To the Queen.”
Kit would have gambled that the old man’s face could grow no whiter behind the gray in his beard. He would have lost the bet.
“Kit, why?” A tilt of the head to bring his scar into the light. “The Faerie Queen who rescued me demands it.”
Walsingham held his gaze a long minute, then shook it off like a work-worn old stallion shaking away a fly. “Kit. I cannot release thee. You must plead with your Queen.”
Kit had known. He nodded, lightheaded and cold. Eleven years, that oath had held him. And now it could be gone on a breath. Like his life.
“Arrange it, Sir Francis. Will not thy Queen hear thee?”
“My Queen,” Walsingham answered, “has never forgiven me her royal cousin’s death. But, aye. She will hear me if I ask. What will you tell her?”
“That by her own coroner’s hand, I am dead. And a dead man can give no service to a living Queen.” He ignored the irony in Walsingham’s quick smile. “You will care for her in my name?”
“Kit.” Just his name, and all the answer he needed.
“There is another thing. More vital.”
Walsingham caught the tone, and long acquaintance made him nod, gaze level, and come so close that Kit could taste the wine on his breath. The spymaster didn’t speak, but he bent his head to listen. Such trust,Kit thought, shocking even himself. I could have a knife in that belly before he drew another breath. As Frazier put a knife in your eye, Christofer Marley?
“No one knew where to find me but our little conclave of playmakers. I was staying with Tom and his wife.”
“I know your arrangement.”
Kit ignored the disapproval. “Not Raleigh’s people. And the message summoning me to Deptford came under Burghley’s seal, phrased as a Royal command.”
Walsingham had not become Walsingham because he couldn’t follow a trail.
“We were betrayed from within.”
“Yea. Verily. More than by Tom. By someone who knew who could summon me, and make me run.” Kit put enough dry irony in it to make Walsingham laugh, but laughing made him cough. Kit went to Walsingham and laid a hand on his shoulder, but the older man shook him away until the fit ended. Then Walsingham raised too-bright eyes and continued as if uninterrupted,
“Who do you think betrayed you?”
“The orders came from Her Majesty, under Burghley’s seal. But there are forgers aplenty.”
“And if it’s Her Majesty’s hand ordered your death?”
Going to her for succor were dangerous. Kit let the implication slide off with a ripple of his neck and shoulder. “My life was ever hers to dispose of. I make no exception for my death. When the Queen says go-and-die…”
Walsingham shifted on his feet. Kit glanced at the crack of light between the shutters.
“Francis, may I look at Will’s play again? I think Oxford’s made some poor suggestions, and it is some hours yet until dark. And I think I cannot well go abroad by day.”
Walsingham laughed. “There’s more wine. I’ll have a fair copy made before I show it to Will.”
“Wine would be welcome. And then I’ll tell you of the Faerie Court and its Queen.”
Walsingham stopped with the wine bottle in his hand, staring at Kit as Kit appropriated his chair. The ink was fresh, the pen well cut.
“You re serious. As treason. Huh.” Walsingham came closer, to peer over his shoulder. “And even now, you can’t resist a manuscript?”
Kit shrugged and dipped the pen. “What poet could?”
Moore:
If that be called deceit, I will be honest.
WILLIAM SHAKESPEARE, Titus Andronicus
Lord Hunsdon never answered Will’s request, but on the fifith of October, very early, a note was delivered to Will’s lodgings, inscribed to Mr. W. S. It directed him to the home of Francis langley, and it was signed F. W. Come at once. Titus needs you. Does that mean unseemly haste, Will wondered, shrugging a brown woolendoublet over his shirt and tending to the lacings, or just all due speed? Titus needs you. At least Walsingham has a sense of humor.
An anticipatory tickle of dread pressed his breastbone like a thumb. It had been so long. There was no telling what horrors they’d wreaked on Will’s poor words. Will stomped his boots down, jarring puffs of dust from between the floorboards. At the door he paused, casting a final eye around his chamber to find all in order. Behind him, he tugged the panel tight.