With her other hand, Astrid pointed to her hairline.
‘Excuse me?’ Matt frowned at her.
She jabbed at her hairline even more emphatically.
‘Sorry, I don’t know what . . .?’
‘Hairpiece. Your hairpiece. It’s slipping a little to the left.’
‘My what is what?’ He stared at her as if she had blasphemed in seven languages.
After Matt had left, Frank smacked his forehead with the heel of his hand. ‘Do you have any idea who that is?’
‘I don’t care who it is. He was trying to see all the way down to my navel.’
‘Matt Fielding is the head of development at Universal. If there’s one word that nobody in the greater Los Angeles area ever says to Matt Fielding, it’s “hairpiece.”’
‘I think I was very polite. I could have said “rug.”’
When they left the restaurant, he looked up and down Sunset and said, ‘Where did you leave your car?’
‘I didn’t. A friend of mine gave me a ride.’
‘In that case I’d better drive you home.’
She thought about that for a while, cupping her hand over the crown of her hat to keep it from blowing away in the breeze. Then she said, ‘All right. Do you know Venice at all? Palms Boulevard, off Lincoln.’
Frank checked his watch. Ten after two. He took out his cellphone and called Margot.
‘Margot? Gerald was caught up in a partners’ meeting so I’m running maybe thirty minutes late. I’ll be back around four.’
‘All right,’ she said. Her voice had no expression at all.
‘Margot . . .’ There were so many things he wanted to say to her. That he was sorry. That Nevile Strange could show her that Danny forgave him. That he wished it were still Tuesday morning, and that he and Danny were still stuck in traffic on the Hollywood Freeway. Instead he ended the call.
‘I’m not finding this easy,’ he told Astrid as they drove westward on Santa Monica.
‘Of course it isn’t easy. You’ve lost your son.’
‘No, I don’t mean Margot. I mean you and me.’
‘Is there any special reason it has to be easy?’
‘I guess not. But I’m finding it very hard to get to know you. I’m beginning to ask myself why you wanted to meet me at all.’
‘I wanted to meet you because we both went through that experience together, that bomb.’
‘And why else?’
‘I wanted to meet you because . . . well, we’re kind of kindred spirits.’
‘Kindred spirits, huh?’
She said nothing, but leaned her head back against the head rest and half closed her eyes, as if she were focusing on something in the very far distance.
He turned off Lincoln Boulevard into Palms, and she directed him to draw up in front of a peeling pink apartment building with dark green wooden shutters and a red-tiled veranda. ‘This is it,’ she said. ‘Do you want to come up for a drink?’
He checked his watch again. ‘OK. So long as I’m out of here by three thirty.’ He locked his car and followed her up the steps and wondered why he didn’t feel guilty. He felt, instead, an unexpected sense of freedom, as if a load had been taken off his mind.
Astrid unlocked the front door and they stepped into a Mexican-tiled hallway with an oak side table that was scattered with junk mail, and a large gilt mirror with business cards tucked into the frame. She led him up the stairs to the second floor and opened the door on the left-hand side – apartment number three. It was sunny and bright, with a shiny wood floor and plain calico couches with Navajo rugs draped over them. On the wall hung a lithograph of a naked young man, completely green, with the most supercilious look on his face that Frank had ever seen.
‘You live here alone?’ Frank asked her.
‘No.’
He peeked into one of the bedrooms. There was a queen-sized bed with a carved oak bedhead, loosely strewn with a red and yellow throw. Astrid walked through to the second bedroom, where the bed was immaculately tidy with a brown and white cover and three white pillows on it.
‘Who do you share with?’
‘Carla, she’s a flight attendant. She’s in Europe this weekend. Frankfurt, Rome, Madrid. Do you want a cup of coffee? Or another glass of wine?’
She was standing in the middle of the room and he walked up behind her and laced his arms around her waist. Her perfume, and the warmth of her shoulder, and the criss-cross elasticized smocking of her dress engulfed his senses.
‘Who did you lose?’ he asked her. ‘Are you ever going to tell me?’
She twisted around and kissed him directly on the lips. ‘I might. But not yet.’
‘You said it was somebody closer than a child. I’m . . . intrigued. I didn’t know anybody who was closer to me than Danny, except for Margot. Who could be closer?’
‘You can’t think?’
‘No,’ he said. She kissed him again, and touched his cheek with her fingertips, in the same way that she had touched him when she first met him, as if she wanted to make sure that he was real.
Six
Danny’s hair was shiny with hair tonic and combed with a center parting, like a child movie star from the 1940s. His cheeks were florid and his eyebrows were unnaturally dark brown. He wore a white shirt and a bow tie, and his hands were demurely clasped in front of his well-pressed black shorts.
John Lester Junior was a small man with rimless glasses and small polished shoes and a dyed chestnut pompadour. He stood next to the non-denominational stained-glass window so that one side of his face was yellow and the other green.
‘I’m sure you’ll want some moments alone,’ he said.
Frank nodded, and John Lester Junior stepped neatly backward out of the chapel of rest, closing the double doors behind him without a sound. He’d make a good butler, thought Frank.
Margot stayed where she was, about eight feet away from the casket, her hands hanging by her sides, as if all the strength had drained out of them.
Frank cleared his throat. ‘He doesn’t look too much like Danny, does he?’ Margot didn’t answer. Frank stepped closer to the casket and looked down at the small, utterly still figure that used to be their son. After a while he said, ‘Look, he has scratches on his knees.’
What he actually meant was, he isn’t a waxwork after all; he’s the real Danny. For some reason, he had to be sure.
After a long, long silence, Margot approached the casket, too. She reached out and touched Danny’s lips with her fingertips. Then she bent forward and kissed him. Her tears dropped on to his sugar-pink cheeks, so that it looked as if he had been crying, too.
As they drove home, Frank said, ‘I have to ask you something. If you don’t want to do it, you only have to say so. I know that it was all my fault that Danny died, but I think that he forgives me, and I want you to hear it directly from him.’
Margot very slowly turned her head and stared at him. ‘Excuse me? What are you talking about, “directly from him”?’
‘This morning I went to The Cedars before I met George. Lieutenant Chessman introduced me to this . . . psychic detective. He’s supposed to be famous. He helps the police to look for children who go missing. He has this . . . talent, I guess you’d call it. He can see things happening after they’ve happened, even when there were no witnesses, and he can sense things that are going to happen, before they actually do.’
‘What has this to do with Danny forgiving you?’
Frank took a right turn toward their house. ‘This psychic, he can contact the dead.’
‘What?’
‘He can communicate with people who have . . . what do they call it? . . . passed over. He seems pretty sure that he can communicate with Danny.’