Everything’s worked out, papers are sent, signed and returned, half his ashes buried beside Julie’s grave but with no ceremony or guests since she didn’t see any reason for even a simple service at the cemetery, for the lady-friend neighbor didn’t know who else would come or how she’d get there if she was the only one, and what was left of his relatives in the area, Margo remembered him saying, he’d lost all contact with, they never especially liked him in the first place or not since he was a fairly quiet timid kid, and it’d be hypocritical to ask them to attend the ceremony if she wasn’t going to be there, other half of his ashes sent to her in a can and buried between two empty plots at her husband’s family gravesite after a brief service with only her sons and husband and his parents and the gravedigger there, her husband officiating and saying “He was a good person from everything I heard about him and the few hours I spent with him in a restaurant once and the many phone conversations we had, albeit succinct as a majority of them were — honest and sincere and hardworking and devoted to his daughters, the living Margo, the deceased Julie, surely no man could have loved his children more, and who because of that love perhaps, but anyhow what became a deep misfortune, a disturbing calamity if not tragedy, actually, which perhaps no words can do justice to or describe so why try?”—“Hear, hear,” his father says—“seemed to blow it all, to be colloquial but direct, but he came back from, let’s be forthright about it and conceal nothing at a location where nothing should be back door, incarceration — paid his debt to society, as the state would put it, and perhaps undeservedly paid that debt but that’s not for us, in our inconsiderable power or whatnot, to say, to live a respectable and meaningful life from everything we know of it, and should be forgiven”—“Amen,” his father says—“he is forgiven from our standpoint I’m sure, and if there is a higher being, which my parents and perhaps my sons believe there is, and who can say? then we plead that he be forgiven by It too, that’s all I can say today and I believe is enough, thank you all for coming, and I don’t mean to hog this, although I want you to know I was asked by the deceased’s sole survivor to conduct the ceremony, so if anyone else wants to speak about Nathan Frey, please feel free to,” and they all shake their heads, his sons look at one another with the expressions “He doesn’t mean us, does he?” his father says “What could we say that could add to your words, Glen don? — your eulogy was fine and to the point and summed it up wonderfully, and memorized or off the cuff, no less,” “Extemporaneous,” Glen says, “I thought it would all just come to me and that that’s the way it should,” “Well, good job, son,” the lady-friend neighbor says she’s too feeble to do any work (“Your dad probably never mentioned me or my condition and age but I’m an old shrunken diseased cow he looked after when he could, going out for groceries and pharmaceuticals and squiring me to various doctors and things”) so a second cousin of Margo’s who lives in a suburb not far from her father’s building agrees for a certain fee to search through his room and send her whatever she wants from it, “There’s a rocking chair here,” the cousin says on the phone, “very old and in good condition, do you want that? — it looks practically like an antique,” “He must have found it on the street; I know it’s no heirloom, his wasn’t that kind of family and everything of worth from the marriage my mom took, so no, keep it or give it away,” “There’s a fantastic espresso coffee machine, really expensive-looking and with one of those spouts for steamed milk, it could be boxed and UPS’d,” “We have one and I’m surprised he did — probably given to him by one of the restaurants he worked at where it was used once — but doesn’t sound like my dad the last twenty years: café au lait, espresso, twist of lemon on a demitasse spoon, no; keep it if it’s so nice, but without any reduction in what I agreed to give you, you understand,” “A stack of letters to your mother and another stack to you — copies, I saw, from a few of them; do you want them and the ones in a third stack that you sent him?” “I don’t see the point, as the letters to my mother I’d find uncomfortably amorous or vituperative if plain poisonous sometimes and the ones to me I probably still have the originals of someplace, stuck in whatever book I was reading at the time, habit I have — every so often when I go through a book I’ve read, one drops out but I can’t say I reread it,” “The letters to you seem to date back to when he was in prison and you were a young girl,” “That’s too much of the past, most of which if I haven’t remembered or have tried my darndest not to, I want to continue to forget, so thanks but no,” “Photos of him, I suppose, and who must be his parents the way they’re smiling and cuddling him so close, and one of him, since the face is the same as in the others or a near lookalike, on a donkey or dwarf horse I think commercial photographers used to lead around the streets to take pictures of kids on — how else could the animal have got there? for it’s taken in front of an apartment building and with old cars around, but probably new then,” “Sure, include it, all the photos, since it’d be wrong just throwing them away or giving them to some junk shop for people to go ho-ho over, and my own kids will get a kick out of them for the resemblances to them, if there are any, at that age and maybe to his father and his father’s dad and also for the cultural significance and interest — how city people lived then, these photographers without shops and street musicians he used to tell me, when he was a kid, whole rhythm bands of them going down block after block and horse-drawn carts of ice for the icebox and vegetables and fruits and I even think milk, though the last might have been when his father was a boy,” “Lots of pre-’54 coins — a tall jarful, a couple of the pennies are silver and some of the other coins go back to the teens and twenties, from just a quick look, so there might even be better, and I think I saw an Indian-head penny before it got lost amid the others, and I know there was a quarter with a lady with wings, for a second,” “Yes, send them all — he once said many years ago that since he was around coins in the restaurant all day he’d started up a collection for me to help send me through school, so if they’re of any value I’ll use them for my own kids — insure that box for a few hundred, please,” “Several bills have come in — phone, utilities, a window washer, and a letter from Honolulu just today,” “Send and I’ll take care of them, but the window washer’s a joke — just that he’d use one with the view he once said he had, other buildings like his, and what’s he have, two windows?” “Three, plus the tiny bathroom one but it’s smoked,” “The letter, who knows what it means? — maybe a customer who passed through and once he got there he got lonely — if I wrote him my father died he probably wouldn’t know who I was speaking of — return it to the addresser saying ‘addressee de ceased’…any books? no, I have all I want to read, or the stores and libraries do, unless one or two look extremely old — in fact, would it be too much to ask you to hold the books upside down one by one and flip through and shake them in that position? — I’ll pay you something extra if there are more than a few of them — for like me he might have kept a few treasures and mementos in them,” “A very expensive-looking silk tie, it says, hundred percent and never used for it’s still in its box tissue-wrapped and from one of our finest stores and of the rest of his clothes the only thing that still looks good is a leather belt almost brand-new, size 34,” “That’s my husband’s waistline but I doubt he’d want to wear my dad’s belt — as for the tie, since the one he wore last time I saw him was stained and old, it must have been given to him since by a friend — a lady perhaps? I don’t think so, he seemed to have become kind of chaste and at home sort of an ascetic recluse, so maybe from his boss as a Christmas gift or one of his steady customers who gives nothing during the year but something lavish like this as an annual gift, but it was a cheap luncheonette from the way he described it, so I don’t think so there either — or maybe he bought it for the next time we saw him, that’d make sense for I can see him splurging for us, but I don’t see my husband Glen or one of my boys walking around in any of his things — the kids would find it creepy, a dead man’s clothes, so do what you want with the tie, decorate a tree with it as long as we’re on the subject of Christmas, only kidding…oops, that’s something, the ‘only kidding,’ he’d say, so it’s funny why I picked it up and how come now for the first time?” “An address book with not many names,” “No, past life, and what would those names mean to me if I don’t already have them? so to be disposed of, but of his photos, you never said but were there any of Julie and me? — little girls, she had bangs from age one and was exceptionally pretty, like a girl model, and my hair was always combed back long, in a ponytail or braid and I was the taller but also the homelier of the two, brown hair to her bright blonde and glasses from age three to her none,” “Plenty, and you both were adorable, but I already assumed you wanted those so I was going to include th