Marge had his afternoon cocktail ready for him. He told her about Bullard’s visit, about Dinoli’s offer. “So they want to send me to Ganymede for three weeks, and I’d be leaving Thursday? How d’you like that!”
She smiled. “I think it’s wonderful! I’ll miss you, of course, but—”
His mouth sagged open. “You think I’m going to accept this crazy deal?”
“Aren’t you?”
“But I thought—” He closed his eyes a moment. “You want me to go, Marge?”
“It’s a grand opportunity for you, dear. You may never get another chance to see space. And it’s safe, isn’t it? They say space travel is safer than riding in a car.” She laughed. It was a brittle laugh that told Kennedy a great many things he did not want to know.
She wants me to go, he thought. She wants to get rid of me for three weeks.
He took a deep, calm sip. “As a matter of fact, I have until Wednesday to make up my mind,” he said. “I told them I’d have to discuss the matter with you before I could agree to anything. But I guess it’s okay with you.”
Her voice cracked a little as she said, “I certainly wouldn’t object. Have I ever stood in the way of your advancement, Ted?”
9
The ship left at 1100 sharp on Thursday, July 5, 2044, and Ted Kennedy was aboard it.
The departure went smoothly and on schedule. The ship was nameless, bearing only the number GC-1073; the captain was a gruff man named Hills who did not seem pleased at the prospect of ferrying a groundlubber along with him to Ganymede. Blast-off was held at Spacefield Seven, a wide jet-blasted area in the flatlands of New Jersey that served as the sole spaceport for the eastern half of the United States.
A small group of friends and well-wishers rode out with Kennedy in the jetcab to see him off. Marge came, and Dave Spalding, and Mike Cameron, and Ernie Watsinski. Kennedy sat moodily in the corner of the cab, staring downward at the smoke-stained sky of industrialized New Jersey, saying nothing, thinking dark thoughts.
He was not looking forward to the trip at all.
Space travel, to him, was still something new and risky. There had been plenty of flights; space travel was forty years old and far from being in the pioneering stage. There had been flights to Mars and Venus, and there was a thriving colony of engineers living in a dome on Luna. Captain Hills had made the Ganymede run a dozen times in the past year. But still Kennedy was nervous.
He was being railroaded. They were all conspiring, he thought, all the smiling false friends who gathered around him. They wanted to send him off to the airless ball of ice halfway across the sky.
The ship was a thin needle standing on its tail, very much alone in the middle of the vast, grassless field. Little trucks had rolled up around it; one was feeding fuel into the reaction-mass hold, one was laden down with supplies for the men of the outpost, another carried mail— real mail, not the carnival-inspired fakery Kennedy had seen on World Holiday—for the men up there.
The ship would carry a crew of six, plus cargo. The invoices listed Kennedy as part of the cargo.
He stood nervously at the edge of the field, watching the ship being loaded and half-listening to the chatter of his farewell committee. A tall gaunt-looking man in a baggy gray uniform came up to them and without waiting for silence said, “Which one of you is Kennedy?”
“I am.” It was almost a croak.
“Glad to know you. I’m Charley Sizer, ship’s medic. Come on with me.”
Kennedy looked at his watch. “But it’s an hour till blastoff time.”
Sizer grinned. “Indeed it is. I want to get you loaded up with gravanol so acceleration doesn’t catch you by surprise. When that big fist comes down you won’t like it. Let’s go, now—you’re holding up the works.”
Kennedy glanced around at the suddenly solemn little group and said, “Well, I guess this is it. See you all three weeks from now. Ernie, make sure my paychecks get sent home on time.” He waited a couple of seconds more. “Marge?” he said finally. “Can I get a kiss good-bye?”
“I’m sorry, Ted.” She pecked at his lips and stepped back. He grinned lopsidedly and let Sizer lead him away.
He clambered up the catwalk into the ship. It was hardly an appealing interior. The ship was poorly lit and narrow; the companionways were strictly utilitarian. This was no shiny passenger ship. Racks of spacesuits hung to one side; far to the front he saw two men peering at a vastly complex control panel.
“Here’s where you’ll stay,” Sizer said, indicating a sort of hammock swung between two girders. “Suppose you climb in now and I’ll let you have the gravanol pill.”
Kennedy climbed in. There was a viewplate just to the left of his head, and he glanced out and saw Marge and Watsinski and the others standing far away, at the edge of the field, watching the ship. Sizer bustled efficiently around him, strapping a safety-webbing over him. The gaunt medic vanished and returned a few minutes later with a water flask and a small bluish pill.
“This stuff will take all the fret out of blast-off,” Sizer explained. “We could hit ten or fifteen g’s and you wouldn’t even know it. You’ll sleep like a babe.” He handed the pill to Kennedy, who swallowed it, finding it tasteless, and gulped water. Kennedy felt no internal changes that would make him resistant to gravity.
He rolled his eyes toward the right. “Say—what happens if there’s an accident? I mean, where’s my spacesuit? I ought to know where it is, in case—”
Sizer chuckled. “It takes about a month of training to learn how to live inside a spacesuit, brother. There just isn’t any sense in giving you one. But there aren’t going to be any accidents. Haven’t they told you space flight’s safer than driving a car?”
“Yes, but—”
“But nothing. The ship’s in perfect order. Nothing can go wrong. You’ve got Newton’s laws of physics working on your side all the way from here to Ganymede and back, and no crazy Holiday drivers coming toward you in your own lane. Just lie back and relax. You’ll doze off soon. Next thing you know, we’ll be past the Moon and Ganymede-bound.”
Kennedy started to protest that he wasn’t sleepy, that he was much too tense to be able to fall asleep. But even as he started to protest, he felt a wave of fatigue sweep over him. He yawned.
Grinning, Sizer said, “Don’t worry, now. See you later, friend.” He threaded his way forward.
Kennedy lay back. He was securely webbed down in the acceleration hammock; he could hardly move. Drowsiness was getting him now. He saw his watch dimly and made out the time as 1045. Fifteen minutes to blast-off. Through the port he saw the little trucks rolling away.
Sleep blurred his vision as the time crawled on toward 1100. He wanted to be awake at the moment of blast-off, to feel the impact, to see Earth leap away from them with sudden ferocity. But he was getting tired. I’ll just close my eyes a second, he thought. Just catch forty winks or so before we lift.
He let his eyelids drop.
A few minutes later he heard the sound of chuckling. Someone touched his arm. He blinked his eyes open and saw Medic Sizer and Captain Hills standing next to his hammock, looking intently at him.
“There something wrong?” he asked in alarm.
“We just wanted to find out how you were doing,” Hills said. “Everything okay?”
“Couldn’t be better. I’m loose and relaxed. But isn’t it almost time for blast-off?”
Hills laughed shortly. “Yeh. That’s a good one. Look out that port, Mr. Kennedy.”
Numbly Kennedy swiveled to the left and looked out. He saw darkness, broken by bright hard little dots of painful light. At the bottom of the viewplate, just barely visible, hung a small green ball with the outlines of Europe and Asia still visible. It looked like a geographical globe. At some distance away hung a smaller pockmarked ball.