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The longer I remained more desolate; And looking round I saw the corner-stones, 330 Till then unmarked, on either side the door With dull red stains discoloured, and stuck o'er With tufts and hairs of wool, as if the sheep That feed upon the commons thither came Familiarly, and found a coaching-place 335 Even at her threshold. The house-clock struck eight: I turned and saw her distant a few steps. Her face was pale and thin, her figure too Was changed. As she unlocked the door she said, "It grieves me you have waited here so long, 340 But in good truth I've wandered much of late, And sometimes — to my shame I speak — have need Of my best prayers to bring me back again." While on the board she spread our evening meal She told me she had lost her elder child, 345 That he for months had been a serving-boy, Apprenticed by the parish, — "I perceive You look at me, and you have cause. Today I have been travelling far, and many days About the fields I wander, knowing this 350 Only, that what I seek I cannot find. And so I waste my time: for I am changed, And to myself, said she, "have done much wrong, And to this helpless infant, I have slept Weeping, and weeping I have waked. My tears 355 Have flowed as if my body were nut such As others are, and I could never die. But I am now in mind and in my heart More easy, and I hope", said she, "that Heaven Will give me patience to endure the things 360 Which I behold at home." Second Part (2) It would have grieved Your very soul to see her. Sir, I reel The story linger in my heart. I fear Tis long and tedious, but my spirit clings To that poor woman. So familiarly 365 Do I perceive her manner and her look And presence, and so deeply do I feel Her goodness, that not seldom in my walks A momentary trance comes over me And to myself 1 seem to muse on one 370 By sorrow laid asleep or borne away, A human being destined to awake To human life, or something very near To human life, when he shall come again For whom she suffered. Sir, it would have grieved 375 Your very soul to see her: evermore Her eyelids drooped, her eyes were downward cast. And when she at her table gave me food She did not look at me. Her voice was low, Her body was subdued. In every act 380 Pertaining to her house-aftairs appeared The careless stillness which a thinking mind Gives to an idle matter. Still she sighed, But yet no motion of the breast was seen, No heaving of the heart. While by the fire 385 We sat together, sighs came on my ear — I knew not how, and hardly whence, they came. I took my staff, and when I kissed her babe The tears stood in her eyes. I left her then With the best hope and comfort 1 could give: 390 She thanked me for my will, but for my hope It seemed she did not thank me. I returned And took my rounds along this road again Ere on its sunny bank the primrose flower Had chronicled the earliest day of spring. 395 I found her sad and drooping. She had learned. No tidings of her husband. If he lived, She knew not that he lived: if he were dead, She knew not he was dead. She seemed the same In person or appearance, but her house 400 Bespoke a sleepy hand of negligence, The floor was neither dry nor neat, the hearth Was comfortless, The windows too were dim, and her few books Which one upon the other heretofore 405 Had been piled up against the corner-panes In seemly order, now with straggling leaves Lay scattered here and there, open or shut, As they had chanced со fall. Her infant babe Had from its mother caught the trick36 of grief, 410 And sighed among its playthings. Once again I turned towards the garden-gate, and saw More plainly still that poverty and grief Were now come nearer to her. The earth was hard, With weeds defaced and knots of withered grass; 415 No ridges there appeared of clear black mould37 No winter greenness. Of her herbs and flowers It seemed the better pare were gnawed away Or trampled on the earth. A chain of straw, Which had been twisted round the tender stem 420 Of a young apple-tree, lay at its root; The bark was nibbled round by truant sheep. Margaret stood near, her infant in her arms, And, seeing that my eye was on the tree, Ere Robert come again." Towards the house Together we returned, and she enquired If I had any hope. But for her babe, And for her little friendless boy, she said, She had no wish to live — that she must die 430 Of sorrow. Yet I saw the idle loom Still in its place. His Sunday garments hung Upon the self-same nail, his very staff Stood undisturbed behind the door. And when I passed this way beaten by autumn winds, 435 She told me that her little babe was dead And she was left alone. That very time, I yet remember, through the miry lane She walked with me a mile, when the bare trees Trickled with foggy damps, and in such sort 440 That any heart had ached to hear her, begged That wheresoe'er I went I still would ask For him whom she had lost. We parted then, Our final parting; for from that time forth Did many seasons pass ere I returned 445 Into this tract again. Five tedious year She lingered in unquiet widowhood, A wife and widow. Needs must it have been A sore heart-wasting. I have heard, my friend, That in that broken arbour she would sit 450 The idle length of half a sabbath day — There, where you see the toadstool's lazy head — And when a dog passed by she still would quit The shade and look abroad. On this old bench For hours she sat, and evermore her eye 455 Was busy in the distance, shaping things Which made her heart beat quick, Seest thou that path? — The greensward now has broken its grey line — There to and fro she paced through many a day Of the warm summer, from a belt of flax 460 That girt her waist, spinning the long-drawn thread With backward steps. Yet ever as there passed A man whose garments showed the soldier's red Or crippled mendicant in sailor's garb, The little child who sat to turn the wheel 465 Ceased from his toil, and she, with faltering voice, Expecting still to learn her husband's fate Made many a fond enquiry; and when they Whose presence gave no comfort were gone by, Her heart was still more sad. And by yon gate 470 Which bars the traveller's road, she often stood, And when a stranger horseman came, the latch Would lift, and in his face look wistfully, Most happy if from aught discovered there Of tender feeling she might dare repeat 475 The same sad question. Meanwhile her poor hut Sunk to decay; for he was gone, whose hand At the first nippings of October frost Closed up each chink, and with fresh bands of straw Chequered the green-grown thatch. And so she lived 480 Through the long winter, reckless and atone, Till this reft house, by frost, and thaw, and rain, Was sapped; and when she slept, the nightly damps Did chill her breast, and in the stormy day Her tattered clothes were ruffled by the wind 485 Even at the side of her own fire. Yet still She loved this wretched spot, nor would for worlds Have parted hence; and still that length of road, And this rude bench, one torturing hope endeared, Fast rooted at her heart. And here, my friend, 490 In sickness she remained; and here she died, Last human tenant of these ruined walls The old man ceased; he saw that I was moved. From that low bench, rising instinctively I turned aside in weakness, nor had power 495 To thank him for the tale which he had told. I stood, and leaning o'er the garden gate Reviewed that woman's sufferings: and it seemed To comfort me while with a brother's love I blessed her in the impotence of grief 500 At length towards the cottage I returned Fondly, and traced with milder interest That secret spirit of humanity Which, mid the calm oblivious tendencies Of Nature, mid her plants, her weeds and flowers, 505 And silent overgrowing, still survived. The old man, seeing this, resumed, and said, 'My friend, enough to sorrow have you given, The purposes of wisdom ask no more: Be wise and cheerful, and no longer read 510 The forms of things with an unworthy eye: She sleeps in the calm earth, and peace is here. I well remember that those very plumes, Those weeds, and the high speargrass on that wall, By mist and silent raindrops silvered o'er, 515 As once I passed did to my mind convey So still an image of tranquillity, So calm and still, and looked so beautiful Amid the uneasy thoughts which filled my mind, That what we feel of sorrow and despair 520 From ruin and from change, and all the grief The passing shows of being leave behind Appeared an idle dream chat could not live Where meditation was. I turned away, And walked along my road in happiness. 525 He ceased. By this the sun declining shot A slant and mellow radiance, which began To fall upon us where beneath the trees We sat on that low bench. And now we felt, Admonished thus, the sweet hour coming on: 530 A linnet warbled from those lofty elms, A thrash sang loud, and other melodies At distance heard peopled the milder air. The old man rose and hoisted up his load; Together casting then a farewell look 535 Upon those silent walls, we left the shade, And ere the stars were visible attained A rustic inn, our evening resting-place.