At the last minute the mêlée of newsmen and women recognised me and, desperate for a syllable of something they could report, they surged round like a pack of beagles as a policeman helped me make my way up the steps where a house door was already opening.
‘Scott! Scott! Over here, Scott!’
‘Sorry to hear about Mr Zarco, sir,’ said the policeman. ‘It’s a great loss to football. I’m a London City fan myself.’
‘Thanks,’ I said, and stepped quickly into the hall.
The Sunday newspapers lay, unread, on the black and white tiled floor, which was probably the best place for them. They were full of Zarco’s murder, of course, and most of them carried a list of some of the things Zarco had said, as if to say here was why Zarco was killed: he had a big mouth. And there was a small part of me that couldn’t disagree with that.
A tall, thin blonde woman wearing black-framed glasses closed the door behind me and let out a deep breath.
‘Hello, Toyah. How are you bearing up?’
‘Not well,’ she said. ‘This would be quite bad enough without all that as well.’ She nodded at the door. ‘I feel like a prisoner in my own home. They’ve been there all night — I could hear them, chattering away, like they were queuing for seats for the centre court at Wimbledon. Them and that policeman’s radio. I wanted to ask him to turn it down but that would have meant opening the door.’
I could hear the grief choking her voice. She shook her head wearily, took off the glasses, wiped her pale blue eyes and then blew her nose with a handkerchief that looked inadequate to the task of coping with so much misery. Putting her thin arms around my neck, she said:
‘Not that I could sleep, even if I wanted to — there’s so much going on in my head right now. I suppose they’re just doing their jobs, but I really don’t know what they want. A picture of me looking like shit, I suppose: the grieving widow’s tears. It’s what sells newspapers, isn’t it?’ She sighed. ‘Oddly enough, it’s the neighbours I feel sorry for. On top of everything else they’ve had to cope with from us since we moved here, now there’s this media circus to contend with.’
She smelled of white wine and perfume and she looked very tired. Her strawberry-blonde hair was combed severely back from her forehead and fastened tight with a black scrunchie. Like a lot of Australian women Toyah tried to avoid the sun, but her plain black T-shirt and trousers made her look even more pale than she probably was.
‘I’m so sorry,’ I said.
‘Thank you for coming,’ she replied quietly.
‘I’ll miss him a lot. More than I can say.’
‘A friend emailed me a link to what you said on YouTube,’ she said. ‘That was very nice. And I was thinking... at the funeral, I’d like you to speak about him. If you would.’
‘Of course. Anything.’
I took her in my arms and hugged her close as she started to cry. After a while she pulled away and blew her nose again. ‘I must look such a sight,’ she said.
‘What are you supposed to look like when your husband dies?’
‘Like Lady Macbeth, I guess. What’s done cannot be undone. I played that part, you know. At the Old Vic. That was how we met, Zarco and I. It was Patrick Stewart, the actor, who introduced us. He supports Huddersfield Town Football Club. Zarco liked it that he still supported the team from his home town.’
‘I know. João told me.’
‘Would you like a coffee, Scott?’
‘Please. If you feel like making it.’
We went down an open iron staircase and into a huge Bulthaup kitchen that looked as clean and functional as a Swiss laboratory. On the wall was a large painting of the Australian outlaw, Ned Kelly, as imagined by Sidney Nolan. I knew that Zarco had admired the famous outlaw for the simple reason that like Kelly, Zarco saw himself as someone who was very much opposed to the ruling establishment, at least in the world of football. On more than one occasion he had suggested that the best way of improving things in the English game would be ‘to buy a guillotine and cut off some heads’.
‘Is it just you here?’ I asked, looking for the Brazilian housekeeper who was usually hovering around the Zarco home.
‘I sent Jerusa home. She always goes to mass at Westminster Cathedral on a Sunday. I’d go myself if I could get out of the door. Besides, it was João who hired her and I’m not entirely sure she’s legal, and what with all the cops who were in and out of here last night I thought it best to send her away while this is going on.’
‘Probably a good idea,’ I said. ‘Best not to tempt them.’
Toyah paused in front of the built-in Miele coffee machine and sighed with exasperation.
‘I’m afraid I don’t know how to make this work,’ she said. ‘Zarco loved being the barista around here. I’ve never learned.’
‘Here,’ I said. ‘Let me. It’s the same model as the one I have at home.’
She nodded. ‘I forgot. Coffee’s your thing, isn’t it?’
She leaned against the worktop and watched me carefully as I set about operating the machine.
‘Was it Detective Chief Inspector Byrne who came to see you?’ I asked.
‘I don’t know. I can’t remember.’
‘A woman. Looks a bit like Tilda Swinton.’
She nodded.
‘Did she tell you how they thought Zarco had met his death?’
‘A blow to the head, she said. And there were several other injuries that were consistent with him having sustained a severe beating.’ She shrugged. ‘There were other things but after that I stopped listening, for a while.’
‘I see.’
‘She said you’d offered to go and formally identify the body. Is that right? Because I’d give anything not to see Zarco laid out on a slab in a morgue. I’ve always had this thing about hospitals and the smell of ether. I really think I might faint. It’s one of the reasons we never had any children, he and I. I’m very squeamish. The sight of blood just makes me shudder.’
‘I have the same feeling about policemen. But, yes, I’ll identify him. It’s not a problem for me.’
‘Thank you, Scott.’
‘If there’s anything else I can do, please don’t hesitate to call me. Manresa Road is only ten minutes away in the car. If you feel you don’t want to be alone you can always come and stay there with Sonja and me.’
‘Thanks but no, I’d prefer to stay here, I think. At least for the moment. Besides, the police are coming back this afternoon. With more questions, I expect.’
‘I get a bit antsy when there’s lots of law around,’ I said. ‘So I’m not looking forward to all that myself. I’m on my way to Hangman’s Wood later on this morning. She — Byrne — wants to question everyone who was at Silvertown Dock yesterday afternoon.’
‘Sounds a little excessive.’ Toyah smiled thinly. ‘There were sixty thousand people there yesterday.’
‘Everyone in the club, anyway. From the kitman to our star striker. Even Viktor Sokolnikov is going to be interviewed.’
‘Good. Because personally I’d put him at the top of a list of possible suspects.’
‘How do you mean?’
‘Oh, come on. You know. His background in Russia. All of these oligarchs are dodgy, Scott. Viktor Sokolnikov more than most. Speaking for myself I never trusted him. I mean, you don’t like to disappoint people like that, do you? I’m quite certain that Zarco was afraid of him.’
‘No, he wasn’t,’ I said.
‘Aren’t you?’
‘No. Not in the least.’