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for men

no shame. Who can fathom the subtleties of it? Yet

true it is

that the woman divorced is presumed obscurely

dangerous,

a failure in the mystic groves, unloved by the gods,

while the man

is pitied as a victim, sought out and gently attended to by soft-lipped blissoming maidens. Then this: by

ancient custom,

the bride must abandon all things familiar for the

strange new ways

of her husband’s house, divine like a seer — since she

never learned

these things at home — how best to deal with the animal

she’s trapped,

slow-witted, moody, his body deadly as a weapon.

If in this

the wife is successful, her life is such joy that the

gods themselves

must envy her: her dear lord lies like a sachet of myrrh between her breasts. In poverty or wealth, her bed is

all green,

and her husband, in her mind, is like a young stag.

When he stands at the gate,

the lord of her heart is more noble than the towering

cedars of the east.

But woeful the life of the woman whose husband

is vexed by the yoke!

He flies to find solace elsewhere; as he pleases

he comes and goes,

while his wife looks to him alone for comfort.

“How different your life and mine, good women of Corinth! You have friends,

and you live at your ease

in the city of your fathers. But I, forlorn and homeless,

despised

by my once-dear lord, a war-prize captured from

a faraway land,

I have no mother or brother or kinsman to lend me

harbor

in a clattering storm of troubles. I therefore beg of you one favor: If I should find some means, some stratagem to requite my lord for these cruel wrongs, never

betray me!

Though a woman may be in all else fearful, in the hour

when she’s wronged

in wedlock there is no spirit on earth more murderous.”

So she spoke, staring at the outer storm — the

darkening garden,

oaktrees and heavy old olive trees twisting, snapping

like grass,

in the god-filled, blustering wind. The hemlocks by

the wall stood hunched,

crushed under eagres of slashing water. When

lightning flashed,

cinereal, the shattered rosebushes writhing on the stones

in churning

spray formed a ghostly furnace, swirls of heatless fire. No torches burned by the walls of the palace above,

and the glow

leaking from within was gray and unsteady, like

a dragon’s eyes

by a new stone bier in a cluttered and cobwebbed vault,

a stone-walled

crowd set deep in the earth. In the roar of the storm,

no sound

came down to the room where Medeia stood with her

seamstresses,

no faintest whisper of a trumpet, but like a vast

sepulchre,

a palace in the ancient kingdom of Mu sunk deep

in the Atlantic,

the great house loomed, the hour of its trouble come

round. The women

gazed in sorrow at Medeia. “We’ll not betray you,”

one said.

Some, needles flying on the golden cloth, were afraid

of her,

the room full of shadows not easily explained.

And some shed tears.

So through the night they sewed, minutely following

the instructions

of Aietes’ daughter. And sometimes among the eleven

a twelfth

sat stitching, measuring, easing seams — a fat

old farm-wife

with the eyes of a wolf — the goddess of the witchcraft,

Hekate.

And so through the night in the palace of Kreon

the revels ran on,

the slave in black, Ipnolebes, watching with eyes

like smoke.

Thus swiftly, shamefully married — or so it seemed

to many—

the lord of the Argonauts turned on his children and

wife, his mind

supported by high-sounding reasons and noble

intentions. Near dawn,

when the storm had grown steady, prepared to continue

for days, it seemed,

the lord led his bride to the marriage bed — a cavernous

room

scented like a funeral chamber with flowers and

crammed wall to wall

with the gifts of Kreon, his vassals and allies. Strong

guards, black slaves,

took posts by the door to protect the pair from

impious eyes,

and kings melodious with wine sang the hymeneal.

Then I saw

on the lip of Corinth’s harbor — high and dry on logs and sheltered from the storm by a long dark barn—

the proud-necked Argo,

blacker than midnight, on her bows a virl of

gleaming silver

like the drapery carved on a casket’s sides. It loomed

enormous

in the barn’s thick night, oars stacked and roped on

the rowing benches,

sails rolled below — all waiting like a gun. White

crests of waves,

plangent as the roaring storm, came climbing the

steep rock slope

calling the ship out to sea. I could feel in my bones,

that night,

that the Argo was alive, though sleeping — the whole

black night alive,

like a forest in springtime watching for the first grim

stirring of bears.

Then gray dawn came — the Corinthian women sewed

on in silence,

Medeia like marble, in her thirst for revenge

hydroptic, as if bitten

by the dispas serpent whose fangs leave a thirst not

all the water

in the world can quench. Her heavy old slave

Agapetika prayed

at the shrine in her room, stubbornly, futilely

urging her will

’gainst Fate’s rock wall. The male slave fed the children,

keeping them

far from their mother, his mind abstracted, his stiff,

knobbed fingers

automatic, even his reproaches automatic, holding

those quarrelsome

voices to a whisper — for something of the crepitating

anger in the house

had reached their sleep, had filled them with suspicions

and obscure fears,

so that now, whatever the old man’s labors, there were

sharp cries of “Stop!”

and “Hand it back to me!” If Medeia heard them,

she revealed no sign.

In the palace, though he’d hardly slept, the Argonaut

opened his eyes,

suddenly remembering, and raised up in his bed,

leaning on an elbow,

to gaze through arches eagerly, as he’d gazed in

his youth

to the north and west on some nameless island, hoping

for a break

in the stretch of bad weather that pinned him to land,

the black ship hawsered,

dragged half its length up on shore for protection from

the breakers’ blows.

Rain was still falling, the mountains in the distance

as gray as the sea,

the sky like a corpse, bloodless, praeternaturally hushed.

He must wait

for the king to rise, wait for old Kreon in his own

good time

to relinquish the sceptre. There were things to be done—

mad Idas and his men

wasting in the dungeon — a dangerous mistake indeed,