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brother once,

a man of whom nothing is known. He found a grazing

flock

of goats kept alive by desert thistles, and he sought the

goatherd

to ask for news of Herakles, the sky-god’s son. Before he could speak, the herd leaped up with a look

of alarm

and threw a stone at him. It struck the poor man

squarely on the forehead,

and Kaanthos, astounded, fell, and his life ran out.

Nor was that

the least of my men to be lost on sandswept Libya. As for Herakles, we found no trace. They all returned; we prepared to set sail for home.

“And then came Mopsos’ time, foreseen by him from the beginning, thanks to his

birdlore. He was

the noblest of seers, for all his peculiarity— his whimsy, the grime on his fingers, the bits of dried

food in his beard—

but little good his wisdom did him when his hour

arrived.

“An asp lay sleeping in the sand, in shelter from the

midday sun,

a snake too sluggish to attack a man who showed no

sign

of hostility, or fly at a man who jumped back. It meant no harm to anything alive, though even a drop of its

venom

was instant passage to the Underworld. Old Mopsos,

chatting

and strolling with Medeia and her maidens, while the

rest of us worked on the ship,

by chance stepped lightly, with his left foot, on the

tip of the creature’s

tail. In pain and alarm, the asp coiled swiftly around the old man’s shin and calf and struck, sinking its fangs to the gums. Medeia and her maidens shrank in horror.

Old Mopsos

clenched his fists in sorrow. The pain was slight enough, but he knew he was past all hope. He lifted his foot to

free

the asp. Already he was paralyzed, numb. A dark mist clouded his sight, and his heavy limbs fell. In an instant,

he was cold,

his flesh corrupting in the heat of the sun, his hair

falling out

in patches. We dug him a grave at once and buried him. Then went down to the ship, full of woe.

“With Ankaios dead, no sure helmsman among us, our chances of reaching

Akhaia

were slim. But Peleus took the oar, the father of

Akhilles,

and we drew the hawsers in. There must surely be

some escape

from the wide Tritonian lagoon, we thought. Having no

aim,

we drifted, helpless, the whole day long. The Argo’s

course,

as we nosed now here, now there, for an outlet, was

as tortuous

as the track of a serpent as it wriggles along in search

for shelter

from the baking sun, peeping about him with an angry

hiss

and dust-flecked eyes, till he slips at last through a dark

rock cleft

to freedom. And so we too found freedom. Once in the

open,

we kept the land on our right, hugging the coast. The

sun

was kinder now, though fierce enough. We slept in the

shadow

of rocks by day, and drove the Argo by the power of our

backs

from twilight till dawn’s first glance. And so wore out

by stages

the curse of Helios.”

Here Jason paused, looked down, his dark eyebrows knit. The hall was silent, waiting, Kreon leaning on his arms, his gaze intent. I could feel their dread of the man’s conclusions.

He said: “Except, of course, that no man — no house — wears out a curse by his own

power.

We may with luck propitiate the gods, live through our

trials;

but the offense is still in the blood, and our sons

inherit it,

and our sons’ sons, and shadow progeny arching to the

end

of time. I half understood them now, those ghostships

riding

the Argo’s wake. By some inexplicable accident we were, ourselves, the point of no turning back. We

closed

an age. The Golden Age,’ men will call it. They’ll honey

it with lies

and hone for it, with languishing looks, and bemoan

their fall

and curse my name and treason…. Their curses will

not much stir

my dust. I was there; I saw the truth. A childish age of easy glory in petty marauding, of lazy flocks on bluegreen hills where every stream had its nymphs,

each wood

its men half-goat; where the rightful monarch of a

sleepy throne

could be set aside, as was I at Iolkos, and given the

choice

of fighting for his right like a long-horned ram

dispossessed of his gray

indifferent ewes, or accepting the slight humiliation and moving on. I changed the rules — declined the

gauntlet,

made deals, built cunning alliances, ambitious in

secret,

with always one thought foremost: keep to the logic

of nature.

Be true, within reason, to friends, with enemies ruthless.

Be just,

but not beyond reason. Honor the gods and men and

the stones

of the earth, but not to excess. Have faith sufficient to

fight;

beware all expectations.

“For there is no power on earth but treaty, no love but mutual consent — whatever the

relative

power of those consenting. Not even the gods are firm of character; much less, then, men. The promise I make, I make to a man who may change, become anathema

to me.

Therefore, be just, recall no vows still meet, but know we sail among wandering rocks. By these few

principles—

some known to me at the start, some not — I organized the Akhaians. It would be, from that day forward, powers pitted against powers, the labor of monstrous

machines—

at best, a labor for universal good; at worst, perhaps, exploiters faceless as forests, and the cringing exploited,

the forests’

beasts.

“So riding by night, my hand on Medeia’s, I watched the shadowy ships like mountains that followed in our

wake. As before,

Time washed over us in waves. I dreamed it was stars

we sailed,

and our oars stirred dust on the moon, or our shadow

stretched out, prow

to stern, in the shadows that tremble and float down

Jupiter.

At times stiff birds passed over us, roaring, and

mountains took fire.

Medeia, watching at my side, said nothing, and whether

or not

she understood these visions, I could not guess. I told

her

the words I’d heard in my dream, off the isle of Phineus: You are caught in irrelevant forms. Beware the

interstices.

She studied me, child of magic; could tell me nothing.

Gently,

I covered her hand. Sooner or later, I knew, I’d grasp

that mystery.

I’d pierced a part of it already: it was there at the

intersections

of the billion billion powers of the world that the danger

lay,

and the hope; the gaps between gods, or men, or gods

and men;

the gaps between minds — my own and Aiaian Medeia’s.

Invisible

gaps at the heart of connectedness, where love and will leaped out, seek to span dark chambers, and must not

fail. I seemed

for an instant to understand her, as when one knows

for an instant

a tiger’s mind; the next, saw only her face, her radiant, wholly mysterious eyes. I was not as I was, however, with Hypsipyle on the isle of Lemnos. It was not mere