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with a princess.

And now in impotent rage and anguish, Medeia invokes their oaths, their joined right hands, and summons

the dangerous gods

to witness the way he’s rewarded her life-long

faithfulness.

Worse yet, she curses old Kreon himself, and Kreon’s

daughter,

howling her wild imprecations for all to hear. In

her rage

she refuses to eat, sacrificing her body to grief as she sacrificed her home, her kinsmen, her happiness for Jason’s love. She wastes in tears; she cries and cries in such black despair that her sobs come welling too

fast for Medeia

to sound them. She lies stretched wailing on the stones

and refuses to lift

her eyes or to raise her face from the floor. To all we say she’s deaf as a boulder, an ocean wave. She refuses

to speak—

she can only curse her betrayal of her father, murder

of her brother,

death of her sister Khalkiope, through Aietes’ rage— for all of which she blames herself alone, as if no one before her had ever betrayed on earth. She takes no joy anymore in her sons: her eyes seem filled

with hate

when she looks at them. It shocks me with fear to see it.

Her mood

is dangerous. She’ll never submit to this monstrous

wrong.

I know her. It makes me sick with fear. Let any man

rouse

Medeia’s hate and hard indeed he’ll find it to escape unmarked by her.”

Agapetika opened her eyes in alarm, straining — grotesquely fat, feeble — to turn her head for a view of the door at her back. In the hallway,

the old male slave

and the children approached, the two boys squealing

and laughing, the old man

shushing them. She slued clumsily, inching around on the hassock to watch them pass. The old man

paused, looked in,

his lean face drawn and crabbed. The eyebags drooping

to his cheeks

were as gray and wrinkled as bark. He whispered,

“What’s this moaning

that fills all the house with noise? How could you

leave your lady?

Did Medeia consent?”

She shook her head, lips trembling, tears now brimming afresh. “Old man — old guardian

of Jason’s sons—

how can the troubles of masters not soon bring sorrow

to their slaves?

I’ve left her alone for a little to grant my own grief

vent.”

He turned his head, as if looking through walls to

Medeia’s room.

“No change?” he asked. She covered her face.

“No change,” she said.

“My poor Medeia’s troubles have scarcely begun.”

The old man narrowed his eyes. Then, hoarsely: Poor blind fool—

if slaves

may say such things of masters. There’s reason more

than she knows

for all this woe and rage.”

Agapetika inched around more to stare at the man in fear. “What now?” she exclaimed.

“Sir, do not

keep from me what you’ve heard.”

He shook his head. “No, nothing. Vague speculation. Mere idle talk.” The twins had

run on—

romping to their room, indifferent and blind to misery— and his eyes went after them, grudging. The whole

afternoon they’d kept him

plodding with hardly a rest. At the crest of every hill his old heart thudded in his throat, and his brains went

light, so that

to keep his knees from buckling he would stretch out

his hands to a tree

or ivied gatepost, coughing and gulping for air.

In the park

high above seacliffs, he’d met with a fellow slave,

a servant

in Kreon’s palace, and there, where leafless ramdikes

arched

past hedges still bright green — where the sky,

the distant buildings,

highways and bridges were as drab as in winter

despite the glow

of lawns grown rich and lush, deceived by late

summer rain—

he’d heard this newest catastrophe. He revealed it now, compelled by the old woman’s eyes. He said: “The

palace slaves,

who know the old king’s purposes sooner than

Kreon himself,

are certain the contest’s settled already, as though

no man

had spoken in all this time but Jason alone.”

“Then our fears are realized,” the old woman said; “no hope of escape!”

There’s more,” he said, and avoided her look. “In the

palace they say

the king is resolved to expel our mistress and her

two sons

from Corinth. He thinks it a generous act, considering

her powers

and her sons’ inevitable position as royal pretenders.

I cannot

say all this is true. But I fear it may be.”

“And will our Jason allow such things?” the old woman asked.

But already

she saw that he might. She whimpered, Though he and

Medeia are at odds,

surely he hasn’t forgotten so soon what pain she

suffered,

torn long ago from her homeland and dearest friends!

Though he needs

no friends himself, quick to win facile admirers, thanks to that dancing tongue, and at any rate more pleased,

by nature,

with work than with love — like Argus, like the

god Hephaiastos,

a creature sufficient to himself, his heart all schemes—

surely

he knows our lady’s needs! She might have been queen,

herself,

of all dark-forested Kolchis, had her fate run otherwise; she might have had no more need than he of enfolding

arms,

shield against darkness and senselessness. He robbed

her of that—

became himself her homeland, father, brother and sister, her soul’s one labor and religion. Can he dare make all

that void?—

by a fingersnap make all she’s lived an illusion?

Can he turn

on his own two children, change them to shadows,

to nothing, as though

they’d no more solid flesh than a glimmering

wizard’s trick?”

As if to himself, the old man said, “The familiar ties are weaker now. He’s no more a friend to this gloomy,

crumbling

house. — Say nothing to Medeia.”

Just then, beside him at the door, the twins appeared and looked in, curious, no longer

laughing,

coming to see what was wrong. The woman cried,

“Children, behold

what love your father bears for you! I will not

curse him—

my master yet — but no man alive is more treasonous?

The male slave scowled. “Let the children be, mere

eight-year-olds,

what have they to do with treasons? As for Jason,

what man

is better, old woman? Now that you’re old, look squarely

at the world.

All men care for themselves and for nobody else.

All men

would joyfully swap away sons for the pleasures of a

new bride’s bed.”

She was still, looking at the children. At last, with

a heavy sigh:

“Go, boys, play in your room. All will be well.” And then to the attendant: “You, sir, keep them off to themselves,

I beg you.

Take them nowhere in range of their mother in

her present mood.

Already I’ve seen her glaring at the children savagely,

threatening mischief. She’ll not leave off this rage,

I know,

till she’s struck some victim dead. I pray to the gods

her wrath

may light among foes, not friends.”

From deeper in the house then came a wail deep-throated and wild as the cry of a

jungle beast.

My veins ran ice and I jerked up my arm to my face.

A shock

of pain flashed through me, innumerable bruises, and

I nearly revealed

my hiding place in the shadow of the black oak bed.

The slaves

listened to Medeia’s wail as if numbed. When the

old woman

could speak, she said: “Go to your room now quickly!

Be wary!

Do not provoke that violent heart! Hurry! Go swiftly!