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“ I confess,

Koprophoros is right.” He smiled, not harmed in the

least by that;

glad to be instructed. “I’ve admitted already that my

judgment was faulty,

though by no means consistently so, I hope. (That

you must decide.)

And Koprophoros would be right, too, if I claimed,

indeed,

what he seems to believe I claimed. I’ve spoken

of marriages just and unjust: the king and state,

the gods

and nature, mind and body. I meant no attempt

to split off

mind, as if body and mind were not one — as surely

as Orpheus

and Eurydike were one, while they lived, and are one

even now

in the cool and dark of the Underworld — or as Theseus and Hippolyta are one. The world is rife with

inadequacies—

imperfect creatures starving for completion. To survive

at all,

weakling must fadge with weakling, and out of that

marriage win strength.

Not all unions are therefore holy. The blazing

trumpet-vine

clinging to the elm may drive the branches of the tree

toward light,

leaning on the strength of the tree for its own

expansions; but at last

both fall together. We therefore prudently hack down

the vine

in its earliest stages, and tear up its underground tubers

and burn them.

I intended no more than that when I spoke.

“As for the business of Troy—” He paused, looked straight at the Asian, then

down, much troubled,

for all the world like a man betrayed by an old,

old friend,

and confounded by it. He said at last, too softly

for many

in the hall to hear, “I cannot fathom his attacking me

with that.

I’m an exile, a man with no army to lead and no

leader willing

to take me with his troops, though I’ve formally pleaded

and sworn with oaths

that no past glory of mine would impede his leadership.

Koprophoros knows all that. I told him myself. Why

he now

forgets it, and twists my misfortune to shame …”

His voice trailed off.

When, little by little, they grasped the force of what

he was saying,

the kings were astounded. Those in the back who’d

missed what he said

whispered to be told. Shock at Koprophoros’ treachery

rolled

to the outer walls like a wave. Only three in the room—

Koprophoros,

Jason, and I (for all that Artemis knew, I knew)— were aware that — for all his wounded but forgiving

innocence

(army or no army, lord or no lord) — Jason had spoken a cold-blooded lie. He’d told Koprophoros nothing

of the kind.

The effect of the lie was immediate and deadly, as he

knew it would be.

Not a man there had one single word of good he

could say

for Koprophoros.

(So once King Arthur, playing the demonic Other King, understood that to lose the game

meant death,

and with powerful fists he ground the chessmen of gold

to dust

and smashed the board. In horror the Other King

reached out wildly,

and, the same instant, vanished. So Jason too refused to play the game — he who had played so many far

so long.

What was I to think?)

Kreon rose, politician to the last. As if he’d seen nothing, as if merely finishing one more

evening

of banqueting, he thanked all who’d spoken and,

pleading the lateness

of the hour, dismissed the assembled kings to their beds.

As they left

the kings talked earnestly, bending to one another’s ears.

With Koprophoros,

no one exchanged a word. He gazed at the floor, furious and smiling, torn between anger and rueful admiration.

In his room, Ipnolebes watching like a man turned stone, old Kreon

talked,

pacing, wildly gesticulating as his slaves undressed him.

“There it is, you see. Right from the start!” His bald

head gleamed

in the candlelight. His shadow leaped up, stretched

on pillars,

the shadows of the slaves reaching out to him like

ghostly enemies

clutching at his life. He paused, hiked up one foot

to relinquish

a sandal, then paced again, short-legged. “We two

know better,

you and I,” he said, “than to lay our bets on wealth

alone,

honor like Jokasta’s, genius like that of—” Ipnolebes

watched

like a wolf; said nothing. The king prattled on.

Ipnolebes’ eyes

fell shut, his spirit more fierce than a god’s. “There

is no anger,”

the voice of the moon-goddess whispered in my ear,

invisible beside me,

“more deadly than a slave’s.” She laughed, aloof.

‘There lies the evil

in tyrannous oppression. It ends in the gem-pure fury

of the man

who has tolerated the intolerable, no longer loves himself or anything living.” I observed that the rest

of the slaves

were the same, as if Ipnolebes’ emotion, ravaged and

inhuman,

inwardly burning like a coal that appears (at first

glance) ash,

had crept into all their veins through the shadowed,

impotionate air.

He broke in abruptly: “Suppose your magnificent Jason

was lying.”

Kreon, in his nightcap, fat arms stretching to receive

his nightgown,

seemed not to hear him at all.

In the wide-beamed banquet hall, dark and abandoned except for one figure, moonlight

fell—

cold shadow of Artemis — mottled on the tables and

floor. A slavegirl,

servant of Pyripta, watched in the shadow of the

doorway as the man

who remained, though the others had left, paced

musingly back and forth.

She watched for some while, then hurried to her

mistress to report what she’d seen.

Quickly, silently, the princess arose, her heart pounding like a drawn kestrel’s, and, moving more softly than

a huntress in the night,

she went to discover for herself if the message were

true. Alone,

her quick mind rushing more swiftly than her small

and silent feet,

she entered the hall where Jason paced. He saw her

coming

and paused, his eyes averted from the shimmer of hex

gown. She spoke

in a whisper, a-tremble with the thought that she

might be discovered with him,

a-tremble with the thought that she might say more

than she ought to say.

Speaking, she half by accident reached out shyly for

his hand.

“My lord, what can this mean, that you stay when all

others have gone,

pacing the floor like a man tormented by doubts?

Though we’ve asked you

on many occasions to stay with us here, you have always

refused us,

insisting on duties elsewhere. So now you make me fear that my father and I have offended you, stirred up

some cause

for grief you can neither suppress nor, because of your

well-known kindness,

reproach us with. Or perhaps your heart is still troubled

by the cruel

and shameful behavior of Koprophoros. If it’s so, let me

soothe you