"I could," Chrysalis said coolly. "But passing along information like that could get me killed. Not that I wouldn't risk it for the right price, of course." She laughed. " I just don't think you have that much money, Mr. Worchester."
"Suppose I wanted to talk to them," he said. She shrugged.
"Unless you can provide me with a name, you'll find I can easily stop payment on that check."
"We can't have that," she said. "Are you familiar with the name Latham, Strauss?"
"The law firm?" Hiram said.
"Attorneys from Latham, Strauss pried Bludgeon loose this afternoon, after Jay had teleported him into the Tombs. I had cause to ask a few questions about that firm today, and I discovered that the senior partner habitually takes a keen interest in men like Bludgeon. That seems strange, since his personal clients include a number of the city's richest and most powerful men, a few of whom have good reasons to be discreet. Do you understand what I'm telling you?"
Hiram nodded. "Do you have his address?"
She opened her handbag and produced it. Hiram's respect for her rose a notch. "I'll give you one more bit of advice for free," she added.
"And what is that?"
Chrysalis smiled. "Don't call him Loophole," she said.
Chapter Fifteen
8:00 p.m.
It had become something of a ritual, the way these dinners began.
When the rest of them were all seated, when the waiters had brought the soup and the diners had chosen their entrees, then all eyes went to Hiram Worchester. He filled a tall, thin glass with champagne, made himself light, lighter than air, and floated gently up to the high ceiling, next to one of his chandeliers. "A toast," he said, raising his glass as he did every year. His deep voice was solemn, sad. "To Jetboy"
"To Jetboy," they repeated in unison, a hundred voices all together. But no one drank. There were more names to come. "To Black Eagle," Hiram said, "to Brain Trust, and to the Envoy, wherever he might be. To the Turtle, whose voice led us back from the wilderness. Let us all hope that he is safe and sound, that, like Mark Twain, the reports of his demise have been grossly exaggerated. To all of our brother aces, great and small, living and dead and yet to come. To the jokers in their thousands, and to the memory of the tens of thousands who drew the Black Queen."
Hiram paused, looked down on the room silently for a moment, went on. "To the Howler," he said, "and a laugh that could shatter brick. To Kid Dinosaur, who was never as small as the one who killed him. To the Takisians, who cursed us and made us like gods, and to Dr. Tachyon, who helped us in our hour of need. And, always, to Jetboy"
"To Jetboy," they repeated once again. This time they drank, and perhaps one or two actually paused for a moment to remember the boy who couldn't die yet, before they lifted soup spoons and began to eat.
Hiram Worchester settled slowly back to the floor.
"You're not eating," Tachyon remarked gently, sneaking a glance at her almost untouched plate.
"Neither are you."
"I have an excuse."
"Which is?"
"My mouth hurts."
"That's not the real reason."
"Why should you care to hear the real reason?"
"I don't. I don't care." She looked away, but memory formed a transparent picture separating her from the room. Josiah, nostrils tightening fastidiously, superimposed over Trips's kindly face. Her baby lying like some grotesque entree on Mistrals plate.
"What's your excuse?"
That I'm going to kill-have to kill-you, and I'm losing my nerve. Would that answer satisfy you?
Brain engaged with mouth, and she heard herself say, "I'm upset about what happened today."
"Which part?" the alien asked with a grim little smile. "The Tomb, the killing."
His hand covered hers. "And you have hit on the reason for my lack of appetite. How can I eat when Kid… I think of his parents."
The French onion soup she had eaten earlier in the evening hit the back of her throat, and she swallowed convulsively. "Excuse me," she muttered breathlessly, and pushing back her chair fled from the dining room. The curious glances felt like blows.
In the bathroom she sluiced cold water across her face, heedless of her careful makeup job, and rinsed her mouth. It helped, but could not relieve the burning knot in the pit of her stomach. Her amber eyes stared bleakly out of the mirror, fawn wide and as frightened. She studied the perfect oval of her face, the high, chiseled cheekbones, the narrow nose (legacy from some white ancestor). It looked like a normal face. How could it hide such… Her mind rebelled at the word. Not evil. It hid memories.
Memories of evil.
Whose evil? The man whose kin had brought the hellborn virus to Earth, and broken her life?
Or her own?
She rested her hands on either side of the sink, bent forward, her breath coming in quick gulps.
"He lives, Roulette."
Fear drew a whimper, and she whirled to face him. Shrank back as he laid aside a nail file left for the convenience of the female customers of Aces High. Inspected knotted veins in the back of his hand, and swiveled slowly on the small dressing-table stool to face her. It was an incongruous sight. The Astronomer dressed as an Aces High waiter, framed by double rows of theatrical lights, the back of his balding head reflected in the mirror.
"Oh my God. What are you-"
"Doing here? Apparently finishing the business that you have failed to do. Dealing a little in death. I came expecting lamentations, fear, and loathing. What do I find?-a bunch of aces feeding their faces, and talking, talking, talking."
"You can't… not here."
"Oh yes, by all means here. Starting with Tachyon."
"No! "
"Concern?"
"He's… he's mine."
"Then, why haven't you killed him?" He had lost the jovial tone, his voice grating like rock across sandpaper. He came off the chair, the action made all the more menacing for its slowness.
"I-" Her voice didn't work, and she tried again. "I'm toying with him."
"What a dramatic-almost melodramatic-phrase. Toying with him," he repeated thoughtfully. His hand shot out, caught her by the throat. "Well, don't toy with him! Kill him!" Spittle wetted her cheek, and she twisted in his grasp.
The hand tightened, larynx aching under the pressure, blood rushing, beating in her ears. Roulette clawed at his hand, begging for mercy, but only mewling sounds emerged.
He threw her contemptuously aside, and she came up hard against the edge of a toilet bowl.
"You can't make me. Fear of you won't be enough."
"True. I wish you would recognize the wisdom of what I've told you. Only your hate will free you. Only if you release the acid of your soul can you be at peace."
She dug her fingers into her temples. "I don't know what I hate worse. Your threats or your pop psychology."
He continued as if she hadn't spoken. "Only that ultimate catharsis can save you from a lifetime of memory"
He tore aside his carefully constructed mental shields, gripped and broke a part of her mind. The pictures fluttered past behind her eyes. Nurse's hand hard on her chest, forcing her back. "Don't look." She looked. MONSTER! It lay in an incubator mewling out its life. Hidden away. Four days of watching it die. Disgust becoming love becoming hate. Nurses hand hard on her chest, forcing
And so it went. A never-ending replay of a nightmare. "Kill him, and it stops."
"Oh God! I don't believe you!" Her fingers writhed in her hair.
"That's unfortunate. For you really don't have any other option."
"Is it time yet?" Jack raised his head from the steel railing he was clutching.