'I expect so. Are you exhausted?'
'A bit.'
'How are things otherwise?'
'Okay.'
'You know, I still worry about you.'
'Well, thanks, but I'm okay. You don't have to.'
'I wish we could talk. Can you come in? Have a cup of coffee? A cold drink?' She smiled. 'I'd like to hear about everything. There's a lot to talk about.'
'Becky can fill you in.'
'That's not what I mean,' she said.
He shook his head. 'Got to get back. I'm late as it is.'
'Tom'll be home in a half hour or so. He'd like to see you. He thought you did a helluva job on those stories.'
He continued to shake his head. 'Tell him thanks. But I've really got to get on the road. It'll be nearly midnight by the time I get back to Miami.'
'I wish -' she started. Then she stopped and said, 'Okay. I'll speak with you soon.'
He nodded. 'Give me a hug, honey.' He got down on his knees and gave his daughter a squeeze. He could feel her energy flow through him for just an instant, all endless enthusiasm. Then she pulled away. 'Bye-bye, Daddy,' she said. Her voice had a small crease in it. He reached out, stroked her cheek once and said, 'Now, don't tell your mother what you've been eating…' He lowered his voice into a stage whisper.'… And don't tell her about all the presents you got. She might be jealous.' Becky smiled and nodded her head up and down vigorously.
Before sliding behind the wheel, he turned and waved in false gaiety at the two of them. He told himself, You play the divorced father well. You've got all the moves down pat.
His fury with himself did not subside for hours.
At the paper, Will Martin tried to get him interested in several editorial crusades, with little success. He found himself daydreaming, anticipating Ferguson's upcoming trial, although he did not expect it ever to occur. As the Florida summer dragged relentlessly into fall with no change in atmosphere or temperature, he decided to go back up to Pachoula and write some sort of story about how the town was reacting to Ferguson's release.
The first call he made from his motel room was to Tanny Brown.
'Lieutenant? Matthew Cowart here. I just wanted to save you the trouble of having to rely on your spies and sources. I'm in town for a couple of days.'
'Can I ask what for?'
'Just to do an update on the Ferguson case. Are you still planning to prosecute?'
The detective laughed. 'That's a decision for the state attorney, not me.'
'Yeah, but he makes the decision with the information you provide him. Has anything new come up?'
'You expect me to tell you if it has?'
'I'm asking.'
'Well, seeing as how Roy Black would tell you anyway, no, nothing new.'
'What about Ferguson. What's he been doing?'
'Why don't you ask him?'
'I'm going to.'
'Well, why don't you go out to his place, then give me a call back.'
Cowart hung up the phone, vaguely impressed with the thought the detective was mocking him. He drove through the pine trees and shadows down the dirt road to Ferguson's grandmother's house, pulling in amidst the few chickens and standing on the packed dirt for a moment. He saw no signs of activity, so he mounted the steps and knocked hard on the wood frame of the door. After a moment, he heard shuffling feet, and the door pitched open a few inches.
'Mrs. Ferguson? It's me, Matthew Cowart, from the Journal'.
The door opened a little wider.
'Whatcha want now?'
'Where's Bobby Earl? I'd like to talk to him.'
'He went back north.'
'What?'
'He went back up to that school in New Jersey.'
'When did he leave?'
'Last week. There warn't nothing here for him, white boy. You know that as well as I do.'
'But what about his trial?'
'He didn't seem too concerned.'
'How can I get in touch with him?'
'He said he'd write when he got settled. That ain't happened yet.'
'Did anything happen here, in Pachoula? Before he left?'
'Not that he talked about. You got any more questions, Mr. Reporter?'
'No.'
Cowart stepped down from the porch and stared up at the house.
That afternoon, he called Roy Black.
'Where's Ferguson?' he demanded.
'In New Jersey. I got an address and phone, if y'all want it.'
'But how can he leave the state? What about the trial, his bail?'
'Judge gave him permission. No big deal. I told him it was better to get back on with his life, and he wanted to go on up and finish school. What's so strange about that? The state has to provide us with any new discovery material, and so far they haven't sent over anything. I don't know what they're gonna do, but I'm not expecting big things from them.'
'You think it's just going to slide?'
'Maybe. Go ask the detectives.'
Twill.'
'You got to understand, Mr. Cowart, how little those prosecutors want to get up and have their heads bashed in at trial. Public humiliation ain't high on the list for elected officials, you know. I suspect they'd find it a lot easier just to let a little bit of time flow by, so's people's memories get a bit hazy about the whole thing. Then get up and drop the charges at some cozy, little old conference back in the judge's chambers. Blame the whole failure on him for suppressing that statement. He'll turn right around and say it was the state's fault. And mostly the whole thing will dump on those two cops. Simple as that. End of story. That ain't so surprising now, is it? You've seen things just float on out of the criminal justice system before with nary a whimper?'
'From Death Row to zero?'
'You got it. Happens. Not too frequent, of course, but happens. Nothing here that I haven't seen or heard before.'
'Just pick up life, after a three-year hiatus?'
'Right again. Everything back to nice and quiet normal. Excepting of course one thing.'
'What's that?'
'That little girl is still dead.'
He called Tanny Brown.
'Ferguson's gone back to New Jersey. Did you know that?'
'It wasn't too much of a secret. The local paper did a story on his leaving. Said he wanted to continue his education. Told the paper he didn't think he could get a job here in Pachoula because of the way people looked at him. I don't know about that. I don't know if he even tried. Anyway, he left. I think he just wanted to get out of town before somebody did something to him.'
'Like who?'
'I don't really know. Some people were upset when he was released. Of course, some others weren't. Small town, you know. People divided. Most folks were pretty confused.'
'Who was upset?'
Tanny Brown paused before replying. 'I was upset. That's enough.'
'So, what happens now?'
'What do you expect to happen?'
Cowart didn't have an answer for that.
He did not write the story he intended. Instead, he went back to the editorial board and worked hard on upcoming local elections. He spent hours interviewing candidates, reading position papers, and debating with the other members of the board what the newspaper's positions should be. The atmosphere was heady, collegial. The wonderful perversities of local
South Florida politics, where issues like making English the official county language, or democracy in Cuba, or firearms control, provided infinite distractions. After the elections, he launched another series of editorials on water management throughout the Florida Keys. This required him to occupy his time with budget projections and ecological statements. His desk grew cluttered with sheets of paper, all covered with endless tables and charts. He had an odd thought, a pun: There's safety in numbers.
The first week in December, at a hearing before Judge Trench, the state dropped first-degree-murder charges against Robert Earl Ferguson. They complained to a small gathering of reporters that without the confession, there was little hard evidence to go on. There was a lot of posturing by both prosecutors and the defense team about how important the system was, and how no single case was more important than the rules of law that governed them all.