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LX

While the lights in the auditorium are slowly dimmed in a theatrical manner, the open stage is only moderately lighted. The objects are in exactly the same position as before the intermission. The closet is open. Two Kaspars are sitting on the sofa, close together. They are silent. The masks now evince an expression of contentment. After a few moments of silence, the prompters begin to recite all over the room:

LXI

While giving a beating

one is

never as calm as while beating a rug.

Water dripping regularly

down on one’s head

is no reason

to complain about a lack of order

a sip of acid in one’s mouth

or a kick in the guts

or two sticks

in the nostrils being wriggled

about

or something on that order

only more pointed

introduced

into the ears

without much ado

to needle someone

and bring him around

with all means

at one’s command

primarily

without being fussy about the

means

is no reason

to loose any words over the lack of order:

for

in the process

of putting-into-order

for better or worse

one makes others sing

whereas one—

once everything has been brought

to order

and everything that still laughed

is laughable—

can sing oneself

and after giving a beating

when fists and feet have nothing

left to

do

can beat the rug to ease one’s

mind. A third Kaspar with a small package wrapped in wrapping paper comes out of the wings and sits down next to the other two Kaspars, sits down in an orderly fashion, the package on his knees. In the process of putting-into-order

one is not as calm

and orderly

as later on

when one—

having been brought into order

oneself

by the thrashing one has given to

others—

with one’s conscience at ease

wants to

and can

enjoy

a world made orderly. A fourth Kaspar comes on stage with a similar package. Kaspar 3 makes room for him between himself and the other two Kaspars. Kaspar 4 sits down quietly. All four Kaspars are still. While giving a beating

it is sensible

not to think of the future

but in the pauses

between punches

it is blissful

to think of the time of order

so that

a too disorderly kick

won’t contribute

during the recommencement of the

beating

to channel the thoughts

of the socially sick

when he has adjusted

later on

in the wrong direction. A fifth Kaspar enters with a similar but perhaps larger package. Kaspar 3 gets up. Kaspar 5 takes Kaspar 3’s place. Kaspar 3 squeezes himself into the small space left next to Kaspar 4. Kaspar 5 puts the package in front of him on the floor. All five are still. But if

during the beating

an inordinate beating of the heart

fails to occur

and the fists

beat

the breath out of the victim’s

lungs

only (to use the same image again)

like dust

out of a rug

and one only

straightens out (to use the same image again)

the wretch’s tongue

like fringes on a rug

only then does

the injustice occur:

for

while giving a beating

one should not be as calm

as when beating a rug

while plugging up the mouth

one must be uneasy:

so as not to become uneasy

afterwards: