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under controclass="underline" He now raises his tone. The light becomes brighter. The other Kaspars are still silent. Everyone must be free

Everyone must be part of the scene

Everyone must know what he

wants

for the nonce

no one

may miss the drill

no one

may kill

himself in the morning

everyone must do his living

everyone must do his best

everyone must reach the rest

no one may walk across bodies

no one may stand in the lobbies

everyone must be able to spy

into everyone’s eye

everyone must grant

everyone

what is his. The other Kaspars on the sofa begin to emit peculiar noises whose significance is unmistakable. The audience hears suggestions of stylized sobbing, imitation wind sounds, giggling. Everyone must be

his own man

everyone must see

to the bottom of the can

everyone must watch firmly

the other’s lips

no one may blindly

trust the other’s flips

everyone must see

the other’s good side too

no one may willy

nilly

pooh pooh

what pleases

the other one

everyone

must let

himself be led

no one may let

lies to be spread

about anyone. To some extent simultaneously with Kaspar l’s speaking, the audience hears grumbling, croaking, lamenting, falsetto singing, owl-like hooting coming from behind him. Everyone must work

on himself

everyone must shirk quarreling

with his inner self

or with others

everyone must not forget to care for others

everyone must think of the future and share

everyone must feel

everyone must feel

secure The audience hears rustling, leaves slapping against each other, ululations, roaring, laughter, humming, purring, warbling, and a single sharp scream. Everyone must wash his hands before eating

everyone must empty his pockets before a beating

in jail

no one may dump his pail

on his own doorstep

no one may eat out of the other’s lap

everyone must care for his brother

everyone must be combed for the meal mother

no one may let the other whimper and wail

everyone must lend a fingernail

no one may drink coffee

from the saucer or sink

everyone must wave to his neighbor and wink

everyone must cut his nails before lunch

no one may make life a misery for the other bunch

no one may soil

the clean doilies

everyone must clean his nose

everyone should smell like a rose

no one may make fools of others with jokes

no one may laugh at other blokes

no one may laugh at others

no one may tickle

during the burial

no one may scribble

on toilet walls no one may crinkle

the law books

everyone must listen to everyone

everyone must feel for everyone

everyone must tell everyone his name In the meantime, the noises and sounds in the background have risen to such an extent that Kaspar in front must raise his voice more and more. At the end of his rhymes, the other Kaspars are still sitting quietly on the sofa — trilling, twittering, clearing their throats, groaning, heckling, etc. But these sounds have let Kaspar’s speech become so loud that the last words resemble the thunderous ending of a speech.

LXIII

The Kaspars in back are quiet for the moment. Kaspar in front begins to sing, perhaps falsetto. Slowly but surely the prompters chime in, in canon fashion, which, however, is not resolved. They sing softly and delicately, so that Kaspar is intelligible throughout. Kaspar sings like a true believer. No one may bite the fork with his teeth no one may mention murderers at dinner no one may transport private persons in the official car everyone must be worth everyone’s while no one may call a man by another man’s name no one may live unregistered everyone should buy heavy goods only on the way home no one may ridicule anyone just because he has thick lips no one may tap anyone on the shoulder no one may stick a knife between anyone’s ribs everyone must call a cop on the street officer sir The Kaspars in back also sing along, but not words, only sounds. Nor do they really sing. They screech, yodel, buzz, trumpet, draw snot into their noses, smack their lips, grunt, burp, ululate, etc.: all of it in rhythm with the song. Now they grow gradually louder. None of the furniture may catch dust no hungry man may stand in line and rest no adolescent may loiter no beanpole may reach the height of the high- voltage wires no flag may flutter like a goiter in the wrong direction all morality must come into being I trust during work every animal that remains what it is must yield to the animal that sheds its skin on the field every word that does not mean well must be cut. The Kaspars in back become louder still. One of them unwraps his package, the paper rustling loudly in the process, takes a nail file from the package and begins filing his nails. Another Kaspar repeats the process, rustling the paper even more loudly and taking an even bigger file out of his package to file his nails with. Filing noises can already be heard. No elbow on the table no fish with the knife no parasite with the fingers no spoon with its side to the mouth no solace for tired eyes no truffles uncooked every bum in jaiclass="underline" kill every paradox Kaspar I is speaking again: The prompters sing what Kaspar utters, and the other Kaspars squeak, bark, make the sounds ofrain and storm, blow up bubble gum till it bursts, etc. No shit on a real stick no genuine finger for licking every fresh fish for frying every true person in the clear about everything every truly healthy fruit fling in the can everything unessential down the drain

LXIV

He stops speaking. There is silence. Then Kaspar says: What was it

that

I said

just now?

If I only knew

what it is

that I said

just now!

If I only knew

what I said