Instead of writing of penitence and punishment he had dallied with lewd levity. Was it, Geoffrey thought, because tragedy had never touched him personally before, and because his whole nature shamefully recoiled from grimness and heavy accusations?
The Troilus should be abandoned for the present and later, if he worked on it again, he would make it clear that he had written only of "Pagan's cursed old rites," and he would warn young folks to cast their visage up to God. And he felt how he had wronged Katherine in thinking of her in terms of his compliant and fickle little Criseyde.
CHAPTER XXVII
On the Saturday night on June 20 that Katherine set out on pilgrimage to Walsingham and Geoffrey left for the north, the Duke was impounded on the Scottish side of the Border outside the walls of Berwick-upon-Tweed.
While he furiously paced the rough ground beneath a hastily erected tent, two of his most devoted knights, Lord Michael de la Pole and Sir Walter Ursewyk, watched him anxiously, but neither of them dared speak. The two knights had withdrawn to a far side of the tent and, seasoned worldly-wise men though they were, they found incredible this new humiliation that had come upon their Duke.
"I can't believe it," whispered Ursewyk to de la Pole. "Denied entry back into his own country, and at this time. That even Percy should have so villainous a heart!"
"May God strike Percy dead for this!" growled the baron, clenching his gnarled fists. "Could I but lay hands on the whoreson-" Angry breaths whistled through the gaps in his teeth, his great bearded jaw knotted.
Three hours ago, the Duke and his men had marched here from Scotland heading with all possible speed for home, frantic to find out what had actually happened during the revolt, of which the most hideous rumours had reached the Duke while he treated with the Scottish envoys. The frightened messenger who bore the secret news said that he believed all England was in rebellion against the Duke, that he had heard all of his castles had fallen into the peasants' hands, that the fate of his family was uncertain. The messenger had further added that the King - hiding in the Tower - had been forced to repudiate his uncle, had denounced him as a traitor and was thought to side entirely with the peasants.
De la Pole had never so much admired his Duke as he had then. The Scottish truce negotiations had been at the most delicate concluding point when John privily heard this news of total disaster, but no trace of fear of the torturing uncertainty had shown on his handsome face. He had given the Scots no inkling that now in this hour of England's civil war had come Scotland's golden moment to strike, and overrun the weakened torn south. He had suppressed all his personal concern until the Scots had signed an advantageous three-year truce, then he turned and hurried back towards England.
And England would not receive him. At least Percy, the Lord of Northumberland, would not permit him to cross the Border. The gates of Berwick were closed. Percy's forces were massed along the Tweed and planted throughout the Cheviot Hills and he had sent word by Sir Matthew Redmayne, Warden of Berwick, that this outrage was done in obedience to the King's orders.
Here in a tent outside the city walls they had been confined these last hours while the cold rain hissed on the painted canvas, and while the Duke paced up and down like a chained bear. Suddenly he turned on his heel and confronted his friends. "Michael," he cried to de la Pole, "how many of my men are left here now?"
De la Pole gnawed his grizzled moustache and said with weary despair, "Not a hundred, my lord - not now." Many of the Duke's small band had melted away when Northumberland's position had become known. "We cannot fight, my lord," said the old campaigner bitterly. "Percy has a hundred thousand knaves to back him." And our luggage train as well, he added to himself. The Duke's main supplies had been trustingly left in Percy's charge at Bamborough before the Duke entered Scotland.
"Why do the hundred stay?" said the Duke through his teeth. "Why do you stay with me, de la Pole - and you, Ursewyk? Twill profit you nothing to cling to a ruined leader, an exile whom all the English wish to kill, whose King has turned against him. Go join Percy like the others - -"
"My lord John - -" said de la Pole softly. He rose and taking the Duke's cold hand kissed it. "We are not weather-vanes, Ursewyk and I, nor Marmion neither, not Le Scrope and many another that you well know. Nor, my lord, do I believe that the King has given this order. I think it's entirely Percy's malignant invention. You know well he's jealous of your power."
"By God - it seems he has no need to be. Betrayed by my countrymen, sacrificed by my King - and Jesu - what has been happening to my family - to Katrine-" he added beneath his breath.
John threw himself down on a folding campstool, and leaning his elbows on the rough plank table bowed his head against his clenched fists.
His two friends glanced at each other. They both racked their brains for an answer to this stunning new reversal, but it was the wise de la Pole who found it first.
"Write to the King, my lord," he said after a moment. "Ask him his true intention. 'Tis the only way to deal with this."
John lifted his head and said grimly, "And are you fool enough to think Percy'll let my herald safely through? Has Percy shown allegiance to any honour?"
"Nay, I'd not count on it," answered the baron, "But I think Percy'll not dare to stop me, my lord, for he knows the King has trust in me."
The Duke looked startled. "Ay, mayhap you're right, 'tis worth a chance. I should have thought of it; though in truth, I'm loath to have you leave me, Michael." He looked with deep affection at the older man who had been his friend and counsellor for so many years, and the baron's bluff weather-beaten face flushed with an answering emotion.
John called for pen, ink and parchment, wrote his letter. He handed it silently to de la Pole for reading. The old warrior's eyes misted as he laboriously spelled out the sense of the brief message. The Duke had written that if it were indeed his King's wish that he should remain in dishonoured exile, he would obey, albeit with a heart so heavy that he would care no more for life. Or if the King had need of him, yet had been incontinently brought by wicked counsels to fear his uncle, then would John return alone with no one but a squire to attend him. But that he most piteously prayed his King and lord, no matter the decision, to have mercy on all those in England who were dear to Lancaster.
The baron handed the letter back with an embarrassed approving grunt. Surely even that highly strung and unpredictable young King would recognise here the authentic note of much-tried loyalty, though it was doubtful that Richard would have the wisdom to see how sorely tried that loyalty was, not if his other uncle, Thomas of Buckingham, were pouring poison in his ears. But, thought de la Pole, the Duke had at his hand a measure that would right all the wrongs he had suffered, that would take him in triumph back into his own country and might Very well lead him to the throne itself, if he were so minded.
"Your Grace," said the baron, leaning near the Duke and speaking very low, "the Scots love you; they respected your kingly father but they love you for yourself. You've but to speak the word and the Earls of Carrick and Douglas would back you with an army of their Scots, you've but to lead them south through England to London itself. There's no need to grovel before your capricious nephew."
The Duke pressed his signet ring slowly into the hot wax, and raising his head, stared into his old friend's watchful eyes. "Do you suggest that, because I'm so often called traitor, I should now become one, Michael?" he said at last with a weary smile. "Ay - I see that you were jesting, or testing, and I should be angry that you dare. But I've no belly now for games, or anger either." John sighed and gazed down at his humble letter to the King. " 'Tis true the Scots are my friends - and I shall have to prove their friendship now since I'm not permitted to leave their land. But need I tell you, Michael, that I've never yet broken oath or vow? Twice I've sworn fealty to Richard, once by his father's death-bed, again at the coronation, and I'll do my best to serve him 'til I die."