There had been light snow in the night, the wind had blown a fine drift through the loosened shutter and there was a ridge of white along the bare stone floor beneath the iron perch where her cloak hung.
The fire had died to ashes. Katherine looked at the cold grey ashes and her tears changed to a loud and passionate sobbing. When Milburga bustled in from the outside stairs with the morning ale, die maid exclaimed, "Mistress, what ails ye?"
As the girl merely hid her face in her arms and continued to sob, the woman drew back the covers and made a quick examination.
"Have you pains, here or here?" she demanded. Katherine shook her head. "Leave me be. Go away," and she sobbed more violently.
Milburga's sallow face tightened. "Stop that rampaging at once, lady! Ye'll harm the child."
"Oh, a murrain on the child!" cried Katherine wildly, rearing herself on the bed.
"Saint Mary protect us!" gasped Milburga, backing away. Her pale mouth and pale eyes were round with horror. She receded to the door and stood gaping at her mistress.
The wild angry grief fell off Katherine like a mantle, leaving her afraid. "I didn't mean it - " She put her hands on her belly, as if to reassure the dark outraged little entity inside. "Send for Sir Robert. Tell him he must celebrate a Mass - this is my saint's day - my sixteenth - that's why - why - "
But of what use to explain to that tight shocked face that she had been sobbing for her own childhood, for the dear lost days of special cherishing and festival. Even at Sheppey, where she had been the only Katherine, the nuns had made a little atmosphere of fete and congratulation for her on this saint's day. Here there was nobody to either cherish her or care.
Milburga, bound on her errand to the rectory, paused in the kitchen below to regale the other servants with their mistress' shocking behaviour. They clustered around exclaiming, the cook, and the servitor and the dairymaid. All work stopped at once, except that little Cob o' Fenton, the towheaded spit - boy, crouched in his niche in the great fireplace, automatically turning the handle with his toes while he longed to be out in the raw misty air fishing in the Trent. They were roasting a lean old ewe, and her scanty grease smelt rancid as it hissed into the fire. In truth the manor food was poor, and slackly prepared, for there was no one at the High Table now that Lady Katherine kept to her room so much and was growing as strange and solitary as the Lady Nichola.
" 'Tis the curse, no doubt, creeping on them both," said Milburga, shaking her head with gloomy relish. "Soon we'll hear the pooka hound a-baying in the marshes."
"Jesus save us!" squealed Betsy, the dairymaid, her child - mouth quivering. They all crossed themselves.
"Nay," said the cook sourly, shaking his knobby grey head. "I believe 'tis no Swynford curse, though well they deserve it. The demon hound was sent by the devil to haunt the de la Croys for their grievous sins. That's why they sold us and the manor to Swynfords." He eased his rheumatic joints on to a bench.
The others listened respectfully. Will Cooke was over fifty and well remembered the old days under the de la Croys. He and his fathers before him had always been manor cooks, yet he had no liking for the lords or his work.
During the years of Hugh's absence he had moved into his daughter - in - law's cot in the vill and taken happily to wood - carving.
He had been the most defiant of the serfs when at the manor court Hugh had ordered him back to his hereditary duties, and had flogged him so hard that his shoulders oozed blood for days. Will would have run off to hide in Sherwood forest, had he been younger, but his stiffened knees hampered him, as did the dead weight of custom. Kettlethorpe lords had always been so. Sir Hugh was no worse than the de la Croys who had thrown his father into the tower dungeon for the inadvertent scorching of a spiced capon.
"If ye're to call the parson," he said, scowling at Milburga, " 'twill mean that fat ox'll feed here after, and our fine young lady be down for once, God damn her finicking foreign ways." He picked up his sharpest knife and on the worn chopping block began to slice the old sheep's entrails for a mortrewe.
The initial good will Katherine had aroused in the manor by reason of her beauty, youth and the promptness with which she had done her duty in conceiving an heir had soon died down. After all, she was a foreigner, not only alien to Lincolnshire, but actually born in the country which they held to be their hereditary enemy. She spoke an English they had trouble in understanding. "Norman English," said Will Cooke contemptuously. And yet she was neither nobly born nor rich. She was no lady they could boast of to the serfs on nearby manors, at Torksey or Stow. And, moreover, she was a nuisance. Were it not for her, the house carls might all have returned to their village cots and own pursuits,, as they had before Sir Hugh's brief visit. Defying the nearly helpless Gibbon and the reeve, they might well have mutinied against her, even braving Hugh's displeasure later. But they were deterred by the usage of generations. Satan grinning from his hellish flames waited eagerly to pounce upon the serf who disobeyed his feudal lord, and while Katherine might be unpopular, she yet carried within her the Swynford heir to whom they would all someday do homage.
Katherine, sunk in sickliness and torpor, knew that they gave her grudging service, but had not the spirit to care. The chill dampness which crept upward from the moat seemed to have got in her bones. She shivered often and coughed; of nights her throat grew so sore that it awakened her to swallow.
On the fourth Sunday in Advent the December day was clear and bright for a change. Katherine dragged herself up and feeling a trifle better, crossed over to the church for Mass. She sat alone in the lord's high boxed pew by the chancel and leaning her heavy head against a carved oaken boss, vaguely watched the priest lurch and gabble through the service. She could not see the villagers in the choir, but she heard their responses, and heard, too, the chaffering and giggles and gossiping that went on in the nave below. The dark little church grew steamy with the peasant smell of sour sweat, leeks and manure. She tried to fix her thoughts upon the Elevation of the Host, yet all she could think of were the rolls of pink fat on the priest's neck and the quivering of oily curls around his tonsure.
It was at that moment that she felt the baby quicken, and was frightened. This tapping and fluttering in her belly seemed to her monstrous. Suddenly she thought of a tale she had heard at Sheppey of a boy who had swallowed a serpent's egg, the egg had hatched inside him and the snake, frantic to escape, gnawed -
Katherine stifled a cry and rushed from the pew through the side door of the church into the open. She sank on the coffin bench beneath the lych - gate and drew great lungfuls of the cold sparkling air. Two of Margery Brewster's children were sliding on an iced puddle beside the church path and they stopped to stare at her in wonderment. Her terror receded and she grew ashamed. She must go back in church and apologise to the Blessed Body of Jesus for her irreverence. She got slowly to her feet, then turned round in amazement, for a horse came galloping down the frozen road beneath the wych - elms.
The children turned from gaping at her and gaped at the horseman. He reined his mount before the drawbridge to the manor, and Katherine with a great leap at her heart saw that he wore on his tunic the Lancaster badge.
She ran across the court and greeted him fearingly. "Whence do you come? Is there news of the war?"
The lad was Piers Roos, the Duke's erstwhile body squire, who had been left at home to serve the Duchess. He had a fresh freckled face and a merry eye. He pulled off his brown velvet cap to disclose a mass of tow curls, and grinning at Katherine said with some uncertainty, "My Lady Swynford?"