“I had already spoken with Deamon, Shanelle. He is taking Aurelet to live with his own family. Drevan will stay here.”
Her eyes flared wide. “Why couldn’t you have told me that sooner?”
“Perhaps I should have.”
“There is no perhaps about it. I could have withstood anything she dished out if I’d known it would be ending soon. That’s the only reason I accepted her challenge, to get it to end. It’s your fault, Falon!”
“Woman, I did not place that sword in your hand. Nor did I send you out there to risk your life.”
“You might as well have, when you could have prevented it with a few words,” she said stubbornly, then wished to Stars she hadn’t.
He grabbed her to him and shook her, then set her straight down on her inflamed bottom and shook her again. “I did prevent it, by forbidding it! Such was all that should have been necessary to keep you out of danger. You willfully disobeyed me, woman. If this is not clear to you, then perhaps I did not punish you enough!”
She paled even as she shouted, “The hell you didn’t! I already need a meditech.”
“Which you will not have the use of. The effects of your punishment are to remain with you until they are eased naturally, thus will you better remember to avoid such punishment in future.”
“How clever of you,” she sneered sarcastically. “I was sure to forget otherwise.”
“Woman-”
“Oh, leave me alone, Falon. Just go away and leave me to suffer in peace.”
She rolled over and curled into a ball on her side of the bed, giving him her back. She waited to feel his weight leave the bed, but he didn’t move. She waited to hear some sound from him, but there was none for a long while. Then there was a sigh.
“I do not care to leave you with these angry words between us, Shanelle. I hated causing you hurt-”
“You could have fooled me.”
“-but I hated more the thought of losing you because of your foolishness. You knew you would be punished for what you did. You had been fairly warned never to place yourself in danger, or such would be the result. So do not resent me now that you have reaped that result. It is done. Now do we go on as before.”
Wanna bet? she said, but as usual, only to herself.
Chapter 41
“If you ask me, he quit too soon. You don’t look properly repentant, and you sure as hell didn’t sound it just now.”
Shanelle turned over on the bed with an incredulous look. “Mother!”
“Don’t ‘mother’ me,” Tedra replied angrily. “You’re damn lucky Martha didn’t tell me what you were doing until after it was over.”
Shanelle quickly adjusted to the fact that her mother had Transferred into her bedroom, but obviously to do no more than scold her. “You mean Martha’s been monitoring me all along?”
“Of course she has. You don’t think I’d let you go off to a country we know so little about without keeping tabs on you, do you?”
“What I think is that you’ve kept Martha in the Rover too long. You ought to move her back into her own housing, where she isn’t so powerful.”
“I heard that, kiddo. What are you complaining for, when I’m not?”
Shanelle ignored the computer to accuse her mother, “So you knew he was punishing me? You could have got me out of it?”
“Not on your life, baby. If he hadn’t punished you this time, I would have seen to it that your father did.”
“Mother!”
“I told you not to do that,” Tedra said impatiently. “And I’ll have you know I’m in jeopardy of some punishment myself just for being here, since your father flatly refused to allow me a visit until I’m invited by your lifemate.”
“Don’t hold your breath.”
“That’s what I figured.”
“And you might as well go home before you’re missed,” Shanelle added. “I don’t need any more lectures right now.”
“The hell you don’t. Where was your sense, Shani? You could have fought that woman without weapons and saved yourself a sore bottom.”
“That wouldn’t have gotten her off my back. She’d still think she could beat me with swords and keep on challenging me.”
“You were going to teach the boy, weren’t you? She would have seen then that you’re better than she is.”
“For Stars’ sake, has Martha told you verbatim every farden thing that has happened around here?”
“ ‘Course I have, doll.” Martha’s voice purred out of the phazor-combo unit attached to Tedra’s belt. “At least what she hasn’t been listening to herself.”
“Mother!”
“Cut it out, Shani. What was I supposed to do when Falon wouldn’t let you come home even to say hello? Your instincts might trust him enough to let you love him already-”
“Put that in the past tense.”
Tedra gave that remark no more than a snort, then continued. “But mine don’t. Which reminds me-why didn’t you call home? Martha said she left you a computer link.”
“You mean she didn’t tell you that Falon forbade me to use it?” Shanelle replied dryly. “Actually, I was forbidden to talk to her-which is the same thing.”
“I guess she forgot to mention that.” Tedra frowned down at her waist.
“I would have-after he changed his mind about it,” Martha grumbled back. “I was waiting for Shani to work on him some more.”
“Well, I got him down from ‘forever’ to only ‘for a time,’ didn’t I?” Shanelle replied. “I wasn’t pressing my luck any further than that, when you were the one who got him mad enough to say it in the first place.”
“I like that,” Martha complained. “Whose side are you on, anyway?”
“Fal-” Shanelle began, then did some scowling at the computer link herself. “Real cute, Martha, but try practicing your back-assed psychology on someone else for a change. I don’t love Falon right now. I don’t even like him. And if you’re reading me on your monitors, then you know I’m not lying.”
“All I read is a bunch of bruised emotions. Perfectly understandable.” Martha chuckled then, which should have warned Shanelle what was coming. “And a perfect match for that bruised bottom of yours.”
“That’s right, rub it into the ground, why don’t you? I don’t-”
“That’s enough, you two,” Tedra cut in curtly. “I don’t have much time here, so I don’t intend to spend it listening to both of you squabble.”
“I don’t squabble,” Martha insisted in an indignant tone. “I enlighten. And Shani got my point, or she wouldn’t be so hot to deny it.”
Shanelle said nothing to that, but her expression said a lot. Tedra sighed and came over to sit next to her on the bed.
“We’re going ‘round the block here, when the simple fact is that you were wrong, Shani, and your lifemate was right to point that out to you. Besides, it does absolutely no good to hold a grudge over that, for the simple reason that warriors don’t let their lifemates hold grudges-not for long, anyway.”
Shanelle still said nothing, so her mother took a different tack, albeit with difficulty. “I couldn’t bear to listen, but Martha said you made a horrible racket. Was it really that bad, Shani, or were you just overreacting?”
“Both.”
Tedra winced, but suggested, “I think you probably frightened the hell out of him, Shani. You really should have let him know mat you’re handy with a sword. Then he might not have been quite so-upset.”
“The word is ‘merciless,’ not ‘upset.’”
Tedra grinned at the tone that had turned to a mere grumble. “I doubt that. But even so, I think you’ve already figured out that you deserved what you got, so there’s really no point in resenting it, is there?”
In a small voice Shanelle said, “He won’t even let me use a meditech, mother.”
Tedra put her arm around Shanelle’s shoulders and squeezed. “I hate to say it, but I understand his motive, baby. As long as you already had the punishment, he wants you to have that little extra incentive that will hopefully make sure you don’t have to have it again. I, on the other hand, don’t think that’s necessary. Do you want Martha to take you to a meditech? It wouldn’t take more than a few minutes.”