Then I let them get on with it. It never ceased to amaze me how much built-up anger and aggression came out during this particular lesson. People always claimed to feel surprisingly better afterwards. I know I usually did. I could recommend having a punchbag in the corner of the living room for stress relief and relaxation to anyone.
My mind drifted as I watched a group of normally sober and well-behaved women beat Curly and Mo to a pulp. I wondered how things might have turned out with the Scouser if I'd taken my own advice and hit him, hard, with no mercy and no hesitation.
Maybe my own doctrine that the law of self-defence was to use the minimum amount of force necessary had taken over. But maybe, if I'd known that he'd already got Terry's scalp on his belt, I would have been a lot less squeamish. I reflected, with some bitterness, that the Scouser and his mate certainly overcame their initial reluctance to beat up a woman with remarkable speed.
The thought jarred with me and I struggled to work out why. I backtracked. Somebody at the club gave Terry a computer as part of a debt. OK, I was clear on that. Then he'd tried to worry them by hinting that he knew what information had been stored on the machine. I was guessing for this part, but it seemed feasible.
He must have succeeded in worrying whoever it was. To the point where they had come round to retrieve the computer, with violence. Terry must have told them that I'd got it, and having seen what they'd done to him, I couldn't honestly say I blamed him for giving me away.
OK, so having failed to get the computer from Terry, why had they then waited a day or so before coming round to see me? Why hadn't they turned my place over on the Saturday night, when I was safely out of the way at the New Adelphi? And why, if they were connected to the club themselves, hadn't they known that Charlie was a female name . . .?
The pieces of the puzzle just didn't fit together. Without them I was never going to see the picture clearly.
“Charlie, are you OK?” Joy broke into my thoughts, peering anxiously at me.
I shook them loose and smiled at her. “Yeah, sure. What's up?”
She asked a question about elbow strikes and I stirred myself to demonstrate the technique. Joy wasn't a bad student, quick and smart, even if she did tend to forget some of the moves from one lesson to the next.
I kept stressing practice, practice, practice, but everybody was there by their own choice. I couldn't exactly put them in detention if they didn't do their homework.
She stayed behind to help me clear away after the rest of the class had gone, which was another point in her favour, considering my current state of health.
“So,” I said, stifling a groan as I bent to pick up the final mat, “I saw you at the New Adelphi at the weekend. Have fun?”
I glanced up at her as I said it, and was surprised to see a strange mixture of expressions frozen on her face. Guilt warred with defiance, mingling into embarrassment.
In a heartbeat, I knew.
“Fun?” she repeated, her voice pitched slightly too high. She swallowed and lowered the frequency. “Er, yeah, it was great. I didn't know you were into clubbing, Charlie.”
“I'm not,” I said as I straightened up. I fixed her with a grim smile, turning the screw. “I work security there.” I paused just long enough to let the implications sink in, then spelt them out for her anyway. “I keep the druggies out.”
She jumped as though I'd dropped ice down her neck. A strong suspicion became a dead certainty.
“Oh, really?” she said nervously.
“Yeah,” I said. “So, purely as a matter of interest, what did you take on Saturday night?”
She opened her mouth to deny it, saw the expression on my face, and shut it again.
“T-take?” she tried, circling her head as though by doing so she could evade the line of questioning.
I sighed, dropping the mat back onto the pile and turning to face her. “Joy,” I said. “I have no interest what shit you want to shovel into your system in your own time, but I do have an interest in finding out where you got something at the New Adelphi, when I'm supposed to be doing a job there.”
She wavered for a moment, then sat down on one of the row of chairs that were pushed back along one wall, not quite meeting my eyes. I waited for her to form the right words.
She began with justification. “I'm not into anything heavy,” she protested. “A few tabs of Ecstasy at the clubs; a couple of joints to chill out again afterwards. Sometimes I'll go months without anything, then some stuff will come my way again.” She flickered her eyes up to mine, then slid them away, suddenly fascinated by a hangnail on her thumb. “It's less addictive than alcohol and—”
I held up my hand, cutting her off. “Joy, I've already said I don't care what you take, just tell me where you got it. Did you already have it before you got into the club?”
She gave me a slightly scornful look. “Do restaurants let you take your own food in?” she challenged. “You don't get to carry anything into that place. They want to make damned sure you've got to buy fresh on the inside.”
I was startled and tried not to show it. I thought of Marc's adamant statement that nobody brought anything into his club, and of Len's that nothing went on that he didn't know about. Were they naive, or just very clever? Mind you, if they suddenly found out that Angelo had been running a nice little sideline in disco biscuits, it would explain Marc's explosion of anger . . .
I turned back to Joy. “So who did you go to for yours?” I demanded.
I viewed a first flash of temper. “What the hell business is it of yours, Charlie?”
“You have no idea,” I put in quietly, although my own irritation was rising fast.
After a few moments Joy's eyes dropped from mine again. She shrugged. “I don't know,” she said, almost sullen. “I was with a group of friends. One of them went away and he just came back with some gear.”
“And you didn't see where he'd got it?”
She shook her head, then remembered something. “The only thing was, I told him I was worried about taking anything so openly on the dance floor, in case we got thrown out by one of the bouncers. He just laughed and said where did I think the stuff had come from in the first place?”
“But you didn't see which one?”
She shook her head with such certainty I realised I was getting the truth.
I took a deep breath. “Look, Joy,” I said. “I really need to know who's dealing drugs at the club. Next Saturday, can you get your mate to identify who sold him the stuff last time for me?”
I knew I was going out on a limb on the grounds of a tenuous friendship, and it didn't quite come off the way I'd hoped. Her face flushed and she jumped to her feet. “No way!” she cried. “Oh sure, I do a bit of blow every now and again, and you want me to tell you everyone who's ever passed me a joint. You teach me self-defence, Charlie, not morality. If I want my soul saving, I'll go find a priest! Don't be so fucking high and mighty!”
She started for the door. I moved after her. “Joy, wait, let me explain—” I was going to have to tell her about Terry, about the connection with the New Adelphi, about my own attack, but she had already reached the door out of the ballroom.
She rounded on me, eyes bright with tears. “Just go to hell, Charlie!” and she rammed the door open, disappearing through it with an air of absolute finality.
I started after her, but as I reached the door myself, stretching a hand out, it opened inward towards me and a girl stepped through.
We both stopped with a little exclamation of shock. My mind registered the short frame and spiky hair of Victoria, the waitress from the New Adelphi, even as my mouth was saying, “Sorry, excuse me a moment, would you?”
I dived out into the corridor, but Joy had already disappeared along the hallway, heading for the front door. I caught a final glimpse of her stiff back as she hurried down the front steps. I called her name again, but she was gone.