Liz’s eyes blinked, she stood up a little straighter, and she glanced at the car. “Kate?”
I nodded and Liz frowned, her chin dropping slightly. Liz had been two years ahead of Kate and me in school. It occurred to me that they might’ve played volleyball together, but I wasn’t sure.
“Shit,” Liz said quietly. “Why are you here?”
I let out a deep breath. “Her mother hired me to find her.”
“They thought she was missing?”
“Yeah, I don’t think anyone knew she was in the trunk,” I said sharply, irritated by everything.
She stared at me with a hard look I’d become all too familiar with during our six-month relationship two years ago. The look was a mixture of condescension, disgust, and confusion. I always bring out the best in women.
“Be right back,” she said.
She walked over to the cops stringing the tape, pointing at several spots that she wanted secured. She then made her way over to the medical examiner’s people. Beneath the bright police lights that bit into the darkness, they were taking Kate’s body from the car. I turned away. I knew that I would never be able to remember Kate as the gorgeous eighteen-year-old high school senior again. She would always be looking at me from the inside of that trunk.
“Noah,” Liz said, back at my side. “What else do you know?”
I shook my head. “Not much. I talked to her mother and her husband earlier tonight.”
She nodded and watched over my shoulder at what I assumed to be the removal of the corpse. I closed my eyes and tried to flush the image of Kate’s dead face from my memory.
“I’m gonna need you to make a statement,” Liz said, as I opened my eyes.
“Tomorrow,” I said, exhausted. “I’ll come down in the morning.”
“Tonight,” she said, the hard cop look returning to her face. “You’ll make the statement tonight. I don’t want to miss anything.”
I had never appreciated the fact that Liz could turn her cop behavior off and on so easily. More often than not, it was the cop behavior that I had to deal with in our relationship, and that had never worked for me.
I stared at her for a moment, and she held my gaze. Then I said, “Now I remember.”
The corners of her mouth twitched. “Remember?”
“Why we broke up. I remember why now.”
Her eyes went flat, and she glanced over my shoulder again. “Really. Why’s that?”
“Because I decided you were a bitch,” I said, and walked away.
8
I gave my statement and left without speaking to Liz again. I knew I’d been out of line but I wasn’t quite ready to apologize yet. I figured there would be another opportunity in the too near future.
I drove away from downtown and headed north toward La Jolla, to Marilyn Crier’s house. I had found Kate, and I figured I should let her know, if the police hadn’t already beaten me to it. I wasn’t looking forward to the conversation, but I owed her that much.
Mount Soledad has two sides. The south side is considered Pacific Beach, the homes looking back at Mission Bay. Once you passed the giant cross that emerged from the top of the hill, you were in La Jolla. The mansions jutted out from the side of the mountain with views that spanned the coastline. You could almost smell the money.
The Criers’ home rested just below the cross, a gated enclave that laughed at everything below it. The gate was open as I approached the drive, a police car turning out of the property and passing me in the opposite direction.
Marilyn was standing in front of the giant oak doors of her house between two huge white pillars, illuminated by the coach lights. Her arms were crossed tightly across her chest, and her chin was tucked down. Ken Crier, her husband and Kate’s father, stood next to her, his face as white as a sheet.
I stopped my car in the circular drive and got out.
Marilyn looked up as I approached. “Noah.” Her voice was hoarse and disjointed.
I held up my hand, an awkward attempt at a greeting. “The police were just here?”
She nodded slightly. “Yes.”
“I’m sorry, Marilyn.”
Marilyn’s lips puckered, and her eyes filled with tears. She turned and disappeared through the massive doors into the house.
Ken Crier walked down the stone steps. He cleared his throat and extended his hand. “Noah. It’s been a long time.”
Ken was a small, compact man with thinning brown hair. His eyes were small, his mouth perpetually tightened into what looked like an uncomfortable grimace. Large forearms extended from the sleeves of his white golf shirt, which was tucked tightly into a pair of immaculate khakis. In eleven years, he’d aged about an hour.
I shook his hand. “Yeah. I wish I were here for a different reason.”
He cleared his throat again, his eyes unsteady. “You spoke with Marilyn earlier?”
“Yes.”
He nodded and pinched the bridge of his nose. “Did the police tell you anything?”
“No. Not really.”
He sighed and shook his head. “It’s unbelieveable. I don’t know that I believe it.”
He was in shock, and I didn’t know what to say to him. I had never been able to speak comfortably with him. He’d intimidated the hell out of me as a teenager, always cutting me off in mid-sentence and making me feel small. It was his way. But I’d always known that he loved his daughter. I hadn’t seen Kate in years and her death was digging into me like an ice pick; I couldn’t imagine what Ken was feeling.
“Noah, I’d like your help,” he said, suddenly.
“My help?”
He nodded at me, his eyes beginning to refocus. “I need to know what happened to Kate.”
I squinted into the evening breeze. “I’m sure the police will keep you informed.”
He waved a hand in the air, dismissively. The wrinkles around his eyes tightened in contempt. “The police will take their time, tell me things I don’t understand, and treat me like an idiot.” He paused. “I don’t need that and I don’t want that.”
“I don’t know that I can do much better,” I told him honestly.
“I’d appreciate it if you’d try,” he replied, turning toward the house. He walked back up the stairs and stopped at the giant doors. He turned back to me. “She was in trouble, Noah.”
That surprised me because it was at odds with what Marilyn had told me. “Trouble?”
He bit his bottom lip for a moment, and his eyes blinked quickly. “Something was wrong,” he said, his voice tight. “This wasn’t random. I knew something was wrong with her or with her life. I could feel it. But she wouldn’t talk to me.”
Kate could be stubborn, but I remembered her being Daddy’s little girl. “Why?”
He turned toward the open doors, then paused. “She never forgave me,” he said, over his shoulder.
“For what?”
Ken Crier turned back and looked at me. There was little warmth in his smile. “For always intruding in her life.”
9
“I lied,” Kate Crier had said to me.
It was a July night, two months after our high school graduation. We were sitting on a bench on the boardwalk on Catalina Island. We’d had dinner at a small Italian place, near the casino at the north end of the island.
I didn’t know what she was talking about.
“What?” I said. “You lied?”
She took a deep breath and brushed the blond bangs from her tan forehead.
“You asked me earlier if I was alright,” she said. “When we got off the ferry. And I said I was.”
I was puzzled. “And you’re not?”
Kate looked at me, her green eyes sad. She was trying to smile but it wasn’t reaching her face.
“No,” she said. “I’m not.”
We sat there quietly for a few minutes, watching the people stroll up and down the walk, their sunburnt faces glowing in the evening air. They looked comfortable, carefree, happy to be on an island off the coast of southern California. Everything that, at that moment, I was not.
“So what’s wrong?” I finally asked.