Taking the hint from Cruz, Julio slipped quietly through the door, leaving them alone. Dinah didn’t notice. She was still fighting to get her sobbing under control, the sight of her beloved father sliced in two winning that battle so far. Cruz pulled one of the chairs from in front of Tortora’s desk and offered it to her. She accepted it gratefully, and he swung the other one around, resting his folded arms on the back, leaning his chin forward on them, facing her.
“So what do you do for a living, Dinah?” Cruz wanted to try to get her onto something besides replaying the horror of the sight of her father, over and over again like a tape loop in her head. He knew that was the tendency, and he also remembered how destructive it was to one’s psyche. If he could break that pattern early, it wouldn’t be a magic bullet, but it might help her later. The sooner she started focusing on something else, the better.
“I teach school. Second grade.”
“Why aren’t you working today?” Cruz asked.
“It’s Saturday.”
That’s right. He’d been so caught up in the El Rey thing he’d forgotten that normal people remembered the days of the week. Cruz was often taken by surprise when his calendar showed it to be Sunday, though he spent most of those in his office as well, catching up.
“Ah. Sorry. In my line of work you sometimes lose track…how do you like being a school teacher?” Cruz tried again.
“It’s rewarding. The pay isn’t great, but I don’t do it for the money. I always wanted to be a teacher ever since I was a little girl, so I guess I’m living my dream,” she said.
“I always wanted to be a policeman, so same here,” Cruz confirmed.
She drifted away again, the brief sojourn into normalcy having lost its appeal.
“This will sound trite, but I’m going to say it anyway, Dinah. I know exactly what you’re going through, and there’s nothing worse in the whole world.”
She seemed surprised, and also angry. That was good. She had every right to be angry. Anger could be good. It had certainly sustained Cruz through some dark times.
“Do you? How could you? Watching people who have had their loved one killed is different than being the one who lost, officer. All due respect, it’s not close to the same,” she spat.
“I know that, Dinah. I’ve been through the same kind of thing. I know what it feels like. Nothing anybody says will help. You have to find something inside of yourself, a reason to keep getting up every morning, and focus on that. Maybe it’s to teach some youngsters, to pass on knowledge that will form them as human beings. Whatever it is, you’ll need to find that thing, and cherish it. After you finish grieving, which will take some time,” he offered.
“Easier said than done,” she replied, embittered.
“I know. It’s the hardest thing you’ll ever do. But you’ll need to, or you’ll lose yourself and make your life about grief and horror, and that’s no way to live. I’ve been there. Trust me on that,” Cruz stressed.
They were interrupted by the arrival of the crime scene investigation team. Soon, a pair of technicians were upstairs in the taped-off apartment, sorting through the site’s contents, dusting for prints and scouring the area for DNA, while another pair efficiently did the same in the office — much easier given there wasn’t a gallon of blood to negotiate. Cruz walked Dinah to the front of the store and brought the chairs there, where they could stay out of everyone’s way while they worked.
After an hour, one of the technicians processing the office came out and addressed Cruz.
“Sir, you can have the safe drilled now. We dusted and lifted seven sets of prints, and we’ll run them once we get back to headquarters. But the hard disk for the surveillance camera has been wiped, and there’s no CD in the machine. Either it was removed, or there never was one,” he explained.
“No, he always recorded everything to CD and backed it up,” Dinah assured them. “I know. I set up the system for him. He wasn’t great with technology, but he’d learned to operate it, and it was the first thing he did every morning…”
Cruz nodded at the tech. “Note it in the report. And send in someone to open the safe,” he ordered, rising and taking Dinah’s arm. “You may want to plug your ears, but I want you to be here when it opens and we inventory it, so nothing walks off. It’s rare, but it has happened.”
“All right.” She had finally run out of tears, but was distant — the shock was still there in force.
“Do you know what’s in it?” Cruz asked casually, watching her carefully to gauge her reaction.
“Not really. He told me once he kept some dollars and pesos in there, and some critical paperwork, but mostly it was for cash.”
“Any idea how much?”
“No. I wish I knew more, but I don’t. It can’t be that much. My father was comfortable, but he was far from a rich man,” she said.
A heavyset man entered with an industrial drill in one hand and a case in the other. He wore safety goggles, and moved past them directly to the safe. He gave it a cursory glance and nodded his head in the negative. They had many master keys for safes, but not for one this large and of this vintage. He plugged the drill into the wall, and the clamor started.
Twenty-five minutes later, the driller stepped back, finished. He cranked the stainless steel handle and lifted the door open, then packed his drill and case up and moved away from the work area.
Cruz approached the open safe, noting that Briones was now standing guard in the doorway. He’d been so involved with Dinah and the crime scene that he’d forgotten about the lieutenant, who had arranged for the personnel to secure the area without interrupting him. He stared down into the safe, and then with a sigh, began pulling out stacks of thousand peso notes. By the time he was done, there was easily a million pesos sitting neatly on the desk — at thirteen something to the dollar, around a hundred thousand dollars. A lot of money, but nothing that couldn’t be explained with the shop, he was sure.
But there were no dollars. And other than a few business-related files and the title to the car and the house, no documentation that could help them. Peering into the safe, Cruz calculated that there was room for a lot more, which if even half of it had been dollars, and somehow El Rey had gained access, it could have amounted to at least a million U.S.. Unfortunately, whatever else it had contained would remain a mystery to them.
Dinah seemed surprised by the stack of pesos, but lost interest once they were accounted for and recorded — one million six hundred thousand. He signed a receipt for the pesos and handed it to her, cautioning her not to lose it. With his signature, that was as good as a deposit slip. The Federales would take the cash into holding, and release it once the investigation was over.
She woodenly put the receipt into her purse, thanking him, and then looked around the office, lost. Cruz called Briones over and had a brief discussion with him, then handed him the keys to his car. Cruz lifted one of Tortora’s cards from the holder on the desk and scrawled his police headquarters number and name on it before handing it to her.
“This is my contact information, Dinah. Please don’t hesitate to call, for any reason. This has been a horrible day, and again, I’m deeply sorry for your loss. Hold onto it, if you think of anything that can help, or you need anything. This is Lieutenant Briones. He’ll give you a lift home,” Cruz said, slipping the card into her purse.
Dinah seemed out of it by now, and mechanically thanked him for all the help. As they walked out the front door, she turned to him and fixed him with a desperate stare.
“Please find whoever did this to my father, Cruz. Please.”
Cruz returned her gaze without wavering. He nodded.
“I will. I promise.”
Chapter 10
Fourteen Years Ago
A young man pulled himself up on the steel bar mounted in the doorway of his bedroom, his hundredth chin-up in the set of three he did every morning as part of his workout. Three hundred pushups, three hundred chin-ups, forty-five minutes of running, seven days a week, without fail. Sweat poured from his flushed face as he groaned an exhalation, counting the final one and then dropping onto the balls of his bare feet.