In the small hold aft there were rats and lice and feces, and there was a space twenty feet by twenty feet in the center of the hold. Around the hold, joined to the hull of the ship from the deck to the ceiling, were five tiers of deep shelves. The height between the shelves was three feet, and their depth ten feet.
A Japanese sergeant showed the men how to sit in the shelves, cross-legged. Five men in column, then five men in column beside them, then five men in column beside them. Until all the shelves were packed.
When panic protests began, the sergeant said that this was the way Japanese soldiers were transshipped, and if this was good enough for the glorious Japanese Army, it was good enough for white scum. A revolver fled the first five men, gasping, into the claustrophobic darkness, and the press of the men clambering down into the hold forced the others to get out of the shoving mass into the shelves. They, in turn, were forced by others. Knee to knee, back to back, side to side. The spill-over of men — almost a hundred — stood numbly in the small twenty-foot by twenty-foot area, blessing their luck that they were not in the shelves. The hatches were still off, and the sun poured down into the hold.
The sergeant led a second column which included Mac, Larkin, and Peter Marlowe to the fore hold, and that too began to fill up.
When Mac got to the steamy bottom he gasped and fainted. Peter Marlowe and Larkin caught him, and above the din they fought and cursed their way back up the gangway to the deck. A guard tried to shove them back. Peter Marlowe shouted and begged and showed him Mac’s quivering face. The guard shrugged and let them pass, nodding towards the bow.
Larkin and Peter Marlowe shoved and swore a space for Mac to lie down.
“What’ll we do?” Peter Marlowe asked Larkin.
“I’ll try and get a doctor.”
Mac’s hand caught Larkin. “Colonel.” His eyes opened a fraction and he whispered quickly, “I’m all right. Had to get us out of there somehow. For Christ’s sake look busy and don’t be afraid if I pretend a fit.”
So they had held on to Mac as he whimpered deliriously and fought and vomited the water they pressed to his lips. He kept it up until the ship cast off. Now even the decks of the ship were packed with men.
There was not enough space for all the men aboard to sit at the same time. But as there were lines to join — lines for water, lines for rice, lines for the latrines — each man could sit part of the time.
That night a squall lashed the ship for six hours. Those in the hold tried to escape the vomit and those on deck tried to escape the torrent.
The next day was calm under a sun-bleached sky. A man fell overboard. Those on deck — men and guards — watched a long time as he drowned in the wake of the ship. After that no one else fell overboard.
On the second day three men were given to the sea. Some Japanese guards fired their rifles to make the funeral more military. The service was brief — there were lines to be joined.
The voyage lasted four days and five nights. For Mac and Larkin and Peter Marlowe it was uneventful …
Peter Marlowe lay on his sodden mattress aching for sleep. But his mind raced uncontrolled, dredging up terrors of the past and fears of the future. And memories better not remembered. Not now, not alone. Memories of her.
Dawn had already nudged the sky when at last he slept. But even then his sleep was cruel.
CHAPTER SEVEN
Days succeeded days, days in a monotony of days.
Then one night the King went to the camp hospital looking for Masters. He found him on the veranda of one of the huts. He was lying in a reeking bed, half conscious, his eyes staring at the atap wall.
“Hi, Masters,” the King said after he made sure that no one was listening. “How you feel?”
Masters stared up, not recognizing him. “Feel?”
“Sure.”
A minute passed, then Masters mumbled, “I don’t know.” A trickle of saliva ran down his chin.
The King took out his tobacco box and filled the empty box which lay on the table beside the bed.
“Masters,” the King said. “Thanks for sending me the tip.”
“Tip?”
“Telling me what you’d read on the piece of newspaper. I just wanted to thank you, give you some tobacco.”
Masters strained to remember. “Oh! Not right for a mate to spy on a mate. Rotten, copper’s nark!” And then he died.
Dr. Kennedy came over and pulled the coarse blanket neatly over Masters’ head. “Friend of yours?” he asked the King, his tired eyes frost under a mattress of shaggy eyebrows.
“In a way, Colonel.”
“He’s lucky,” the doctor said. “No more aches now.”
“That’s one way of looking at it, sir,” the King said politely. He picked up the tobacco and put it back in his own box; Masters would not need it now. “What’d he die of?”
“Lack of spirit.” The doctor stifled a yawn. His teeth were stained and dirty, and his hair lank and dirty, and his hands pink and spotless.
“You mean will to live?”
“That’s one way of looking at it.” The doctor glowered up at the King. “That’s one thing you won’t die of, isn’t it?”
“Hell no. Sir.”
“What makes you so invincible?” Dr. Kennedy asked, hating this huge body which exuded health and strength.
“I don’t follow you. Sir.”
“Why are you all right, and all the rest not?”
“I’m just lucky,” the King said and started to leave. But the doctor caught his shirt.
“It can’t be just luck. It can’t. Maybe you’re the devil sent to try us further! You’re a vampire and a cheat and a thief…”
“Listen, you. I’ve never thieved or cheated in my life and I won’t take that from anyone.”
“Then just tell me how you do it? How? That’s all I want to know. Don’t you see? You’re the answer for all of us. You’re either good or evil and I want to know which you are.”
“You’re crazy,” the King said, jerking his arm away.
“You can help us …”
“Help yourself. I’m worrying about me. You worry about you.” The King noticed how Dr. Kennedy’s white coat hung away from his emaciated chest. “Here,” he said, giving him the remains of a pack of Kooas. “Have a cigarette. Good for the nerves. Sir.” He wheeled around and strode out, shuddering. He hated hospitals. He hated the stench and the sickness and the impotence of the doctors.
The King despised weakness. That doctor, he thought, he’s for the big jump, the son of a bitch. Crazy guy like that won’t last long. Like Masters, poor guy! Yet maybe Masters wasn’t a poor guy — he was Masters and he was weak and therefore no goddamned good. The world was jungle, and the strong survived and the weak should die. It was you or the other guy. That’s right. There is no other way.
Dr. Kennedy stared at the cigarettes, blessing his luck. He lit one. His whole body drank the nicotine sweet. Then he went into the ward, over to Johnny Carstairs, DSO, Captain, 1st Tank Regiment, who was almost a corpse.
“Here,” he said, giving him the cigarette.
“What about you, Dr. Kennedy?”
“I don’t smoke, never have.”
“You’re lucky.” Johnny coughed as he took a puff, and a little blood came up with the phlegm. The strain of the cough contracted his bowels and blood-liquid gushed out of him, for his anus muscles had long since collapsed.
“Doc,” Johnny said. “Put my boots on me, will you, please? I’ve got to get up.”