Anyway, it didn’t matter, she’d kissed Matt.
She really had.
Oh, Lord. Her head hit the desk with a loud thunk.
Not Bryan, please don’t let it be true.
She was happy with her life just the way it was. Mostly. Okay, she was working on the happy part. But what she wanted for the rest of it was quite simple-the exact opposite of what Bryan made her feel. Her three little S’s.
Security, safety, stability.
All three of those in one, Matt poked his head in her office door and smiled.
She lifted her head and smiled back, stupidly, yearning for his next words.
I’m sorry I’ve been teasing you, of course I remember our kiss.
Or better yet, How about we try that bone-melting kiss again because for the life of me I can’t stop thinking about it.
Actually, if he could just haul her out of her chair, press his body to hers and plant one on her…Yeah, now that would be the best thing to lay to rest all these crazy doubts.
With that in mind, she waited earnestly.
“We need the general ledger,” he said, shattering her hopes with quiet ease. “Do you by any chance have it ready?”
Maybe he was just shy. She could understand that, really she could. But right now she was desperately afraid she knew why he wasn’t responding to her, darn one Bryan Morgan!
She had to know, without a shadow of a doubt, who she’d kissed.
“It’s almost ready,” she lied, purposely not looking down at her desk, where the thing lay out right in the open, finished. “Why don’t you come in for a second while I get it?”
“Okay.”
“Oh, and maybe you could shut the door?”
He did, and then leaned against her file cabinet, tall and lean. Handsome. Reliable. Dependable.
A mental image of a car salesman flashed in her mind and she shoved it out.
Matt was Mr. Perfect, and she was going to prove it to herself if it killed her.
As she walked toward him, some of her intent and purpose must have gleamed in her gaze because he straightened, his brow crinkled in question.
She kept walking, afraid she’d lose her nerve.
Matt abandoned his perch and backed up, until her extra chair hit the back of his knees, forcing him to sit. He gripped the arms and sent her a wary look. “Um…how about I come back later when-”
When she was in her right mind?
Not likely to happen.
“No need,” she said, putting her hands over his as she bent, lowering her face, puckering her lips, not quite daring to close her eyes because she was nervous and deathly afraid she’d miss her target.
“Katie!” Matt scooted back as far as he could in the chair, but she had him surrounded. The chair made an alarming squeak, then started to tip with his efforts as she tried to soothe him.
“Just one more time, Matt.”
“One more time? What are you taking about?”
Her palms grew damp with nerves, making them slip on the armrests. She fell across his lap full weight.
“Oomph,” he said, and though she tried to smile a come-hither smile, he didn’t put his hands on her as she imagined, instead arched even farther away from her as she fumbled. “Katie-”
That was the last word he managed before their combined weight proved too much for the chair. They toppled backward to the floor.
THE HOSPITAL waiting room had been painted a soft green, and decorated with warm paintings and drawings.
Probably to calm people.
It wasn’t working, a half hysterical Katie was certain of that much. Nope, in fact that green was making her feel seasick.
Of course it could have been that she’d nearly killed the vice president of Wells Aviation.
“A concussion,” Bryan said from his chair, watching her pace. “How do you suppose that happened?”
She cringed and kept pacing.
“He’s a careful man,” Bryan said thoughtfully. “I can’t imagine him just…falling out of his chair.”
“Um, yeah. About that…” Katie managed a little smile. “He didn’t exactly fall on his own.”
“I see.” Though his mouth remained still, his eyes twinkled with what she was pretty certain was humor. “You mean something tipped him over?”
“Sort of.” Katie closed her eyes in mortification. “You remember that Christmas party thing?”
Now one corner of his mouth quirked. “I think I do, yes.”
“And that stupid kiss.”
Bryan paused so long Katie opened her eyes.
“That stupid kiss,” he repeated.
“It should have been so simple!” She forced a laugh. “It’s really the funniest thing.”
“Try me.”
“Well, I got to thinking about what you said, you know, about it not being Matt.”
Bryan just looked at her.
“Right. Anyway, I got to wondering-”
“If I was telling the truth? I thought we already established that much. If I wasn’t, how would I even know about the kiss?”
“Well, I didn’t say I was rational.” She managed another smile. “I needed to know for certain if it was really Matt, even though of course it was. You were just somehow teasing me. All I had to do was prove it, so I just…”
“You just…what?”
“Tried to kiss Matt again.” She rubbed her eyes. “And that was that.”
“Not quite it wasn’t. You left out the part where you nearly killed him.”
“Oh, yeah.” She sank to an empty chair and dropped both her bravado and head into her hands.
“The headlines should be interesting,” Bryan told her sympathetically. “‘Accountant Launches Herself at Single Executive, Hoping for a Kiss and Knocks Him Out Cold.’ You know, in some states you could probably get arrested.”
That thought hadn’t even occurred to her, but it did now and Katie went weak. If it had been the other way around, and Matt had been the woman, and she the he… “Oh, God, I sexually harassed him!”
Bryan grinned. “Shame on you. Can you do it to me, too?”
“I’m going to be sick,” she said faintly.
“Well, this is the place to do it.” But he ran his hand over her bowed head in a soothing gesture.
The craziest thought went through her mind at his oddly welcome touch. She was resisting him because…well, he wasn’t grown-up enough, didn’t know anything but fun. And yet here he was, being the mature one in the face of her own stupidity. She might have warmed to him then. Might have, except for his next words.
“Look, it’s not that bad,” he said. “At least now you know the truth.”
“No,” she said miserably. “I never actually kissed him before we fell.”
Bryan stared at her, then laughed. “You poor baby.”
“ARE YOU WAITING for Matt Osborne?”
Katie straightened in her chair and looked at the nurse in surprise. “Me?”
“He’s been released. You’re driving him home?”
Katie looked around, but there was no one else the woman could possibly be speaking to. Bryan had vanished a half hour ago. “Um…okay.” Guess she wasn’t fired.
Yet.
She followed the nurse down the hallway past the emergency room cubicles. Not all the curtains were closed so she got an eyeful of moaning, groaning, screaming, yelling people.
Not a happy place.
Finally they stopped before a cubicle that did have a closed curtain. The nurse whipped it open, and when Katie hesitated, the woman gently pushed her inside and slid the curtain closed again.
Matt sat on the cot, holding his head in his hands. When he saw her, he straightened, his eyes widening a little.
Terrific. Now he was afraid of her. She forced a smile. “Matt? They said you’re free to go now.”
“Yes.” He looked at the closed curtain behind her as if it were a bolted steel door and he was locked on the wrong side of it.