She pushed her hair behind her ears and realized her hands were shaking. "I don't think badly of you. You're just too… too everything. Too handsome. Too nice. Too sexy." She clasped her sweaty palms together and shook her head. "A boyfriend is the last thing I need. Relationships and I don't get along."
"I'm not him," he said in a quiet voice.
"Who?"
"The guy who hurt you." He laid his hands on her shoulders and gently shook her. "Melanie, I'm not him."
"I know." To her chagrin, hot tears pushed at the back of her eyes. Drat. She refused to cry. It was out of the question.
"Do you want to tell me about it?" he asked. "It might make you feel better-clear the air."
She shrugged and forced away the tears. "There's not much to tell. I was engaged. The day before the wedding I stopped in at my fiancé Todd's apartment to surprise him with a gift." She paused and took a deep breath. "I surprised him all right. Him and Missy, my maid of honor. Doing the wild thing right on the kitchen floor."
A pained expression creased his face. "Ouch."
"That's exactly what Todd said when I belted him upside his head with my purse."
"I hope you gave him a lump."
A tiny smile touched the corners of her mouth. "Actually, I gave him a concussion, a fact which helped my pride but didn't do much for my broken heart. I lost my fiancé and my best friend in one fell swoop. Not to mention the humiliation involved in canceling a wedding with only a few hours' notice."
Chris gently drew her across the seat, into his arms, and settled her head against his shoulder. Melanie closed her eyes and sighed. He felt so good. He smelled so good. Like warm sunshine. His heart thumped against her cheek in a soothing, lulling rhythm. It would be so easy to get used to snuggling against him.
He dropped a kiss into her hair. "I'm sorry, Melanie. Sorry something so hurtful happened to you. But at least you didn't marry the jerk."
"No, I didn't," she said into his shirt. "But the experience made me careful. Very careful."
Leaning back, he placed his fingers under her chin, forcing her to look at him. The half smile tilting his mouth was at odds with the dead-serious look in his eyes. "I can promise you'll never find me boffing your best friend on the kitchen floor." He raised his hand. "Scout's honor."
"Chris, look-"
"I don't cheat, Melanie," he said quietly, all vestiges of his smile and humor gone. "I don't lie and I don't make promises I can't keep. I always try to be upfront with the women I date. I'm very attracted to you. I'd like to see where it leads. I'm not looking for a lifelong commitment. Just a date." He shrugged. "Who knows? Maybe we'll go on one date and end up hating each other."
Fat chance. Melanie had a sneaking suspicion that she'd end up falling hard and coming up empty again. Her stomach cramped at the thought
"The point is," she said, "you've come along at a really bad time. I simply don't have time for you. I don't want to want you."
"Well, if it makes you feel any better, I don't want to want you either. So how about dinner tomorrow night?"
He drew her closer, until they were pressed intimately together. The heat of his body surrounded her, igniting flames in her newly awakened erogenous zones. Her body leapt to life with a ferocity that left her bordering on panic. She had to get away from him. Right now.
Pulling herself out of his arms, she grabbed her purse, scooted across the seat, and all but bolted from the car.
Chris turned off the engine and joined her on the driveway.
Feeling completely unhinged, she paced back and forth. "Uh-uh. This is too much, too soon. I can't do this." She stopped in front of him, grasping for any excuse that would save her from this devastating man who threatened the peaceful existence she'd carved out for herself. "I can't possibly go out with you. You're… you're an accountant, for crying out loud. I can't possibly date an accountant. Accountants are stodgy and boring. Nothing but conservative suits and ties. Numbers and flowcharts."
She nodded vigorously, desperately trying to convince him-and herself. "If I was looking for a man-which I'm not-but if I was, it certainly wouldn't be an accountant. It would be a Marlon Brando type." Yeah. Yeah. That's the ticket.
Doubt was written all over his face. "You're looking for a three-hundred-pound actor old enough to be your father?"
"No, of course not. I meant a young Marlon Brando. Like in that movie where he's on the motorcycle."
"So you want a motorcycle kind of guy?"
"Yeah. That's right. I've always wanted to be a biker chick." She spread her hands, palms up. "So you see? As tempting as you are, we'd never work this out. You're all actuary tables and balance sheets, and I long for the open road, the wind in my hair, the asphalt beneath me. My motto is-it's motorcycle guys or no guys."
He nodded his head slowly, never taking his eyes off her. "I see."
He saw. Good. Now all she had to do was escape. Before her resolve crumbled to ashes. Holding out her hand, she said, "Thanks for everything. I had fun."
He shook her hand. When he tried to pull her closer, Melanie snatched her hand away. "Good-bye."
"’Til we meet again," he corrected with the hint of a smile.
Not if I can help it. Melanie walked into the house, closed the door, and leaned back against it. She heard his car door slam and listened to the Mercedes drive away.
Thank goodness he was gone. She should be thrilled. The man was a hazard to the female population. Yup. She was happy as a clam at high tide. Happy as a flea on a hound dog.
She felt like crying.
Chapter 6
"The only thing all that pacing is gonna give you is varicose veins," Nana said the next afternoon at the Pampered Palate, peering over her bifocals at Melanie. "Back and forth. Back and forth. It's like watchin' a dang tennis match. If you don't knock it off, I'm gonna need a chiropractor."
Melanie raked her hands through her hair. "I can't help it, Nana. The accountants will be here in an hour. There's so much riding on this independent review-the loan, the truck, Pampered Palate's future." She stopped and pressed her hand to her flopping stomach. "Do you realize that if all goes well, we could have our catering truck within two months?"
"A whole lot of good it'll do us if you're in the hospital," Nana stated. "Calm yourself. You said everything went fine at the bank this morning."
"It did," Melanie agreed, a rush of pleasure washing over her. "The loan officer was very impressed by the Pampered Palate and our plans for the future."
Noticing Nana's scowl, Melanie forced herself to sit down. She immediately started shredding a paper napkin emblazoned with the red and blue Pampered Palate logo.
"It's really happening, Nana," she said, elated and terrified at the same time. "It looks like our hard work is finally going to pay off." Nerves cramped her stomach and she groaned. "Jeez. I hope success isn't going to make me sick."
"Listen, honey, you've got to relax. Look how well you've done in only a few months." She patted Melanie's hand. "Those bankers will give you the loan."
"Only if we get a favorable review from the accountants."
Nana huffed out a breath. "Those accountants give us any trouble, I'll swat them upside their heads with a skillet."
For the first time in hours, Melanie managed a smile. "I appreciate it, Nana, but it probably won't help our cause if we're in the slammer for assault and battery."
Nana puckered her brow and nodded. "Hmmm. You're right. I guess we'd better settle for Plan B."
"Plan B?"
"Fresh-baked apple pie. With homemade vanilla ice cream." A big smile creased Nana's wrinkled face. "Like I always say, if you can't beat 'em, bribe 'em."