“How can they air this?” I ask angrily.
“The PTC will bitch tomorrow,” Connor says calmly. “Just let it play out.” The Parent’s Television Council—I’m sure they’ll wave pitchforks at the network and producers, but it’ll be all over entertainment news and blogs, just stoking the fire and causing more people to watch the footage.
Lily covers her eyes with her hands, and Lo has his lips to her ear, whispering to her rapidly while silent tears start to fall.
The clips keep coming in quick succession.
Lily rubs against a kitchen chair, unconsciously. When she catches herself, she reddens.
Lily rubs against the corner of the kitchen counter.
Lily’s hand descends—three different times. But she always stops before she gets too far.
I don’t get embarrassed about many things, but I sense the judgment, the weird stares pinning on Lily in the party room. I can practically feel my sister crumpling before I even look at her.
Lily turns into Lo’s chest and she grabs at his black crew-neck. She stuffs her head underneath, literally hiding inside his shirt while he’s still wearing it. “I’m not coming out,” she says. “Don’t make me come out, Lo.”
Loren touches her head. “Stay there as long as you want, love.” When he looks up, he sends shriveling glares to anyone who so much as glances at him. His glares aren’t necessarily like mine or like Ryke’s. They’re the kind that make you feel like he’s about to go get a chainsaw and murder your whole fucking family. It’s a sadistic, I have nothing to lose, type of look that his father taught him well.
And it’s enough to cause everyone to face the big screens again.
The footage has changed to a compilation of interviews with Daisy, Lily, and me. I remember the questions being focused on sex. No surprise. Lily’s addiction is what’s drawing the viewers to Princesses of Philly in the first place.
Since we shot everything separately, they cut to each of our answers.
“Who’s your celebrity crush?” Savannah asks.
Daisy smiles wide. “James Dean.”
My eyes pierce the camera. “Audrey Hepburn.”
Lily stares off in thought. “Uhhh…” She flushes. “Loren Hale.”
Lo laughs and stares down at Lily who’s still hidden in his shirt. “Right answer, love.”
She sniffs, and her arms wrap around his waist underneath his clothes.
“Have you read Fifty Shades of Grey?”
“Yep,” Daisy says, “one handed.” She wags her eyebrows deviously.
I say, “Any patriarchal c*cks*cker who makes a woman ashamed to read it should be slapped across the face with his—”
Lily blushes. “Uhhh…”
“Top or bottom?”
“My mother’s going to kill me,” Daisy says. “Both. Sorry Mom!”
The people in the party room laugh, and my mother even cracks a smile. I think we all forget how young Daisy is because she looks older than Lily…and she’s incredibly endearing.
But every time we cut to my answer, I look like a royal bitch compared to her, cursing the entire audience to hell.
“I’m a virgin,” I say. “Why ask me that inane question?”
“Uhhh…” Lily’s eyes widen.
“Back door or front door?”
“No c*cks have been near my a**h*le, sorry.” Daisy shrugs after answering crudely.
Lo gives her a look. “You’re spending too much time with my brother.”
She just laughs.
I tilt my head to the side. “Really?”
“Uhhh…” Lily’s eyes grow bigger with each question.
“What do you wear to bed?”
“I sleep in the nude,” Daisy answers.
“A nightgown,” I retort, not elaborating whether it’s silk or ankle-length cotton.
“Uhhh…” Lily turns her head to look at the door. “Lo!”
“Whips or handcuffs?”
“Oooh,” Daisy grins. “I like the idea of whips. But you know, me dodging the whips. Make it into a game.” She laughs.
I swear the men in this room grunt in audible desire.
I must wear a look of pure disgust because Connor squeezes my hip and whispers, “We’re not all pigs, Rose.”
He’s right. I know I shouldn’t generalize the entire male species as vile, gross things that’ll get off to my sixteen-year-old sister’s image.
And just when I’m feeling apologetic, I spot a guy with a clear bulge in his suit pants. “What do you call that?” I whisper in detest.
“A boner.”
I shake my head. “You’re such a…” I trail off and then smile. “Smartass.”
He touches his chest mockingly. “Ça fait mal.” That hurts.
“Je suis content.” I’m glad.
His grin only grows. “They could have chosen anything else to label me, you know. Genius would have been my number one pick.”
“Pretentious,” I argue.
“Or popular…”
“Conceited,” I continue.
He flashes another smile. “Handsome.”
My eyes flit from his white button-down that fits him perfectly to his deep blue eyes. “Maybe.”
He takes a sip of his wine and waves me to keep going. “I have you almost giving me a compliment, why stop now?”
Our banter sets a fire underneath my heart. I could kiss him. But I regretfully turn towards the big screen. I realize I missed my response to the whips or handcuffs question, which was evasive anyway. And Lily most likely gave her perfunctory uhhhh.
Now the guys are being asked a series of questions, cut together like our interviews.
Loren glares, waiting impatiently for Savannah to ask him something.
“Blondes or brunettes?”
Lo stares harshly. “Brunettes.”
“I don’t give a sh*t about hair color,” Ryke says, his forearms on his thighs as he sits on the leather chair.
Connor is seated with his ankle on his knee, leaning back like a CEO of a multi-billion dollar company. He has his fingers to his jaw in mock contemplation. “What happened to redheads?”
Savannah clears her throat. She has red hair. “Or redheads.”
“What about gray hair?” His eyes flicker up a little. He’s staring at Scott, who stands off screen. “You’re forgetting black hair too. And purple, blue, orange—”
Lo is back, glaring.
“Wow,” Lo says, his hand on Lily’s head, still concealed in his shirt. “They cut off your little rant, Connor. How’d that feel?”
“Chapped,” Connor says easily.
“Come here, I’ll rub your ass for you.”
Connor smiles into his sip of wine. But it must be annoying that Scott has the power to shut him up with a simple edit. I can see his irritation in the tight muscles of his jaw.
“Who’s the messiest?”
“Ryke.”
“Me.”