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VIII

   He was not stupid; and my Eugene,    while rating low the heart in him,    liked both the spirit of his judgments  4 and his sane talk of this and that.    He would frequent him    with pleasure, and therefore was not at all    surprised at morn  8 when he saw him;    the latter, after the first greeting, interrupting    the started conversation,    with eyes atwinkle, to Onegin 12 handed a billet from the poet.    Onegin went up to the window    and read it to himself.

IX

   It was a pleasant, gentlemanly,    brief challenge or carteclass="underline"    politely, with cold clearness, to a duel  4 Lenski called out his friend.    Onegin, on a first impulsion    to the envoy of such an errand    turning, without superfluous words  8 said he was “always ready.”    Zaretski got up without explanations —    did not want to stay longer,    having at home a lot of things to do — 12 and forthwith left; but Eugene,    alone remaining with his soul,    felt ill-contented with himself.

X

   And serve him right: on strict examination,    he, having called his own self to a secret court,    accused himself of much:  4 first, it had been already wrong of him    to make fun of a timid, tender love    so casually yesternight;    and secondly: why, let a poet  8 indulge in nonsense! At eighteen    'tis pardonable. Eugene,    loving the youth with all his heart,    ought to have shown himself to be 12 no bandyball of prejudices,    no fiery boy, no scrapper, but a man    of honor and of sense.

XI

   He might have manifested feelings    instead of bristling like a beast;    he ought to have disarmed  4 the youthful heart. “But now    too late; the time has flown away....    Moreover,” he reflects, “in this affair    an old duelist has intervened;  8 he's wicked, he's a gossip, he talks glibly....    Of course, contempt should be the price    of his droll sallies; but the whisper,    the snickering of fools...” 12 And here it is — public opinion!38    Honor's mainspring, our idol!    And here is what the world turns on!

XII

   The poet, with impatient enmity    boiling, awaits at home the answer.    And here the answer solemnly  4 by the grandiloquent neighbor is brought.    Now, what a boon 'tis for the jealous one!    He had kept fearing that the scamp    might joke his way out somehow,  8 a trick devising and his breast    averting from the pistol.    The doubts are now resolved:    tomorrow to the mill they must 12 drive before daybreak,    at one another raise the cock,    and at the thigh or at the temple aim.

XIII

   Having decided to detest    the coquette, boiling Lenski did not wish    to see before the duel Olga.  4 The sun, his watch he kept consulting;    at last he gave it up —    and found himself at the fair neighbors'.    He thought he would embarrass Ólinka,  8 confound her by his coming;    but nothing of the sort: just as before    to welcome the poor songster    Olinka skipped down from the porch, 12 akin to giddy hope,    spry, carefree, gay — in fact, exactly    the same as she had been.

XIV

   “Why did you vanish yesternight so early?”    was Olinka's first question.    In Lenski all the senses clouded,  4 and silently he hung his head.    Jealousy and vexation disappeared    before this clarity of glance,    before this soft simplicity,  8 before this sprightly soul!...    He gazes with sweet tenderness;    he sees: he is still loved!    Already, by remorse beset, 12 he is prepared to beg her pardon,    he quivers, can't find words:    he's happy, he is almost well....