She went through the curtain. I listened to the strands of teeth clacking and chattering. I heard him argue. Then a thump. Followed by more thumps. Apart from the yelps and whimpers, it sounded like somebody using a rug beater on a heavy rug. A dirty, filthy, mud-caked rug.
I found a seat and reclined into the cushions. Rug like that might take a while to clean.
May 10–12, 2789
I watched the street, a woman sweeping her sidewalk, another pushing a squeaky-wheeled cart piled with fried dough. Signs of a waking city.
I waited on Maggie’s steps just like I had a couple weeks ago. She would come out soon. Almost time for work. I hadn’t tried to contact her until now. Keeping my distance seemed like the right thing to do. Let her take time to cool. Let her reason things through.
I looked over my shoulder at the door. Through the crack along the bottom, I could see lights on inside. Wouldn’t be much longer.
I decided to keep myself busy. I reached into a pocket and pulled out a small spool of fishing line, the thickest, heaviest line I could buy. Using my leg as a meter stick, I uncoiled a rough ten meters and threaded one end through a sinker. Now how in the hell was I going to tie a knot?
I manipulated the line with one hand, looping and twisting, pulling the knot tight, holding it up, and watched the sinker fall off the end. Damn.
I tried again, used all my powers of concentration. It was a momentary break from a constant rehashing of the last few weeks, my thoughts shadowed by storm clouds, menacing black billows of my own making.
I wished it would end, the nonstop barrage of racing thoughts. The constant accounting of a lifetime full of mistakes. Failures of courage and pride. Failures of stupidity and hubris.
The door opened behind me, and I heard a weary sigh. I twisted around to see her: pressed blouse and slacks, shined shoes that reflected the porch light.
She looked down at me. “I was wondering when you’d show up.”
I took a deep breath, organized the thoughts in my head. “I need you to know I had your best interests at heart from the very beginning.”
She came down the first few steps to take a seat. “I know you did.”
“Things just went to hell.”
“You can say that again.”
“Everything I did, I did for the right reasons. I didn’t mean to-”
She put a hand on my arm. “You can stop.”
Relief blew through my mind like a fresh breeze, stormy skies parting. “So we’re okay?”
“I’ve been thinking about something you asked the last time we talked on these steps. You remember asking what I saw in you when we worked that first case?”
I did.
“Loyalty. That was what stood out. Loyalty to the chief. Your wife. Your people. You’re the most fiercely loyal person I’ve ever seen.”
The praise made me uncomfortable. I looked down, fiddled with the still-unattached sinker.
“You were a loyal friend to me until you seized that crew of yours. That was when you started shutting me out, started making decisions without me. Big decisions. All the shit you put me through, that’s the thing that bothers me most.”
“I was trying to protect you.”
“Of course you were.” She chuckled to herself. “Always loyal.”
We both stewed in the irony, me rolling the sinker in my fingers, her silently rubbing her hands together. “You heard all the cases closed. Mota and the Yepala sheriff. Carew. Wu and Froelich.”
I nodded, my voice somber. “Kripsen and Lumbela too.”
“Nobody will ever know what really happened on that rooftop.”
“Nobody but you and me.” I needed confirmation, had to ask again. “So we’re good?”
“You done shutting me out?”
“I’m done.”
“We do this together?”
“Together,” I said. We were partners again. A team. The goal hadn’t changed. I still had to take back KOP. Maggie had to become chief. Only this time we’d do it different. We’d do it without a power base centered in criminal activity. This time, we’d do it the right way.
“What are you going to do about your arm?”
“I made a doctor’s appointment for next week.”
“Really?”
I nodded.
“Are you going to have them grow you a new hand or go with something artificial? They can do some amazing stuff, you know.”
“I don’t want that high-tech shit.”
She smiled. “A newly grown hand it is.”
“Actually, I was thinking of a hook.”
She laughed like I was joking. But I wasn’t. I could do some damage with a hook.
The laughter faded, but we stayed where we were, together again. I had to tell her what I had planned. From now on, decisions like this had to be made together.
I cleared my throat. “I’ve been figuring I should go to Yepala tomorrow and kill the doctor. What do you think?” I almost laughed at how ridiculous it sounded, but there it was. Business partners talking business.
Her body tensed. I could see it in her posture, the way her spine straightened, the way her shoulders crept up. She wrung her hands as if they were a poor substitute for my neck. But she stayed silent. She knew I was right. It was the only way.
She pulled up her legs, dropped her chin onto her knees. “I reported the doctor to the governor’s office.”
“And?”
“His staffer brushed me off. Thanked me for bringing the issue to their attention and showed me the door.”
“Did you expect anything different?”
“No. But I had to try.”
“The doctor has to die, Maggie.” Simple as that.
“He’s an offworlder. You know how many self-defense systems he must have inside him?”
“I made a plan.” I held up the sinker. “Help me tie this thing on.”
I flicked another gecko off my arm. The little shits kept crawling all over me. The clinic’s thatch rooftop was totally infested with geckos and ’guanas. I reminded myself that this was a good thing. It meant there was so much scratching and climbing, nobody would notice if I made some noise.
I remembered the first time I had the chance to kill the doctor, when he was sleeping in Mota’s bed. At the time, I didn’t know he was an offworlder. Didn’t even know there was a man under those curly locks and that petite nose.
Turned out I was lucky as hell that I didn’t make the attempt or the doc would’ve smoked me a dozen different ways. Killing an offworlder wasn’t easy. I had to be smart. Careful. Patient.
I’d been up here for more than a day now. Snuck past the guards in the dead of night and climbed the slatted west end of the building. Not as hard a climb as I thought it would be. My right arm still had an elbow, and the slats were spaced plenty wide enough for me to hook my forearm through.
The doctor arrived eleven hours ago. Right on schedule. The guy I’d bribed at the flyer rental company had the time nailed.
I’d watched the flyer land. Watched him check on the snail pen. Watched him walk up to the clinic and disappear under the eaves.
He’d be in bed by now. Sleeping directly underneath me. I’d seen him sleeping once before.
He slept with his mouth open.
I drank down the last of my water and stuffed the canteen back in my pack. I rolled over and peered through a narrow copper pipe I’d inserted through the thatch. I waited for my eye to adjust to the darkness, the room barely lit by an outdoor floodlight. Forms took shape. Pillow. Head. Hair. Mouth.
He was sleeping on his back, but his open mouth was to the right of where I wanted it to be. I pulled the pipe out of the thatch, picked a new spot, and began the tedious effort of working it through the many layers of weather-beaten fronds.
I pushed my way through, cringing at the crinkling, crunching sound of dried leaves. I told myself he wouldn’t notice. Mating season was over. It was nesting time, ’guanas all over this roof, gnawing and digging and burrowing.