And frenzy takes me over.
– Jordan… I give you exactly ten seconds… – I whisper, – To all of you. Ten seconds to get your asses out of here.
– Collect yourself, Leonid! – this is Reid.
– Gunslinger, let's find a compromise… – this is Willy.
– Your strength has its limits too… – Man Without Face.
Oh my God, they fear me! Me! Alone against them all, primed, with an ancient computer behind and an empty hands!
Why?
– I don't know how you still hold out, – starts Dibenko, – but…
– Five seconds, – I say.
And the guards start shooting, either without an order or I just have missed it.
The fire and pain.
Everything that was invented for years of the deep's existence, everything well tested and most secret – everything for my honor…
I stand in the middle of the fire and see the dread on the faces around me, and even in the gray fog of Man Without Face – the dread…
Why am I still here, remaining in virtuality instead of taking the helmet off before the gray display of the killed machine?
I pull myself towards the guards, not with hands, just with a gaze – their bodies crumple like fabric puppets under the heel, fall apart in ashes, drain of steam, freeze, collapse into points, dissolve in the air, as if my gaze reflects all nastiness that pours my way.
Five seconds given for my enemies pass and the street is empty, just my house still burns and those who had set fire to it stand near.
– It's in the deep only where you're God, – says Man Without Face. He doesn't threaten me, just reminds.
– Oh really? – I pad closer to them, – Reid, now IRS computers will learn that you had misappropriated a couple of millions… Urman! All Al-Kabar's data is in free access! Willy! "Labyrinth" is dead! Levels are deleted, maps are lost, monsters have fled! Dima! Your fingerprints belong to a serial killer!
I give them a couple of seconds to conceive that and add:
– One minute… and it will be so!
I don't know if it's possible, I don't know the limit of my powers, I even don't know where they came from.
But they believe me.
– What do you want, diver? – shouts Urman. Reid shoulders him aside and roars:
– Your conditions!
Did I guess right about his taxes?
– You'll stop the hunt.
The miracle is before them. But they have what to lose.
Urman and Guillermo look at each other, Al-Kabar's director nods.
– We cancel our charges Jordan, – says Willy, – It's not necessary… to engage Interpol.
He nods to me very slightly. So it was just a threat?
Lies. Lies everywhere.
With a corner of my eyes I can see people approaching us along the street, the ordinary citizens of Deeptown. Now, as the cordon is gone, they can satiate their curiosity.
Let them watch.
Jordan grabs Dibenko's shoulder and shakes him slightly:
– Did you hear that? The operation is over! That's it! Turn your systems off!
So it was Dmitry who froze the building? Police had not enough guts for that?
Man Without Face shoves commissar aside, he looks at me only. He's the only one who doesn't care about my threats. Not because he doesn't believe in them and not because he's ready to compete with an American juridical system, totally run through with computer technologies.
He's not ready to refuse the miracle. We're compatriots after all, the highest idea had screwed up our brains alike, even if in different directions. A whisper comes from the foggy mask:
– You're betraying the entire world…
– I'm rehabilitating it.
– You don't want to share, diver. You've got your reward… and betrayed us. Ah well. Don't forget to take the Medal – you'll have something to justify yourself with.
I remember the warehouse, the boxes with soft, the table where the Medal of Complete Licence was left.
I reach through the distance that is no more, and the heavy medal lies into my hand. I examine it for a second: the white background and the rainbow colored sphere, the cobweb of the Net surrounded by innocence and purity.
– This is yours, – I say and throw the Medal to Man Without Face. The medal touches the black fabric of the cloak and sticks to it. Nice… – I haven't earned that. And you… you created the deep, and stop repeating that you couldn't do it. You could. By yourself. Thank you. But don't think that we all owe you anything. This world will live, will fall and learn to stand up after that. It'll never force to talk anybody who wants to stay silent, and will never shut the mouth of the ones who want to talk. And probably it'll become better…
I turn around and walk towards my house.
Dibenko haven't yet turned off the programs that froze the building in the diamond crust. But I ain't gonna ask him for anything. I pull the door and enter the staircase that shines as Aladdin's Cave of Wonders. It's just that illumination dims behind my back, fades completely. I rip the foreign program, gaining step after step from it.
I ascend, just two and a half hundred steps to go up.
Rustles and noises can be heard behind each door, my drawn little world livens up as I pass by. Fragments of music and muffled talks, rattle of shattering glass and rhythmical hammer hits, slaps of bare feet against the floor and squeal of a drill can be heard from behind my back.
I can't even remember now, when and what was I programming surrounding myself with nonexistent neighbors. Weirdo am I. Just as anybody is…
I know that I can remove all freezing at once, with one effort, but I don't do that. Let the way up will be slow, step by step, sweeping the false sparkle from the walls, waking up the life in empty apartments. I'll never enter this house again.
Baby's whimpering and the buzz of a broken faucet, dog's barking and goblets' ringing. I have nothing to memorize and nothing to be sad about. These were my crutches but I've learned to walk on my own.
The last bend of the stairs, for a moment I stop by my door made of diamond grains. My tiny face is in every one of them, one of the numerous faces I was putting on in the deep.
I breathe at the door – the diamonds dim, darken turning into icicles, melting and flowing down in water droplets. Cry for me abyss, I have nothing to cry for.
I enter and instantly see that nothing have changed inside, Dibenko's program had no power here.
Unfortunate and Vika stand by the window, looking outside.
I approach – and Vika silently takes my hand into her, and we look at Deeptown, three of us.
The street is swarming with people, a dense solid crowd, Deep-Transit's cabs stay a bit further along the sides of the street and people still keep coming in order to freeze, looking up at the house.
And only right under the window the people give place, there's a ring of emptiness surrounding Man Without Face. He also looks up as if being able to see us. I even want to believe that he can.
– He's not evil at all, – I say to Unfortunate, – He's only impatient.
– I don't accuse anyone, – agrees Unfortunate.
– Then leave, – I ask, – It's high time for that.
He looks at me for some time, the one who came into the deep as Unfortunate, as if trying to see my real face, to understand what I might feel now.
– Are you hurt? – he asks in the end.
– No. Just upset, but this is different.
– I feared that you'll be hurt: I broke your dream, didn't I?
– Which one?
– You dreamed that virtuality will change the world, will make it cleaner, will give power and kindness to the people. You tolerated what angered you, smiled to what annoyed you…