“There’s still her daughter running around somewhere.”
Dogan’s tone became defensive. “We have nothing to fear from Nikki. Her only connection to the Committee was her mother, and it was buried with the old woman three days ago.”
“Quite a resourceful girl from what I hear, though. Wouldn’t mind havin’ her on our side.”
“She’s been playing sides since she was sixteen. I think she’s finished with that.”
Roy eyed Dogan closely. “And what about you?”
“I doubt Division would have me back even if I wanted to go.”
“I wasn’t talking about Division, son. Word is the President wants me to take over as Secretary of State. I don’t fancy that much ’cause you can only see so much bullshit before everything turns brown. I need someone to shovel it aside for me, to be my direct link with what’s really going on in the field.”
“Sounds like you’re offering me a job, Cal.”
“I’m offering you anything you want. Make that Russian Vaslov your assistant even. I don’t care. I just wanna keep you on my side, son, on any terms you dictate.”
“I’ll give it some thought.” Dogan paused, sipped his own orange juice through a straw. “Have you spoken with Locke yet?”
“Not directly but the right people approached him and handled the resettlement matter and name change for his family as soon as we brought his son back from England. We sent ’em all out to sunny California. Locke’s got a position at Berkeley, as I recall. Charney detailed all the arrangements of their deal in a memo to me. We offered to arrange for both his novels to be published. But Locke said he didn’t want it that way anymore. Said he’d rather write another and get it into print on his own.”
“What about the old pilot who raided Keysar Flats with him?”
“Government offered to pick up where the insurance leaves off to rebuild his fleet, but he decided he’d rather start an aerial museum for relics like himself. Told my man he wanted to quit flyin’ while he was on top.”
“Who can blame him? He went through hell.”
“So did you, son, running around the world with your own people trying to kill you. Wasn’t hard to figure out what was going on even for a country asshole like me once we got an ID on the body in that Rome hotel room. Man named Keyes I hear you weren’t too friendly with. Division’s out of control, son, and word is somebody’s doin’ their level best to keep that restricted quarantine order in place … on you and Locke.” Roy’s eyes narrowed. “Something’s gotta be done,” he added, his meaning clear. “You had enough time to consider my offer yet?”
Dogan nodded. “I think so.”
Four weeks later Dogan met Christopher Locke for lunch at a small café near Berkeley. The noontime rush was over but the place was still crowded with students. Locke arrived first, secured a corner table, and stowed his crutches against the wall. One arm was still in a cast, and it would be another several months before he would be without pain. In all, Locke’s spill from the Warhawk had broken four bones, tore a network of ligaments, and cut wide portions of his flesh to the bone. Nevertheless, his recovery was proceeding well ahead of schedule. He had been teaching at Berkeley for a week.
Dogan arrived and limped toward the table. Chris pushed himself from his chair to greet him. The two men almost laughed at each other.
“Look at us,” Chris quipped, “a couple of cripples.” He took his seat again gingerly. “You know, it all started for me in a restaurant. But that day it was Brian who made sure we got a corner table. Today it was me.”
Dogan eased his chair forward. “You’re safe, Chris. Nobody’s going to touch you.”
“That’s what I keep telling myself, but I still hate turning my back on anybody. It never stops either. They used my family once. They might again. I won’t let my kids take the bus home from school, you know.”
“The paranoia will subside. You’ll see.”
“If you were talking to the man I was two months ago, I’d probably say you were right. But he’s gone and here I am sitting in his place trying to live his life.”
“Things aren’t going well,” Dogan concluded.
“That’s just it, Ross, they are going well. L.A.’s only a bus ride away for my oldest son, and my daughter is being overwhelmed with boys as beautiful as she is. Your people set my wife up in a fantastic real estate job and well, the California life style, as they say, agrees with her. As for Greg, he’s had the best medical care available. That man Roy arranged for one-on-one sessions between him and some professional ballplayers. They’re showing Greg he can still play baseball even with a finger missing from his glove hand, and if he buys that he just might be able to adjust. But his childhood’s gone, and they can’t give that back to him, not even Roy.”
“That covers all the members of your family except one.”
Locke shrugged. “I just can’t seem to put everything behind me. I lived in an academic fantasyland for fifteen years and all of a sudden I saw how violent and ugly the world can be. I met up with a mother I never knew and found out I didn’t want to.”
“She kept you alive, Chris, and in the end it cost her.”
“She kept me alive because it suited her needs. And she sent Nikki out as my bodyguard, Nikki, who at Whitney’s age was entering terrorist training school. What kind of world are we making for ourselves, Ross?”
“One a shitload better than the one the Committee envisioned.”
“Maybe.” Locke had to search for words. “You know what it comes down to in the end, Ross? The running. When you’re running, everything you pass is a blur. I ran myself out in Europe. I can’t run anymore and there’s nothing left to run away from. So I’ve slowed down and everything’s so damn clear. But I think I liked it better before. The blur made it easy to endure.”
“Then it comes down to pretending, not running, doesn’t it?” Dogan challenged. “In Europe you said it felt like you were trapped in a labyrinth. Well, you made it out of that one only to land in another with just as many passages that lead nowhere. But this time the only way to escape is to accept that it’s you that’s changed, not your wife or your kids or even your job. It’s not the world you’ve got to get used to again, it’s yourself.”
Locke found himself smiling. “You ever get tired of spy work, we could use you in the philosophy department out here.”
“Let’s just say I’ve been where you’re finding yourself now. Trouble is, in my business do too much thinking and somebody will have your brains for breakfast.”
Locke tensed. “Now you’ve come to the real problem, Ross, ’cause how do I know that won’t happen to me … and my family … tomorrow morning? I can’t handle the fear, the doubt, the cringing every time the doorbell rings or a stranger meets my eye. We fucked with a lot of people out there who aren’t used to being fucked with. You told me about that Division of yours. Eliminate the two of us and they walk away from this clean.”
Dogan stood up without ordering. “It’s time I went back to work.”
The Commander sat in the shade at his usual table on the Champs-Élysées, sipping warm tea and toying with a basket of croissants. His ever-present newspaper was spread out and he read it mindlessly while awaiting the appearance of the two agents he had ordered to meet him. Division Six had to remain immune from standard government checks and balances. He had weathered worse storms than this, though. It was simply a matter of filling in certain holes now that the time had finally become right. Patience was everything, rashness a quality of the shortsighted.
The Commander heard the blind beggar’s cup being rattled before him and fished in his pocket for some change to drop in. Damn nuisance. Such human lice had no business ruining the scenery along the Champs-Élysées.