There would be no teasing her past it, no getting her just tipsy enough, no cajoling or tickling her into more confidence than she honestly possessed. Deene set the wine glass down and rose.
“Come to bed, Evie.”
“To… bed?”
If she’d been pale before, she was a wraith now.
“Going to bed is a signal part of the wedding-night festivities, unless you’d rather spend a few moments before the fire?”
“I would. I very much would. My hair, you see, is still damp, and it goes all to a frazzle if I don’t…” Her voice trailed off, and Deene kept his hand extended to her. When she put her fingers on his palm, they were again—still—ice cold.
It was time to end this. Not because banked lust was beating a physical pulse in Deene’s brain, but because Eve deserved to put these nerves, this lapse of faith in herself—whatever it should be called—behind her. When she came to her feet, he kissed her.
He kissed her the way he’d been longing to kiss her for three weeks, with tenderness and passion and even a little frustration—anger, maybe?—that Eve would bear any lingering burden from a situation she could not have been responsible for.
“Come.” He took her by the hand and led her to the hearth, pausing to retrieve a pair of thick quilts from the dressing room before settling beside her before the fire. “You are nervous, Wife. I would have you explain to me the basis for your disquiet.”
“Wife.”
“That would be you.”
She drew her knees up and laid her cheek on them. “I am not nervous.”
He had the sense she was being honest, which was not encouraging. If she was not nervous, then she was afraid. “There is not one damned thing to be anxious about, Eve Denning. I am the one who has grounds for worry, for it falls to me to ensure your experiences are wholly pleasurable.”
“You do not appear to suffer doubt on this score.”
Her voice was calm enough, but he’d seen her start when he used her married name. “I suffer a proper respect for the challenge before me. Perhaps a kiss for courage won’t go amiss.”
Her hesitation was minute, but then she went up on her knees and kissed him on the mouth. Deene took her by the shoulders and let himself topple back so she was sprawled on top of him.
“That is not a kiss such as would encourage a horny flea, my love.”
“A what?”
“Horny, which indelicate term means a Mister Flea who is hot for his Missus.”
“You are being vulgar and ridiculous.”
Her tone was prim, but his vulgar ridiculousness was working, because she hadn’t moved off him, and her expression bore a hint of curiosity. Deene wrapped his arms around her and started rubbing her back lest she take a notion to retreat.
“Allow me to demonstrate, Marchioness.”
He set his mouth to hers and his will to her seduction. By slow degrees, he investigated her mouth and invited her to do likewise with him, to taste and tease, to explore, to indulge. Somewhere in that kiss, he positioned her so she was straddling him, and he arranged their clothing so he was naked beneath her and they were pressed breasts to chest.
“Deene.” She pulled back and closed the dressing gown.
“I don’t know what you’re fretting over, Evie. We’ve two enormous, fluffy beds to choose from when it comes time to consummate our vows.”
“So we’re just to indulge in these courageous kisses?” By the firelight, her skepticism was evident.
“Precisely so. Kiss me. I was beginning to feel somewhat encouraged.”
She started to smile. He wanted to howl with impatience when he saw caution overtake the curving of her lips. Instead, he palmed her breast through the silk of the dressing gown.
“You’re feeling frisky,” Eve said, watching his hand on her person.
“I’m feeling married.” He levered up by virtue of a dedicated equestrian’s abdominal strength, and continued to fondle her while he reinitiated an openmouthed kiss.
Her control slipped a gratifying degree when Deene applied a gentle pressure to one nipple.
“Husband…” She breathed the word, infused it with a touch of surprise, and graced it with a hint of wonder. He repeated the caress, and she went still, as if her body were listening for the sensations a man intent on pleasuring his lady could create with just his thumb and first finger.
Before she could start thinking about it, Deene rolled with her, so he was above her and she was on her back beneath him.
“Are all husbands as inclined to move their wives about like so much dry goods?”
“Touch me the way I touched you, Evie. We’ll see who’s dry goods.”
She frowned but ran one palm down his chest. “This hair…” She ruffled it, which had Deene’s vitals ruffling as well. He didn’t push his erection any more snugly against her, but neither did he make any effort to disguise it.
“Is it to your liking, Lady Deene?”
“It’s…” She ran her nose through the dusting of hair on his chest, the oddest, most erotic, endearing touch Deene had ever withstood. “It’s peculiar. Soft, but… male. Manly. Even your chest smells good, Deene. I do approve of a fellow who takes his hygiene seriously.”
There followed a bit of torture, while Eve—apparently secure in the notion that marriages could not be consummated on the floor—made a scientific study of Deene’s chest. She listened to his heart. She tentatively, then more firmly, touched his nipples.
The sizzle of pleasure that set off in places low and reproductive had Deene clenching his jaw.
She sniffed at him, and while submitting to all these experiments and investigations, Deene subtly shifted himself above her, until his cock was nestled against the glorious damp heat that was his wife’s sex.
Damp. Thank a merciful God she was damp. Her body was ready for what came next, even if her courage was not. When Eve ran her tongue over Deene’s right nipple, he lowered himself more closely to her and got one arm around her shoulders.
“Evie?”
“Husband.” She blinked up at him. He saw the moment she realized how close their bodies were to joining. As she drew in a breath—no doubt to start another round of prevarications and peregrinations, Deene eased himself forward between her folds.
“Thank Almighty God in a rosy and joyous heaven, that would be me.” He pressed forward one inch, the distance between being a mendicant at the gates of marital bliss and a husband in possession of the key to domestic heaven.
“Lucas?”
He kissed her, a hot, lazy, inflammatory kiss to hide the pleasure and triumph coursing through his blood. “Hmm?”
While Eve fell silent, blinked some more, and lifted a hand only to let it fall beside her head, he eased forward the next blissful inch.
“We are not on the… bed.”
“We’ll get to the bed, Evie. Are you all right?”
God love the woman, she cocked her head as if to consider her answer. Deene started up a slow, shallow rhythm, easing his way to a fuller joining, listening intently for any sign that Eve’s bodily welcome was not as comfortable for her as he’d prayed it would be.
“I am… all right.”
“That is quite too bad.”
She tensed. “I beg your pardon?”
“All right will never suffice. We are consummating our vows. I would have you in transports. Move with me, Evie.”
“Move…?”
He slowed his rhythm more, until she created a sinuous counterpoint to the undulations of his hips, until he was plying her with such focus and purpose it was as if she were inside his body every bit as much as he was inside hers.
“Still all right, Evie?”
“Mmm.” She scooted a little, changing the angle to lock her ankles at the small of his back. The shift was slight and devastating.