Id say disappointed. But what would you expect? I thought you were cleverer than this.
Cleverness is no guarantee of sensible behaviour. My father used to say so all the time. She finished her wine with a practised flick of her head. Dont worry. I can look after myself.
No you cant. Youve made that abundantly clear. You realise what will happen if people find out? Youll be shunned.
What would be the difference? she sneered at him. Perhaps youll be surprised to learn I get few invitations to the palace now. I barely even qualify as an embarrassment. No one speaks to me. Apart from me, of course, but Im hardly the type of company young women hope for. No one cares a shit what I do. If they find out it will be no worse than they expect from a slattern like me. Damn commoners, no more self-control than animals, dont you know. Anyway, didnt you tell me I could fuck who I pleased?
I also told you the less fucking the better.
And I suppose thats what you told all your conquests, is it?
Glokta grimaced. Not exactly. I coaxed and I pleaded, I threatened and I bullied. Your beauty has wounded me, wounded me in the heart! I am wretched, I will die without you! Have you no pity? Do you not love me? I did everything short of display the instruments, then when I got what I wanted I tossed them aside and went merrily on to the next with never a backward glance.
Hah! snorted Ardee, as though she guessed what he was thinking. Sand dan Glokta, giving lectures on the benefits of chastity? Please! How many women did you ruin before the Gurkish ruined you? You were notorious!
A muscle began to tremble in his neck, and he worked his shoulder round until he felt it soften. She makes a fair point. Perhaps a soft word with the gentleman in question will do the trick. A soft word, or a hard night with Practical Frost. Your bed, your business, I suppose, as they say in Styria. How does the great Captain Luthar come to be among the civilians in any case? Doesnt he have Northmen to rout? Who will save Angland, while hes here?
He wasnt in Angland.
No? Father find him a nice, out of the way spot, did he?
Hes been in the Old Empire, or some such. Across the sea to the west and far away. She sighed as though she had heard a great deal about it and was now thoroughly bored of the subject.
Old Empire? What the hell was he up to out there?
Why dont you ask him? Some journey. He talked a lot about a Northman. Ninefingers, or something.
Gloktas head jerked up. Ninefingers?
Mmm. Him and some old bald man.
A flurry of twitches ran down Gloktas face. Bayaz. Ardee shrugged and swigged from her glass again, already developing a slight drunken clumsiness to her movements. Bayaz. All we need, with an election coming, is that old liar sticking his hairless head in. Is he here, now, in the city?
How should I know? grumbled Ardee. Nobody tells me anything.
So Much in Common
Ferro stalked round the room, and scowled. She poured her scorn out into the sweet-smelling air, onto the rustling hangings, over the great windows and the high balcony beyond them. She sneered at the dark pictures of fat pale kings, at the shining furniture scattered about the wide floor. She hated this place, with its soft beds and its soft people. She infinitely preferred the dust and thirst of the Badlands of Kanta. Life there was hard, and hot, and brief.
But at least it was honest.
This Union, and this city of Adua in particular, and this fortress of the Agriont especially, were all packed to bursting with lies. She felt them on her skin, like an oily stain she could not rub off. And Bayaz was sunk in the very midst of it. He had tricked her into following him across the world for nothing. They had found no ancient weapon to use against the Gurkish. Now he smiled, and laughed, and whispered secrets with old men. Men who came in sweating from the heat outside, and left sweating even more.
She would never have admitted it to anyone else. She despised having to admit it to herself. She missed Ninefingers. Though she had never been able to show it, it had been a reassurance, having someone she could halfway trust.
Now she had to look over her own shoulder.
All she had for company was the apprentice, and he was worse than nothing. He sat and watched her in silence, his book ignored on the table beside him. Watching and smiling without joy, as though he knew something she should have guessed. As though he thought her a fool for not seeing it. That only made her angrier than ever. So she prowled round the room, frowning at everything, her fists clenched and her jaw locked light.
You should go back to the South, Ferro.
She stopped in her tracks, and scowled at Quai. He was right, of course. Nothing would have pleased her more than to leave these Godless pinks behind forever and fight the Gurkish with weapons she understood. Tear vengeance from them with her teeth, if she had to. He was right, but that changed nothing. Ferro had never been much for taking advice. What do you know about what I should do, scrawny pink fool?
More than you think. He did not take his slow eyes away from her for a moment. We are much alike, you and I. You may not see it, and yet we are. So much in common. Ferro frowned. She did not know what the sickly idiot meant by that, but she did not like the sound of it. Bayaz will bring you nothing you need. He cannot be trusted. I found out too late, but you still have time. You should find another master.
I have no master, she snapped at him. I am free.
One corner of Quais pale lips twitched up. Neither of us will ever be free. Go. There is nothing for you here.
Why do you stay, then?
For vengeance.
Ferro frowned deeper. Vengeance for what?
The apprentice leaned forward, his bright eyes fixed on hers. The door creaked open and he snapped his mouth shut, sat back and looked out of the window. Just as if he had never meant to speak.
Damn apprentice with his damn riddles. Ferro turned her scowl towards the door.
Bayaz came slowly through into the room, a teacup held carefully level in one hand. He did not so much as look in Ferros direction as he swept past and out the open door onto the balcony. Damn Magus. She stalked after, narrowing her eyes at the glare. They were high up, and the Agriont was spread out before them, as it had been when she and Ninefingers climbed over the rooftops, long ago. Groups of idle pinks lazed on the shining grass below, just as they had done before Ferro left for the Old Empire. And yet not everything was the same.
Everywhere in the city, now, there was a kind of fear. She could see it in each soft, pale face. In their every word and gesture. A breathless expectation, like the air before the storm breaks. Like a field of dry grass, ready to burst into flame at the slightest spark. She did not know what they were waiting for, and she did not care.
But she had heard a lot of talk about votes.
The First of the Magi watched her as she stepped through the door, the bright sun shining on the side of his bald head. Tea, Ferro?
Ferro hated tea, and Bayaz knew it. Tea was what the Gurkish drank when they had treachery in mind. She remembered the soldiers drinking it while she struggled in the dust. She remembered the slavers drinking it while they talked prices. She remembered Uthman drinking it while he chuckled at her rage and her helplessness. Now Bayaz drank it, little cup held daintily between his thick thumb and forefinger, and he smiled.
Ferro ground her teeth. I am done here, pink. You promised me vengeance and have given me nothing. I am going back to the South.