“I wouldn’t go there with you when you’ve been drinking, anyway,” the cook was saying.
“I took you there when you’d been drinking,” Ketchum said; so he wouldn’t say more, he took a mouthful of meat loaf and applesauce.
“Except when it’s under a logjam, a body doesn’t move downstream as fast as a log,” Dominic Baciagalupo said, as if he were speaking to the coffeepot-not to Ketchum, whose back was turned to him. “Not unless the body is caught on a log.”
Danny had heard this explanation, in another context. It had taken a few days-three, to be exact-for his mother’s body to make the journey from the river basin to the narrows, where it had bumped up against the dam. First a drowned body sinks, the cook had explained to his son; then it rises.
“They’re keeping the dams closed through the weekend,” Ketchum said. (He meant not only Dead Woman Dam but the Pontook Dam, on the Androscoggin.) Ketchum ate steadily but not fast, the fork held unfamiliarly, and a little clumsily, in his left hand.
“It’s good with applesauce, isn’t it?” the boy asked him. Ketchum nodded in agreement, chewing vigorously.
They could smell the coffee brewing, and the cook said-more to himself than to his son, or Ketchum-“I might as well start the bacon, while I’m at it.” Ketchum just went on eating. “I suppose the logs are already at the first dam,” Dominic added, as if he were still speaking to no one but himself. “I mean our logs.”
“I know which logs you mean, and which dam,” Ketchum told him. “Yes, the logs are already at the dam-they were there while you were making supper.”
“So you saw that moron doctor there?” the cook asked. “Not that you need a genius to put a cast on a broken wrist, but you must be a man who loves to take chances.” Dominic went out of the cookhouse to get the bacon from the cooler. It was black outside, and the sound of the river rushed into the warm kitchen.
“You used to take chances, Cookie!” Ketchum called out to his old friend; he looked cautiously at Danny. “Your dad used to be happier, too-when he drank.”
“I used to be happier-period,” the cook said; the way he dropped the slab of bacon on the cutting board made Danny look at his father, but Ketchum never turned his attention away from the meat loaf and applesauce.
“Given that bodies move downstream slower than logs,” Ketchum said with deliberate slowness, his speech slightly slurred, “what would you guess as to Angel’s estimated time of arrival at that spot I’m having trouble remembering, exactly?”
Danny was counting to himself, but it was clear to the boy, and to Ketchum, that the cook had already been estimating the young Canadian’s journey. “Saturday night or Sunday morning,” Dominic Baciagalupo said. He had to raise his voice above the hissing bacon. “I’m not going there with you at night, Ketchum.”
Danny quickly looked at Ketchum, anticipating the big man’s response; it was, after all, the story that most interested the boy, and the one closest to his heart. “I went there with you at night, Cookie.”
“The odds are better you’ll be sober Sunday morning,” the cook told Ketchum. “Nine o’clock, Sunday morning-Daniel and I will meet you there.” (They meant Dead Woman Dam, though young Dan knew that neither man would say it.)
“We can all go in my truck,” Ketchum said.
“I’ll drive Daniel with me, in case you’re not quite sober,” Dominic replied.
Ketchum pushed his clean plate away; he rested his shaggy head on the countertop and stared at his cast. “You’ll meet me at the mill-pond, you mean?” Ketchum asked.
“I don’t call it that,” the cook said. “The dam was there before the mill. How can they call it a pond, when it’s where the river narrows?”
“You know mill people,” Ketchum said with contempt.
“The dam was there before the mill,” Dominic repeated, still not naming the dam.
“One day the water will breach that dam, and they won’t bother to build another one,” Ketchum said; his eyes were closing.
“One day they won’t be driving logs on Twisted River,” the cook said. “They won’t need a dam where the river runs into the reservoir, though I believe they’ll keep the Pontook Dam on the Androscoggin.”
“One day soon, Cookie,” Ketchum corrected him. His eyes were closed-his head, his chest, and both his arms were sprawled on the countertop. The cook quietly removed the clean plate, but Ketchum wasn’t asleep; he spoke more slowly than before. “There’s a sort of spillway off to one side of the dam. The water makes a pool-it’s almost like an open well-but there’s a kind of containment boom, just a rope with floats, to keep the logs out.”
“It sounds like you remember it as exactly as I do,” Dominic told him.
That was where they’d found his mother, Danny knew. Her body floated lower in the water than the logs; she must have drifted under the containment boom and into the spillway. Ketchum had found her all alone in the pool, or the well-not a log around her.
“I can’t quite see how to get there,” Ketchum said, with some frustration. With his eyes still closed, he was slowly curling the fingers of his right hand, his fingertips reaching for but not quite touching the palm of his cast; both the cook and his son knew that the logger was testing his tolerance of the pain.
“Well, I can show you, Ketchum,” Dominic said gently. “You have to walk out on the dam, or across the logs-remember?”
The cook had carried one of the folding cots into the kitchen. He nodded to his son, who helped him set up the cot-where it wouldn’t be in the way of the ovens, or the inside-opening screen door. “I want to sleep in the kitchen, too,” Danny told his dad.
“If you make a little distance between yourself and the conversation, you might actually go back to sleep,” Dominic said to his son.
“I want to hear the conversation,” Danny said.
“The conversation is almost over,” the cook whispered in the boy’s ear, kissing him.
“Don’t count on it, Cookie,” Ketchum said, with his eyes still closed.
“I’ve got the baking to do, Ketchum-and I might as well start the potatoes.”
“I’ve heard you talk and cook at the same time,” Ketchum told him; he hadn’t opened his eyes.
The cook gave his son a stern look, pointing to the stairs. “It’s cold upstairs,” Danny complained; the boy paused on the bottom step, where the skillet was.
“On your way, please put the skillet back where it belongs, Daniel.”
The boy went grudgingly upstairs, pausing on every step; he listened to his father work with the mixing bowls. Young Dan didn’t need to see in order to know what his dad was doing-the cook always made the banana bread first. As Danny hung the eight-inch cast-iron skillet on the hook in his father’s bedroom, he counted sixteen eggs cracked into the stainless-steel bowl; then came the mashed bananas and the chopped walnuts. (Sometimes, his dad topped the bread with warm apples.) The cook made the scones next, adding the eggs and the butter to the dry ingredients-the fruit, if he had any, he added last. From the upstairs hall, Danny could hear his father greasing the muffin tins, which he then sprinkled with flour-before he put the corn-muffin mixture into the tins. There was oatmeal in the banana bread-and sweet bran flour, which the boy could soon smell from his bedroom.
It was warmer under the covers, from where Danny heard the oven doors open and the baking pans and muffin tins slide in; then he heard the oven doors close. The unusual sound, which made the boy open his eyes and sit up in bed, was his father struggling to lift Ketchum-holding the big man under both arms while he dragged him to the folding cot. Danny hadn’t known that his dad was strong enough to lift Ketchum; the twelve-year-old crept quietly down the stairs and watched his father settle Ketchum on the cot, where the cook covered the logger with one of the unzipped sleeping bags, as if the opened bag were a blanket.