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“Excuse me?” she said. “I sent you the warning.”

“Well, whoop-de-do,” said Constantine. “That was good, but it’s not good enough. It was you who tried to have me arrested. It was you and your clique who set out to ruin our finances. That you drew back from the brink is very much to your credit, Synch, but it was a brink you’d brought us to.”

There was this to be said for comms delay: it gave you cover for speechlessness.

“I could recriminate too,” she said at last. “But I won’t.”

“Glad to hear it,” said Constantine. He took a squirt of his drink. “Do you have anything constructive to say?”

“We can discuss a timetable for contact and colonization, to minimize—”

Constantine had had his hand up, she reckoned, by the time she had said “discuss.”

“Not up for discussion. What I and the crew are waiting to hear about is the steps you’ve taken to have the Council deposed, arrested, and slung in the brig.”

She blinked up a couple of words in her dictionary. “Out of the question,” she said.

Constantine reached forward to cut the connection.

“Wait!” she said.

“Go ahead.”

“We can’t possibly unseat the Council. My position was in a minority.”

“So? Last I heard, the Council had a couple hundred members. You have tens of thousands of ship-generation kids. No contest.”

His words conjured up an absurd image of a crowd surrounding the Council building, marching in and carrying off its members. At that point her imagination failed, and she knew she had him on the run.

“That’s absurd,” she said. “The Council has nothing with which to enforce its will but its moral authority and the agreement of the Complement. If that goes, on what does whatever replaces the Council rely? Armed force?”

“I’m not asking you to use armed force, or unarmed either. Heaven forfend that civilized people like us should resort to violence. That could escalate all the way up to nuclear. No, you can do it constitutionally. Raise a petition to have them impeached. Trigger a recall referendum. Whatever. It’s all in the Contract. I don’t care if you succeed or not, as it happens. In a few years the ship generation will all be old enough to vote. But what I want to see now, and I think I speak for most of us, is some evidence of good faith on the part of the Council minority. Some real protest at what happened. Not some apology and let’s put it all behind us and move on. Until we see that, we’ll continue to put you behind us and move on.” He chuckled. “At some considerable velocity.”

“We could demand the same of you, about the intervention.”

“You could, but it would be a waste of breath. The situations aren’t symmetrical. We are in the right, your majority is in the wrong even if we made a mistake, which I don’t think we did. So we’re going to sort out the consequences of what we’ve done, with or without the rest of you.”

Synchronic sat silent for a moment. This was a private channel. She didn’t need or want the advice of the Circle. The situation looked like an impasse. Neither side could physically damage the other, even if — unthinkably — they’d wanted to. Their anti-meteor defences were more than adequate to handle the other side’s turning their own missiles and lasers to offensive use. That had been for millennia part of the minimum spec, in the light of the possibility of ships going bad. It had only been the close proximity of the escaping cones that had made the intended BMP hit even a possibility.

The cylindrical habitat was self-sufficient. Not indefinitely — it would need system resources in at most ten years — but it could hold out for the time that mattered. It had the finances, the resources, and the experience to make colonization a fast and smooth process. The trouble was, the cones had all the most enterprising and energetic colonists. Without economic links to the future settlements and industries, the habitat was doomed to be a backwater. And a backwater occupied, not just with frustrated founders, but with an ever-growing crowd of frustrated would-be colonists.

Physically, it was secure. Socially, it was a sealed vessel with pressure building up. Enough pressure to—

Enough pressure to blow the place apart.

She smiled. “I think we’ll do the same,” she said. “Keep in touch.”

She cut the link before Constantine could do more than open his mouth.

14 366:04:10 12:32

Six weeks since separation. Grant’s been working in salvage a lot. We have a place in one of these complicated arboreal arrangements. Even the water supply oozes rather than flows. Capillary effects, right? Grant says it’s like working in a cave and coming home to a tree. He seems to enjoy it.

I’ve been doing what I can with our diminished funds, scouring the exchanges every day, and talking to as many people as I can reach back in the ship. It’s good to make contact again, but with the comms lag old friends seem oddly distant. Well, not just the comms lag. We may be growing apart as fast as we’re moving apart. They feel, for now at any rate, that they’re in it together with the founders, but more than that (and I can tell there are tensions with the founders already), they feel that we have somehow abandoned them and let them down. We feel we’re in it together with the crew. The main reason I keep in touch is to reduce that feeling of abandonment, but it’s a struggle.

Which leaves the virtualities. These are not as entertaining a diversion, or as useful an occupation, as I’d expected. This is not because they aren’t vivid. They are.

There are two problems with them. The first, and the most annoying, is that the thrill of hearing translated words soon wears off when you find out how few words are translated. The trudges are learning language, but mainly language spoken to them. So you see a bat person and hear him or her shouting: “Pick that up and put it over there!”

And you see hands picking up some heavy object, a juddering walk, and hear a crash.

Then you hear a number of other words, including: “brute,” “stupid,” “fuck,” and “off.”

The other problem is that although you see streets and fields and so on, most of the time you’re seeing the inside of some dark, dull, and dingy place: a cellar, a barn, a factory, a back room. The work done by the trudges is brutal, physical, and repetitive. Even watching it is tedious and exhausting. The only bit that’s interesting, in a way, is seeing the viewpoint of a trudge pulling a passenger cart. And that’s just too distressing to watch, because all the time you hear the crack and see the lashing tip of a whip.

14 366:04:13 22:47

I wish I could delete that. But in a way it’s good that I posted it, because I got a flood of (well, seven) messages telling me I’d been looking in the wrong place, and pointing me to the newslines. Everything is so different here you don’t imagine newslines. You think, this is crew quarters, everything runs on hint and rumour and scuttlebutt and that’s why I’m out of the loop, and you never think, there are people here who make news their work. But I digress.

Something strange, fascinating, and disturbing is going on.

But before I get on to that — well, you know what I’m going to get on to. Everybody’s talking about it. Alien television.

Did they learn it from us? Did they somehow pick up from our download the idea that there’s more to be done with television than use it for two-way, point-to-point communication? That you can broadcast!

Because that’s definitely what they’re doing now. We know that because some of the trudges from whose bodies we get transmissions see the big public screens, though they can’t be said to watch them, exactly. Those that do watch tend to get cuffed about the face and yelled at. So it’s something glimpsed sidelong. But we can see them, direct, from the aliens’ television broadcasts.