“Do? You can marry Karl Stolberg. That would be doing something. The Stolbergs have a hundred thousand acres. At least a hundred thousand.”
“Oh, then why not a von Armin? They have even more. Twice that.”
“There’s no von Armin the right age,” Fritz said, not rising to the tease.
“Then I’ll wait,” Irene said.
Fritz snorted. “You think a girl has forever to decide this?”
“Anyway, who needs more land? Why don’t you auction me off? Get some cash. Good Pomeranian stock. Untouched.” She looked over at Alex, a sly smile. “How much for a bridal night?”
“Irene, how can you talk like this?” Elsbeth said, her mouth narrowing. “To father.”
But it was Elsbeth, prim and conventional, who was offended, not Fritz, who enjoyed jousting with Irene, a daughter cut from the same rough cloth.
“Let’s hope he doesn’t ask for proof,” Fritz said. “Untouched.”
“Papa,” Elsbeth said.
“Well, it’d be worth the wait. For a von Armin,” Irene said, enjoying herself. “But then-I don’t know-maybe not. The von Bernuths only marry for love. Isn’t that right? Just like you and Mama.”
“That was different.”
“Yes? How many acres did she bring?”
“Don’t make fun of your mother.”
A woman Alex remembered always in the same full skirt, piled hair held by a tortoise comb, a Wilhelmine figure who spent her days running the house-the long, rich meals, the polishing and dusting-as if nothing had changed outside the heavy front doors, the kaiser still in place, the angry noises in the street better ignored, a time before politics.
“I can also run a trace through CROWCASS,” Campbell had said.
“What’s that?”
“Registry of war criminals. Convicted. Suspected.”
“No. They weren’t like that.”
“If you say so. Nobody was, not now. Just ask them.”
Alex shook his head. “You didn’t know them. They were in their own world. Fritz-I don’t think he ever had an idea in his head. Just shooting birds and chasing the maids.”
“Shooting birds?”
“Game birds. And deer. Hunting. It’s a big thing in that part of the world. Was, anyway.”
The house parties, long cold days in the fields, beaters up ahead, then a rush of birds up through the trees, yellow birch against the dark green firs. Lined up for pictures with the day’s kill laid out in front, bonfires, bottles of Sekt, dinners that went on all evening. Sometimes an invitation farther east, the thick forests of East Prussia, wild boar.
“I thought you said they were broke.”
“It doesn’t cost anything to be a guest-they were one of the old families. Anyway, they had enough for that.” He looked at Don. “He didn’t care about Hitler, any of that. They never talked about politics.”
Until it was all they talked about, the unavoidable poisoned air everyone breathed, even the dinner table under siege.
“I won’t have it in this house,” Fritz said. “All this talk. Bolsheviks.”
“Bolsheviks,” Erich said, dismissive, his father’s bluster by now a familiar joke. “It’s not Russia here.”
“So what, then? Hooligans? Maybe you prefer hooligans. Otto Wolff and the rest of your gang. Socialists. What does it even mean, ‘Socialists’? Kurt Engel. A Jew-” Catching himself, aware of Alex down the table. “Fighting in the streets. We had enough of that after the war. Spartakists. That woman Luxemburg. Of course dead. How else would she end up?”
“We’re not fighting in the streets,” Erich said, an exaggerated patience. “The Nazis are fighting.”
“And cracking skulls. Yours, if you’re not careful, and then what? Politics.” Almost spitting it out. “I don’t want trouble. Not in this house.” What he wanted was his wife, with the tortoise comb, the boiled beef with horseradish sauce, and Kaiserschmarren for dessert, life the way it had been. He looked at Erich. “You have responsibilities.”
“So go stick my head in the sand. How much room is left down there, where you stick yours?”
“Bolsheviks. And how do you think that’s going to end? No property rights, that’s how.”
“Don’t worry,” Irene said, “by that time we won’t have any property left, so what’s the difference?”
“Quatsch,” Fritz said, genuinely angry.
“Well, how much is left? This house, yes, Berlin. But the country? I know you’ve been selling it off. You think nobody knows, but everybody talks. How much is left?”
“Enough to feed you. Where do you think the money goes? You think your dresses are free? Food?” His hand sweeping over the long table with the silver carving dishes.
“So it’s for us. Not the card games. Those women you-”
“Irene,” Elsbeth said.
“Oh, what’s the difference? Mother’s dead. Everybody knows.”
“Alex, you talk to them,” Fritz said, shifting, suddenly embarrassed. “How can someone at this table be with the Bolsheviks? Does that make sense? They kill people like us.”
“But what is the choice?” Alex said quietly. “The Nazis? They’ll kill everybody before they’re through.”
“Hindenburg will never accept that man. Von Papen-”
“Has no one behind him.”
“I tell you. He will never accept him.”
“Oh, you know this?” Erich said. “Your friends at the club?”
“He has to form a government,” Alex said.
“Not with Communists. Socialists.”
Alex looked at him. “Then you’ve made your choice.”
“I don’t choose any of them,” Fritz said, exasperated. “They’re all-” He turned to Erich. “You’ll see. All the same. Keep out of it. Keep your head down.” Alex’s father’s advice too, burrowing in.
He opened his eyes. A sound, stopping. Not the airplanes, still humming in the distance. Closer, in the hall. Footsteps. He listened, holding his breath. Where had they stopped? Just outside? The way he used to listen after Oranienburg, an ear to the door even when he was asleep. The middle of the night. No, there was a faint light outside the window. Not yet morning but not night anymore. Then the steps started again, soft, not wanting to be heard. He got up and went over to the door, listening.
But why would they be checking on him at this hour? Suspecting what? We just want information, Don had said. Some ears to the ground. There’s no danger to you. If you’re careful. Hedging. Careful of what? People listening at doors. The hall was still. Alex turned the knob, easing the door open a crack. A dim night-light, empty corridor. But someone had been here. Then he saw the shoes at the next door, just polished, the Adlon overnight service, even in the ruins. He leaned against the doorjamb, feeling foolish. But it might have been somebody.
And now he was up, restless, the room closing in again. If he lay down they’d come back, not dreams exactly, bits of his life that still hovered in the air here. He should change, have a bath, but he didn’t want to run water now, risk pipes clanging, let everyone know he was up. What he wanted, just for a while, was to be invisible, someone nobody could see. Another ghost.
He pulled on his overcoat and started down the hall, as quiet as the shoe boy, keeping to the carpet runner. The lobby was deserted except for the night porter, half asleep, whose surprised look Alex had to answer before he’d unlock the door.
“Couldn’t sleep. I thought I’d take a walk.”
“A walk,” the porter said. “It’s not safe, nights. It’s the DPs. I know, they’ve had a rough time, still-”
Alex looked out at the deserted street. “It’ll be light soon.”