I’m stuck in some limbo, feeling angry and sad. The emotions start getting the better of me. Rather suddenly, I scoot my chair out, everyone’s face rises up to me, alarmed by action. Kailey finally turns her attention back to me, but I stomp out of the restaurant in the most embarrassing imitation of a toddler fit.
I bum a cigarette from the guy outside and light it, taking a long drag. Just as I’m handing him back his lighter, Jessa appears outside. I love the girl, but she’s isn’t the one I was hoping would come after me.
She gives the nice guy a smile and then turns my way. “What the hell is the matter with you?”
“Nothing, just go inside,” I instruct her, shooing her away with my hand.
“Trey?” she questions, but my eyes find Kailey, peering out the window of the door. I’m an ass because I’m about to fuck up this whole situation. Jessa follows my vision, rubs my arm, and then heads back inside without saying another word. Watching through the door, as she and Kailey talk, my heart starts to race with anxiety, but before I can make out what’s being said, Kailey emerges with her coat on.
“So, I’m going to call my uncle to pick me up,” her voice low and unsure from the uncomfortable situation I’ve caused.
“No,” I yell and the lighter guy looks my way. “I mean, why?” Like I don’t fucking know why. I just acted like a jealous boyfriend, who can’t keep his emotions in check, but in my defense, I’m not used to this overwhelming possessiveness that’s taken over residency in my body.
“Trey...there’s a lot going on in my life. I don’t think I can bear a guy who’s clearly in love with someone he can’t have.” She entangles her arms across her chest, to shield herself from the wind.
“What are you talking about?” I ask her, confused about this baffling conclusion she’s come to. If she doesn’t want me, why doesn’t she just say it rather than give me some lame ass excuse about me being in love with someone?
“You and—Jessa. It’s evident you have some sort of feelings for her.” I’ll give her one thing, she stares me directly in the eye, so she doesn’t miss my reaction to her accusations.
I laugh, and she turns around walking down the sidewalk. I throw the cigarette to the ground and jog after her. “Hold up.” Grasping her arm with my hand. She spins around at my contact.
“Please, Trey, let’s just leave whatever this is here. It’s been fun the last few days, but I can’t give you what you want, anyway.”
“Listen, let me get my coat, and then we’ll talk.” I patiently wait for her response with my hand still on her arm. She looks down at my hand, then up to me, and I release my grip. I give my best puppy eyes to plead my case, and she reluctantly agrees.
“Fine, you can drive me back to my aunt and uncle’s. We’ll talk on the ride, but Trey, nothing will change my mind,” she tells me. Ignoring her words, I quickly go inside, grabbing money out of my wallet on the way to the table. Tossing the bills down, I grab my coat and leave without a word to any of them. I’m pretty sure it’s a given why I’m leaving and where I’m going.
A sigh of relief escapes from my lips when I spot Kailey sitting on a bench outside the restaurant. The snow whips around her, sticking to her silky brown hair. With her phone out, her thumbs speed around the screen, while she types a text.
By the time I reach her, she’s turning the screen off and tucking it in her pocket. “Ready?” I ask, holding out my hand for her.
“Yeah.” She stands up, ignores my hand and brushes past me.
Feeling deflated, I tuck my hand back in my jacket before fishing for the keys with my other hand. My gentlemanly behavior continues as I open the door for her and gently shut it behind her. As I make my way to the driver’s side, thoughts rush through my head on how to make this right.
The engine starts with a purr only this high-end kind of a car can in this cold as fuck weather. Easing out of the parking spot, I make my way back towards her aunt and uncle’s. She finally allows me to take her hand in mine, our warmth spreads together between our cold hands immediately.
“Can we talk?” I ask her, peering at her from the corner of my eye, hoping she’ll look at me. No go.
Her body language screams she wants to bolt out of this car, but I’m not about to let her go. I can’t, not until I figure this out. “Trey, forget what I said back there. It’s me....there’s a lot going on with me that I really don’t want to explain.” Her vision remains focused on the snow-covered road in front of us.
“I’m not asking you to marry me, Kailey,” I assure her, although a part me thinks it wouldn’t be the worst idea I’ve ever had. I’ve definitely had worse.
“Can you pull over up ahead? At the scenic overlook?” I follow her directions and put the car in park, praying she doesn’t know some secret way back to leave me. “Come on,” she instructs me and climbs out of the car.
Shutting the door, I bundle myself against the fierce wind and snow swirling around when we leave the safety of the heated seats. “Kailey?” I question.
“Come over here,” she instructs me to join her right at the edge of the mountain.
Words can’t express how amazing the view is tonight. The clear sky with the moon casting a shadow onto a lake a hundred feet below us is one straight out of a romantic movie.
“It’s beautiful, huh?” she asks, and I glance at her and have to catch a breath before absorbing the whole picture. The moonlight shines down across her face, highlighting her soft features and silky hair. Her skin glows under the brightness of the night sky.
“Yeah,” I agree, but referring to a completely different view.
“I have a confession,” she admits. Damn it, I knew a girl like her must have a boyfriend. She’s not only gorgeous, but she’s cool as shit with her smartass mouth.
“Boyfriend?” I give her an out. If I say it first, maybe it will hurt less.
“I already—wait, what?” She stops talking when she hears my question. “No, do you think... Trey, I wouldn’t do that,” she divulges. So, no boyfriend, and she’s not a cheater from the shocked expression on her face that I would conclude such a thing.
“So, what is it?” I ask her again, growing more impatient.
She bites her lower lip, sucking it into her mouth. God, I want that mouth. Her green gems look up at me through her eyelashes, and I’m thrown on what she’s about to tell me. “I knew who you were. I knew who all of you were,” she admits, and I cock my head to the side, confused.
This is one of the few times in my life, I’m speechless. She stands inches away from me, biting that lower lip that I’ve been dying to suck into my mouth for the past few days. “Why did you act like you didn’t know us?” My initial reaction is to step back from her.
“I don’t know.” From her steady voice and calm body it appears she’s answering honestly. “I’ve caught your show a few times, and when I saw you guys walk into the terminal at the airport... I wasn’t going to say anything. But, then Dex approached me, and the whole coincidence of sitting between the two of you on the plane.”
“Why didn’t you say something? That’s great you know we’re in a band, but Kailey, you don’t really know us, you just know our stage presence.” I step closer and I’m about to take her hands in mine when I notice her eyes filled with regret, revealing there’s more than not admitting she knew we were The Invisibles.
“Trey—I’ve seen you at a lot of bars,” she admits, and I sigh in complete exhaustion of knowing exactly what she saw. “Always with a different girl. Always in a compromising position.”
“Shit, Kailey, I’m sorry,” I apologize, but nothing can make up for the ass I feel like right now.
“So, I knew what I was getting when I flirted with you. I wanted someone to distract me this week. Get my mind off things back home. My intentions were to sleep with you, have fun, and then go back to Western and continue my life, but...”