Oho, I said to myself, I see how the wind blows. No wonder Louisa made difficulties about my going to her at night. I have now no doubt Master Fred passes the night with her. However, I shall be there to see, and it will be strange if I don't eventually join in their sport.
Of course, I did not attempt to join them in the grounds after what I had seen. At dinner I complained of a headache and lassitude, and fancied I had caught cold, or that some of the chemicals I had been making use of had affected me adversely. In the evening I slipped away a little after ten o'clock, telling Mamma to make my apologies when the music was over, as I wished to retire early and be left quiet. I got to my bedroom and, slipping off coat and waistcoat, and donning a dark flannel dressing-gown, and taking with me a small flask of wine, I locked my door outside, put the key in my pocket, got quite unobserved to Louisa's dressing-room, and was soon safely ensconced and locked in the above mentioned closet.
The recess for the dirty linen with its lid formed a convenient seat, so that I had no fear of being over-fatigued from standing upright all night. In about half an hour Louisa entered with her maid, and after various toilet operations was helped into bed, and the maid, after lighting the night-light, left by the dressing-room door. I felt much inclined to leave my concealment and join the dear girl in her bed, where she lay so enchantingly inviting, but I could see by her restless manner that she was on edge with expectation, and evidently awaiting the arrival of someone. I had not long to wait. I heard a step in the water-closet passage, and then I could see in the dim light the door open and a figure enter who, when he came within the light of the bedroom, showed himself to be unmistakeably her brother Fred, in dressing-gown only. He had bolted the door by which he entered, but did not close the intermediate door between the two rooms, so that I could see everything.
He rushed up to the bed, and Louisa, rising, met his embrace halfway. They had a long, long kiss of love, and I could see that his hand was revelling in all her secret charms. Of course, this could not last above a minute, as both were too ardent to waste time in such preliminary trifles.
'Off with your clothes entirely, dear Fred,' cried Louisa.
And rising she threw off her night-gown. Fred was nearly as quick, but left just sufficient time for Louisa to light a lamp, conveniently placed to give them all the satisfaction of gazing on each other's most private parts.
Fred caught her by her magnificent buttocks just as she finished lighting the lamp; they then fondly embraced, and clasped each other's naked bodies in their arms. Then turning in front of a cheval glass, they gazed upon their mutual charms. A glorious sight to see these beautiful creatures in all the undisguised perfection of their exquisite proportions!
Fred's cock stood stiff up against his belly, and was a magnificent weapon, somewhat larger than my own. The scene was so exciting that I could not avoid frigging myself, but for the details I must refer you to another letter. I am too excited to write more.
LETTER IX
I was obliged to break off my last letter, as the recollection of those two lovely creatures posing their naked and beautiful forms, all unconscious of a witness to their incestuous proceedings was too exciting for me to continue the description that day. Now that I am in a cooler mood, I will give you further details of the delicious scenes of which I was an eye-witness.
A few minutes passed in mutual admiration of their enchanting forms. Louisa then taking the splendid prick of her brother in her hand stooped, kissed it and took it into her mouth.
'Come to the bed, dear Lou,' said Fred. 'We will begin with a double gamahuche.'
Fred threw himself down on the bed, with his head to the foot that he might have the advantage of the lamp to show off all Louisa's glorious secret charms.
This position was, of course, equally favourable to me. I even ventured to unlock the door gently and hold it slightly open. As the lamp was so placed that I could not see it, it naturally threw all into shade where I was. I also felt certain they were and would be too much occupied with themselves to have eyes for aught else, especially as they imagined they were secure because of the doubly-fastened doors. I was thus enabled while quietly seated to be a deeply interested spectator of the delicious and highly exciting scene of incest being enacted before me.
After they had finished their mutual gamahuche which, I could see by the convulsive movements of her arse, had drawn two discharges from the lascivious Louisa, they turned, and after a short toying to recover the stiffness of Fred's pego, they proceeded to have a delicious fuck.
The sight of brother and sister in all the delights of fucking was extremely exciting, and but for my previous frig I must have again given way to the lubricity of the scene, but I was now enabled to look more calmly on the libidinous and incestuous proceedings, which were of the warmest nature.
Fred did not withdraw after his first spend in her cunt, but continued to soak in the delicious cavity until her exciting pressures brought his prick into sufficient consistency to continue the combat worthily. Thrice did he sacrifice to Priapus before withdrawing, and to judge by her increased movements and sudden pauses I should say that Louisa quite spent twice to his once. She then thought it necessary to take his prick into her mouth to bring it more quickly to the scratch, but as she turned my way the sight was not so interesting as before, although, doubtless, he was sucking her cunt at the same time.
Shortly I saw that his prick was excited to the normal stiffness it had at first exhibited, and as he placed her on her hands and knees, and from some expressions that fell from both, I saw and understood that they were about to sacrifice upon the more sacred and secret altar of Priapus. This scene of a brother buggering a sister was too exciting for me to resist it, and again I was obliged to have recourse to my fingers, in order to relieve my excessive lecherousness.
Fred twice sacrificed in the smaller temple of Venus before he withdrew. The two then lay side by side, and after many tender and loving embraces began a conversation which opened my eyes to much of the secret history of this interesting family.
Louisa began by asking why he had not come the previous night. He excused himself by saying that he thought William was with her, and so he had passed the night with Sophie, although much against his wish, as Sophie would remain after her marriage and departure.
'You know, my beloved Lou, that you, and you alone, enchant me. You first taught me what the joys of coition are, and to you I am always most attached. Sophie is becoming a worthy imitator of you, but is still far behind, and I doubt if she will ever equal your rare powers of pleasing in love's combats.'
On listening to this interesting conversation, I could not help thinking what a dupe I had been to my own imagination. Here was my own Louisa, a regular fucker with her brother long before I knew her, and yet I had had the self-delusion to fancy myself the first man to possess her. And yet, when I came to reconsider all the circumstances of her extreme readiness to meet me in every lascivious idea and movement, I ought to have seen that she was already well-instructed to meet every movement I prescribed. I suppose our self-love won't let us see all that is absolutely staring us in the face, for certainly the facility and the aplomb, to use a French word, that Louisa showed from the very first, should at once have convinced me that she was no novice. But my vanity would not allow me to see that at the time.
Thus we deceive ourselves, and we have no right to throw all the blame on what we are pleased to call the weaker sex, although they far surpass us in every ruse and guile that can deceive us. I must own that we lend ourselves very easily to the deceit they practise.