I went on: “I saw the Spanish galleon in the harbor.”
“A Spanish galleon! You were dreaming.”
“Not this time. I saw it and there was no mistaking it. And that was not all. Someone came ashore, someone who came to this house.”
“You were dreaming.”
“I was not. I saw a man come here. Honey, I am involved with your follies. Have I not placed myself in a desperate situation because of you? I won’t be in the dark.”
She looked at me steadily for some moments and said: “I will be back in a moment.”
She came back with Edward. He looked very grave, yet his lips were firmly set as though he were determined to continue with what he had begun.
“Honey has told me that you saw something last night. What exactly was it?”
“A Spanish galleon in the bay, a boat rowing ashore and your bringing a man into the house.”
“And you surmise that the man you saw was the one who came ashore?”
“I am certain of it. And I do wonder what is happening.”
“We can trust you, Catharine. I know what a good friend you have been to us both.”
“What are you doing, Edward? Who is the man who came here last night?”
“He is a priest.”
“Ah, I thought it. Have you not had enough of priests?”
“They are good men who are persecuted in God’s name, Catharine.”
“And bring persecution to others,” I murmured.
“We must all suffer for our faith if called upon to do so.”
“It serves no purpose these days to stand in the marketplace and declare that faith, particularly if it is against that favored by the Sovereign and her ministers.”
“You are right and you must know what is happening. Honey and I think that you should go back to the Abbey. We may be in some danger here.”
“There is danger everywhere. Tell me who the man was who came last night.”
“He is a Jesuit priest. He is English. He has been persecuted for his faith. He comes from Salamanca in Spain.”
“And he was brought here on the galleon?”
Edward nodded. “He will work here for the good of his faith. He will visit houses…”
“As Thomas Elders does,” I said.
“First he will stay here with us.”
“And so place us in jeopardy.”
“If God wills it.”
“Is he here now?”
“He left the house in the early hours of the morning before the servants were astir. He will arrive today in the midafternoon. I shall greet him as a friend and he will stay with us awhile until he makes his plans. He will be known as John Gregory, a friend of my youth. He will be a member of this household until he departs.”
“You are placing us all in dire danger.”
“It may well be, but if we are discreet we shall be safe enough. If you wish to return to the Abbey, Catharine, you should do so.”
“And what will the Pennlyons do then, think you? What if I flout them? If I go home while they plan a ceremonial betrothal feast do you think they will calmly accept this?”
“They must do what they will.”
“And Thomas Elders and your Jesuit and Honey and yourself?”
“We must look after ourselves. What happens here is none of your making.”
Honey was looking at me earnestly. “We will not let you marry Jake Pennlyon if you are so set against it.”
“If I am set against it! I hate the man. How could I be anything but set against it?”
“Then we must devise a plan and the best seems for you to leave here and, as Edward said, if they make trouble they must then make it.”
I did not answer. I had decided against going back to the Abbey. I was not going to let Jake Pennlyon think I had run away. I would stay and face him; I would outwit him in my own way.
Meanwhile, Edward and Honey were getting deeper into intrigue and I trembled for them.
That afternoon John Gregory arrived at the house. He was greeted as an old friend by Edward and was given the red bedroom with the big four-poster bed and a window which looked out over the country for miles.
He walked with a limp and there were scars on his left cheek and on his wrists. He was tall and stooped a little and had a certain haunted expression in his eyes which I could not forget.
He looked to me like a man who had suffered. A fanatic, I decided, who might well suffer again. Such people made me uncomfortable.
The servants appeared to accept the explanation of his visit. I watched them carefully to see if there was any suspicion, but I missed Jennet, who was such a chatterer and had often unconsciously let me into the secrets of the servants’ quarters. Luce was efficient but taciturn, and I thought then of reinstating Jennet. She was contrite. I was beginning to doubt my motives, though, and I was not sure whether the sight of her angered me because she had betrayed me or because I couldn’t stop thinking of Jake Pennlyon’s laying his lustful hands on her and wondering, of course, whether he had seduced her already.
I did, however, take her back with me the day after John Gregory came.
I lectured her a little. “You will serve me, Jennet,” I reminded her. “If you ever lie to me again I shall have you beaten.”
“Yes, Mistress,” she said demurely.
“And you should be warned not to listen to men’s tales. They will get you with child and then what will happen to you, do you think?”
She blushed scarlet and I said: “Remember it.” I could not bring myself to ask her for details of what had happened between her and Jake Pennlyon because I told myself it was undignified—and yet in a way I did wish to know.
A day passed. I knew that the return of the Pennlyons could not long be delayed. The period of respite was coming to an end.
The Pennlyons were back. One became aware of it at once. Even the servants seemed excited and the tension in Trewynd had increased. Since they had returned the presence of John Gregory in the house had become more dangerous.
It was not long before Jake came riding over. I was expecting him and was prepared. I had told Honey that on no account must she leave us alone together.
He sat in the hall drinking wine. Edward, Honey and myself watched him intently. He seemed bigger, more overbearing, more arrogant and sure of his ability to get what he wanted than I remembered even. I felt the surging hatred rising in me, bringing with it that wild excitement.
The betrothal ceremony was taking place in three days’ time, he announced.
“It’s too soon,” I said.
“Not soon enough,” he corrected me.
“I shall need to prepare.”
“You’ve had all the time I’ve been away to prepare. You’ll have no longer.”
So he was commanding me already.
“The wedding takes place two weeks later,” he said with authority. “And I shall sail a month after that.”
“Where will your voyage take you?” asked Edward politely.
“We’ll be taking a cargo of cloth out to Guinea and come back we hope with gold and ivory. It won’t be a long voyage if I can help it.” He gave me his lascivious grin. “I shall be missing my wife.”
Edward said he wished him fair weather; and they talked about the sea for a while. Jake’s eyes glowed; he talked of the sea with the same intensity that he had talked of our marriage. The sea fascinated him because it was often wild and unpredictable; he would often have to fight it with all the skill he possessed. He was a man who must fight. Always he had to subdue. Marriage with him would have to be an eternal battle, for as soon as he had won he would lose interest. But why should I contemplate marriage with him? That was for some other pitiable female. I was going to play as dangerous a game as he played on his voyages. Perhaps there was a similarity between us because I at last admitted to myself that I enjoyed the fight.