Jonathan was not listening. “Does the introduction meet your standards, your Highness?” His voice matched Thayet’s for dryness.
The Warlord’s daughter curtsied to just the degree proper for a princess to greet a king—not an inch more. Instead of modestly looking down, she kept her eyes on Jon’s. “I am ‘Highness’ no longer, your Majesty. My father is dead, and I am an exile. I hope to become your Majesty’s loyal, low-born subject.” She inclined her head graciously, her curtsey not wobbling an iota.
Alanna sighed wistfully. She could never match Thayet’s skill at courtly female behavior. Thayet glanced at her, knowing the reason for the sigh, and her gravity gave way. She began to giggle, then to laugh. A fourth cup of tea was poured, for her, and she took the seat beside Jon.
The next morning Alanna and Liam met for their dawn workout. Buri and Thayet, half awake, joined them shortly after they began. The four worked silently and hard for an hour before splitting up for the day. Alanna bathed, deciding to pass up a morning meal. Her nerves were wound too tightly for sleep or food. Despite a short night and excitement the day before, she was wide awake and ready for something she’d wanted to do for weeks.
Duke Roger was on the wall overlooking the City Gate as she rode into one of the many palace courtyards. Alanna stared up at him for a long moment, then glanced at the four Bazhir who had accompanied her this far. How far would their unasked-for protection extend?
Their leader bowed, interpreting her look correctly. “We await you here, Woman Who Rides Like a Man.” Glancing up at Roger, he added, “As long as we may see you plainly.”
She nodded. Leaving her mare to the hostlers and draping Faithful over a shoulder, she climbed the stairs up to the wall.
Roger leaned against the battlement, waiting. Alanna was surprised to see his hair was too long and there were foodstains on his robe—he used to be vain of his appearance. Drawing a deep breath, she put her cat down. “Behave yourself,” she told him firmly. She approached to within arm’s reach and stopped; the cat, his tail dancing with badly contained hatred, crouched at her feet.
“So,” Roger said, his light voice poisonous, “you survived. What a pity.”
Alanna grinned with relief. She didn’t have to pretend everything was fine and she liked this man. Open war was declared. “Hello, Roger. You look pale. Not enough time in the sun?”
His eyes, lighter than Jon’s, narrowed. “You’re cocky, aren’t you? Killed anyone recently?”
“No. It’s so depressing to come back and find one’s work reversed.” Her nerves hummed as if she were in combat.
A cruel smile curled his lips. “You know who to thank.”
Alanna shrugged. “I know. Tell me something, will you? You meant to kill her—the queen? And the king, and Jon?”
Roger tugged his beard. “If you ask about the days before you killed me, yes, I did. You doubted it? Or did you persuade yourself a court trial would have absolved you from complicity in my death?” She flinched and looked aside. “You aren’t absolved. If not for you, I would have been king. Those were my plans. Now, of course, it’s different. I had nothing to do with their deaths. I have promised to behave. Not that I can misbehave, since my Gift stayed behind when I came back to the living.” He grinned wolfishly. “It keeps my tomb warm for me, against my return.” Alanna shuddered. “Don’t you want to assure yourself my fangs are drawn? Use your keepsake.” He pointed at the ember. “I know all about it from Thom.”
Alanna did not like that Thom had seen fit to tell Roger that bit of news. Still, she touched the ember and saw only him, not even a tinge of orange fire. Disquieted, she released the ember. “You’re still a dangerous man, Roger. Your Gift just made things easier for you.”
He reached out and gripped her wrist, searching her eyes. “You’ve changed, Squire Alan. You’re very much the experienced knight, aren’t you? And you don’t fear me anymore—not as you did once.” He let her go.
Alanna tucked her hands into her pockets to warm them. Thinking about what he’d said, she replied slowly, “You know something? There are sandstorms that strip man and horse and bury them—I’ve seen them. I saw bones piled higher than my head for the folly of a bad king and those who wanted his throne. I lived through a blizzard that froze every other living creature solid. Against those things, you’re only a man. I can deal with you.”
Delight played across his face and eyes. “I’m sure you can, my dear. But I won’t give you the chance—not a second time.” He walked away, climbing to a higher level.
Alanna watched him go. At last, she sighed and picked up her enraged cat, warming her nose against his fur. “Calm down,” she whispered. “I’m not fooled, if that’s what you’re worried about.” She felt cold. “He’s up to something. I’ll stake my reputation on it.”
Raoul awaited her at the foot of the stairs. Instead of the rough shirt and breeches he’d worn aboard ship, he wore the royal blue and silver of the King’s Own, with the silver star of the Commander on his chest. Alanna stopped to admire him.
“I know you told me you were commanding the Own,” she said as she joined him, “but hearing it and seeing it are two different things.” They started walking deeper into the palace grounds. “Did they run to seed while you were off fetching me?”
Raoul shook his head, grinning. “Mahoud ibn Shaham, my Second—he kept them on their toes. Still, I’m glad to be back. I worry when I’m not able to look after things. I saw who you were talking to, by the way.”
“And?”
“What do you make of him?”
“He’s crazy,” Alanna said flatly. “I don’t know if it’s because he’s above ground when he should be in his tomb, or if the spell that brought him back rearranged his mind, but it doesn’t matter which. He’s crazy, and he’s dangerous.”
Raoul nodded. “I agree; Gary agrees; sometimes I think Jon agrees. But what could we do? King Roald—gods rest his passing—you remember how much he disliked a ruckus. He wanted to forgive and forget, especially forget. He restored Roger’s estates, his titles—everything. So now we’re stuck with a crazy royal Duke and all those people who think we’re cursed for keeping him. Can we talk about something else? I’m getting depressed.”
Alanna smiled. “All right. Tell me how you like commanding the King’s Own.”
“It’s all right,” admitted Raoul. They walked through a passage to emerge in the training area for knights, squires, and pages. “It’s not like the border patrols. Commanding the Own means you have to sneak and spy, what with people conspiring to kill Jonathan—”
“What?” she whispered.
Raoul turned red. “Forget I said that. It’s taken care of—ask Jon. Listen, I don’t want to talk about me. What’ve you been doing? What’s the Dragon like? And why in the name of Mithros did you go to the Roof of the World?”
“It’s a long story.” Alanna looked around at the open-air courts, the racks of wooden swords and staffs, the practice dummies, the targets. At this early hour only a few knights were out—Gary, Alex, Geoffrey of Meron. They gathered around, clapping her on the back and demanding to hear all of her adventures. Laughing, she refused, telling them she’d have plenty of time to spin tales.
As they talked, she examined each face. Alex’s was as closed as ever, although he seemed pleased about something. Gary stopped to think before he spoke, so he wasn’t as sarcastic as he used to be. Myles had said Gary had taken up Duke Gareth’s duties; Alanna thought the responsibility was good for her friend. Even Geoffrey seemed sharper, more honed. He told Alanna Scanran raiders kept him hopping all winter on the northern borders.