He felt a secret thrill when he realized he was now on the nursery property, and so far, no one had spotted him… made him, he amended. Darn, he was good at this. Maybe he should quit school and join the CIA.
The last time Marty Pullman had felt this way – like someone had flicked a switch and shut off his brain – he’d been sitting on the cold cement of the parking ramp, looking down at his dead wife.
A lot of the emotions that had gone through him that night were fighting for their place in line again – disbelief, outrage, shock, and finally, a sadness beyond measuring. Jack was right about that stupid Elvis analogy, and now his world was rocking and he didn’t know which end was up. How do you get past learning that a man you’d worshiped, idolized because he was so much better than you could ever hope to be, had been every bit as flawed as you were? And maybe a little bit more, he thought, if you looked at it numerically. A silly part of his mind looking for distraction had tried to estimate how many men Morey had killed during the years when he’d had his son-in-law the cop over for Sunday dinner once a week. And just when the outrage started to set in, the sense of betrayal, he almost laughed aloud. Was there really such a difference between murdering Nazis and murdering the man who had killed your wife?
No wonder you loved him so much. You were two of a kind.
Jack had been totally silent for the past few minutes, maybe giving Marty time to absorb what he’d said so far, maybe waiting for the big question Marty was almost afraid to ask. So Rose Kleber had taken her turn shooting the old man behind the fishing lodge counter, and then handed the gun to Jack.
What did you do, Jack? What the hell did you do?
Jack giggled drunkenly, and Marty realized he’d asked the question aloud. ‘Actually, I threw up. Hurled all over the floor, the gun, and the old lady’s hand. Boy, was she pissed. Not as pissed as Pop, though. He kept telling me to shoot him, “shoot the Nazi bastard” were his exact words, and that was the first time I had an inkling of what was going on. Maybe if he’d been in one of those S.S. outfits torturing somebody I could have done it. I guess I’ll never know. But the thing was, I didn’t see any Nazi. I just saw this really old, messy dead guy.’
‘You didn’t shoot him.’
‘Jesus, Marty, of course not. What do you think I am?’
‘I don’t know, Jack. You keep surprising me.’
‘Whole damn family’s full of surprises, isn’t it?’ Jack said bitterly. ‘Anyway, on the way home Pop told me what they’d been doing all these years, a lot of things about Auschwitz I wish I hadn’t heard, and how it was my duty as his son, his legacy to me, for chrissake, and that if he died before the “work” was done, I had to finish it.’
‘What did you say?’
Jack looked at him over the rim of his glass. ‘I told him I didn’t want to be his son anymore, that I didn’t even want to be a Jew anymore. And then I set out to make sure I wasn’t.’
Marty nodded slowly, remembering the confirmation picture and the wedding picture, Jack’s sudden absence from the family, finally making sense of the jumble of his actions that Lily had called slaps in the face. ‘You should have talked to Lily about it, Jack.’
Jack smiled and drank all at the same time. ‘Double-edged sword, that one. Triple-edged, actually. Hell, for all I knew, she could have been in on it…’
‘Jesus, Jack, how could you ever think that?’
Jack gaped at him. ‘Christ, Marty, maybe because I never would have thought it of my father either, and look how that turned out. I never really bought that Ma could do such a thing, but I wondered, How do you live with somebody for over fifty years and not know something like that is going on? And whether she did it or just knew about it…’ He shrugged helplessly. ‘I couldn’t face it. I didn’t want to know. And if by some miracle she’d been as fooled by him as I’d been, I sure as hell wasn’t going to break her heart by telling her. So I stayed away from both of them, not saying anything, wondering all the while if Pop was out murdering people while I sat there doing nothing, saying stupid things to get through the days like “Gee, Jack, don’t worry, they’re just Nazis and probably deserve it,” trying to figure out if I could live with myself if I turned in my own father and ruined my mother’s life, or if I could live with myself if I didn’t… Christ.’ He took a breath, then a drink. ‘Gotta tell you, though, the alcohol helped.’
On the other side of the bolted door that led to the potting shed, Lily leaned against the splintered wood, listening, her eyes closed, her face creased with pain. ‘Goddamn you, Morey Gilbert,’ she whispered, then she turned and walked away.
‘You should have come to Hannah and me,’ Marty was saying.
‘Are you kidding? I couldn’t get anywhere near Hannah. She would have had it out of me in three seconds, you know she would have. And it would have killed her, Marty, finding that out about her father. She worshiped that man.’
‘Almost as much as you did,’ Marty said, leaning back in his chair, looking at Jack the drunk, the schlock, the inconsiderate, irresponsible black sheep who had sacrificed everything to spare the people he loved. Inside, Marty wept for him, struggling to focus on what he needed to know. ‘You said the killer was finished except for you, Jack. How do you know that?’
‘Oh, yeah, that. I suspected, but didn’t know for absolute sure until the guy took a shot at me. Pop and the others made a lot of trips, killed a lot of people – he was pretty proud of that – but I was only with them once.’
‘At the fishing lodge in Brainerd.’
‘Right. There was a big old loft up behind the registration desk. Last thing I remember was Pop dragging me out by the arm, everybody yelling at me, and I looked up and saw a shadow move behind one of the big wooden posts up there. Somebody saw us, Marty, and as they say, what goes around, comes around.’
Marty closed his eyes a minute and focused on shutting down his emotions, just as he had when he was on the job. Later, when the killer was caught and Jack was safe, he would pull out the memory of all he had learned tonight and just let himself react, but right now, feelings were a luxury he couldn’t afford. It surprised him a little, that he could do it so quickly and so well. Maybe Jack had been right about that, too. Once a cop, always a cop.
‘Okay, Jack, this is what we’re going to do.’ He pulled his cell phone out of its holster and searched the program for Gino Rolseth’s number. ‘We’re going to call Magozzi and Rolseth over here, and you’re going to tell them everything you told me so they can do their job and get this guy, because I’m not about to leave you alone until he’s locked up somewhere, and personally, I don’t like being in the target zone.’
‘No?’ Jack tried to raise his eyebrows. ‘I thought you were suicidal.’
‘Yeah, well, things change, Jack. Man, do they change.’
When Gino answered, Marty told him where they were, that Jack was ready to talk, and that he might have a lead for them. The minute he clicked off there was a tremendous boom as lightning struck something very nearby, bringing Marty to his feet, and then the rain and wind hit with a vengeance, hammering on the roof, battering at the door. When it flew open and banged against the wall, Marty spun around, the.357 already in his hand, pointed toward the doorway.
A bedraggled Jeff Montgomery stood there with his blue eyes wide as the rain blew in around him.
Jack looked blearily at the poor kid and figured he’d quit for sure now. The last time he’d seen his eyes that big was the night he’d pointed a gun at him in the equipment shed. Too many guns in this family, he decided.
‘Goddamnit, Jeff,’ Marty shouted at him. ‘I told you not to come back here tonight!’ Marty was furious, but the kid looked pathetic, like a drowned rat, and he softened a little. ‘Oh for chrissake, get in here. Did you see Becker?’