Her frugal meal was soon finished, and then the children were put to bed. After laying away their clothes, and setting back the table from which their supper had been eaten, Mrs. Gaston seated herself by the already nearly half burned penny candle, whose dim light scarcely enabled her failing eyesight to discern the edges of the dark cloth upon which she was working, and composed herself to her task. Hour after hour she toiled on, weary and aching in every limb. But she remitted not her labors until long after midnight, and then not until her last candle had burned away to the socket in which it rested. Then she put aside her work with a sigh, as she reflected upon the slow progress she had made, and, disrobing herself, laid her over-wearied body beside that of her sick child. Ella was asleep; but her breathing was hard, and her mother perceived, upon laying her hand upon her face, that her fever had greatly increased. But she knew no means of alleviation, and therefore did not attempt any. In a little while, nature claimed for her a respite. Sleep locked her senses in forgetfulness.
CHAPTER III.
DEATH OF MRS. GASTON’S CHILD.—A MOTHER’S ANGUISH.
ON the next morning, at the earliest dawn, Mrs. Gaston arose. She found Ella’s fever still very high. The child was restless, and moaned a good deal in her sleep.
“Poor little thing!” murmured the mother, as she bent over her for a moment, and then turned away, and commenced kindling a fire upon the hearth. Fortunately, for her, she had saved enough from her earnings during the summer to buy half a cord of wood; but this was gradually melting away, and she was painfully conscious that, by the time the long and severe winter had fairly set in, her stock of fuel would be exhausted; and at the prices which she was receiving for her work, she felt that it would be impossible to buy more. After making the fire, she took her work, and drew near the window, through which the cold faint rays of the morning were stealing. By holding the work close to the light, she could see to set her needle, and in this way she commenced her daily toil. An hour was spent in sewing, when Emma aroused up, and she had to lay by her work to attend to her child. Ella, too, had awakened, and complained that her head ached badly, and that her throat was very sore. Half an hour was spent in dressing, washing, and otherwise attending to her children, and then Mrs. Gaston went out to get something for breakfast. On entering the shop of Mrs. Grubb, she met with rather a more courteous reception than had been given her on the morning previous.
“Ah! good-morning, Mrs. Gaston! Good-morning!” said that personage, with a broad, good-natured smile. “How is Ella?”
“She seems very poorly, Mrs. Grubb. I begin to feel troubled about her. She complains of a sore throat this morning, and you know the scarlet fever is all about now.”
“Oh, no! never fear that, Mrs. Gaston. Ella’s not down with the scarlet fever, I know.”
“I trust not. But I have my fears.”
“Never take trouble on interest, Mrs. Gaston. It is bad enough when it comes in the natural way. But what can I do for you?”
“I think I must have a cent’s worth of coffee this morning. My head aches so that I am almost blind. A strong cup of coffee I am sure will do me good. And as I have a hard day’s work before me, I must prepare for it. And then I must have a pint of milk and a three-cent loaf of bread for the children. That must do me for the present. We have some molasses left.”
“You’ll want a little dried meat, or a herring, or something to give you a relish, Mrs. Gaston. Dry bread is poor eating. And you know you can’t touch molasses.” Half in sympathy did Mrs. Grubb utter this, and half as a dealer, desirous of selling her goods.
“Nothing more just now, I believe,” the poor woman replied. “I must be prudent, you know, and count over every cent.”
“But you’ll make yourself sick, if you don’t eat something more than you do. So come now; treat yourself to a herring, or to a penny’s worth of this sweet butter. You’ll feel all the better for it, and do more than enough work to pay the cost twice over.”
Mrs. Gaston’s appetite was tempted. The hard fresh butter looked inviting to her eyes, and she stooped over and smelled it half involuntarily.
“I believe you are right, Mrs. Grubb,” she said. “You may give me a couple of cents’ worth of this nice butter.”
An ounce of butter was carefully weighed out, and given to the customer.
“Isn’t there something else, now, that you want?” said the smiling shopkeeper, leaning her elbows upon the counter, and looking encouragingly into the face of Mrs. Gaston.
“I’ve indulged myself, and I shall not feel right, unless I indulge the children a little also,” was the reply; “so weigh me two cents’ worth of your smoked beef. They all like it very much.”
The smoked beef was soon ready, and then the mother hurried home to her children.
After the morning meal had been prepared, Mrs. Gaston sat down and ate her bread and butter, tasting a little of the children’s meat, and drinking her coffee with a keen relish. She felt braced up on rising from the table, and, but for the illness of Ella, would have felt an unusual degree of cheerfulness.
Henry attended the common school of the district, and, soon after breakfast, prepared himself to go. As he was leaving, his mother told him to call at Doctor R—’s, and ask him if he would be kind enough to stop and see Ella. She then seated herself once more beside her little work-table. The two foreparts of the jacket had been finished, except the button-holes; and the sleeves were ready to put in as soon as the body of the garment was ready for them. As the button-holes tried the sight of Mrs. Gaston severely, she chose that part of the day, when her eyes were fresh, to work them. The jacket was double-breasted, and there were five holes to be worked on each side. She had nearly completed one-half of them, when Doctor R—came in. He looked serious upon examining his patient. Said she was very ill, and required immediate attention.
“But you don’t think it the scarlet fever, doctor?” the mother said, in a low, alarmed voice.
“Your child is very sick, madam; and, to tell you the truth, her symptoms resemble too closely those of the fever you have named,” was the undisguised reply.
“Surely, my cup is full and running over!” sobbed Mrs. Gaston, clasping her hands together as this sudden announcement broke down, for a moment, her self-control, while the tears gushed from her eyes.
Doctor R—was a man of true feeling. He had attended, in two or three cases of illness, the children of Mrs. Gaston, and had observed that she was a woman who had become, from some cause, greatly reduced in circumstances. His sympathies were strongly awakened at seeing her emotion, and he said, in a kind but firm voice:
“A mother, the safety of whose child depends upon her calm and intelligent performance of duty, should never lose her self-control.”
“I know that, doctor,” the mother answered, rallying herself with a strong effort. “But I was over-tried already, and your sudden confirmation of my worst fears completely broke me down.”
“In any event, however,” the doctor replied, “you must not permit yourself to forget that your child is in the hands of Him who regards its good in a far higher sense than you can possibly. He never permits sickness of any kind without a good end.”
“I know that, doctor, but I have a mother’s heart. I love my children, and the thought of losing them touches me to the quick.”
“And yet you know that, in passing from this to another state of existence, their condition must be bettered beyond comparison.”
“Oh, yes. Beyond comparison!” replied the mother, half abstractedly, but with touching pathos. “And yet, doctor, I cannot spare them. They are every thing to me.”
“Do not suffer yourself to indulge needless alarm. I will leave you medicine now, and call again to-morrow. If she should be decidedly worse, send for me toward evening.”