She twisted around and grabbed something out of the cab's rear seat, then yanked open her door and flung it out onto the roadside. The truck's interior light flicked on, and I just had time to see that the something was Hannah's bag.
I hit the brakes hard, got out, found the bag, and brushed it off carefully.
When I got back to the truck, Laurie was hunched over with her face in her hands.
"I can't believe I did that," she whispered. "It was terrible. But there's so much going on inside me, I feel like I'm going to explode."
I set the bag on the rear seat and started driving again.
"I don't blame you for being pissed at me," I said. "But that's an insult to my friends. Who were incredibly good to you."
She inhaled slowly and deeply, like she was trying to calm herself.
"I told you I tried to leave Wesley once before," she said. "That's why I recognized John Doe. I know he's gone but-" She shook her head, still in her hands. "It keeps coming back in my mind."
It cooled me down some to remember her terror of John Doe. I stroked her hair until she raised her face to me.
"Will you tell me about it now?" I said.
She nodded, then took a drink from the brandy bottle and passed it to me. There wasn't a whole lot left.
"It started the way a lot of sad things do," she said. "Naive young woman in love with an older man. Sinclair Teague, a local polo star." She shook her head ruefully. "But he'd screw anything that would stay still long enough, and one night I went to his house and found him with some slut. I screamed and broke things. He threw me out. I drove to our country club to drown my silly sorrows.
"Wesley was there. I hardly knew him. He'd sort of drifted into our social circle, nobody seemed quite sure how. He didn't come from our kind of people, and there were rumors that he had shady dealings. But he was smart and charming, and he saw how upset I was, and he bought me drinks and let me cry on his shoulder."
I'd encountered that story, too, back when I'd been working on the newspaper-have-nots and poseurs who circled the rich like sharks, striking when they smelled blood. Most of the time the motive was money, but often enough there was a craving for power, the satisfaction of dominating social superiors. That could make things particularly vicious.
"I went home, alone," Laurie said. "Then later that night-someone set fire to Sinclair's stables."
"Jesus," I said. That was a variation I hadn't heard before. "Were there horses inside?"
"Whoever did it let them out first, thank God. It was still horrible." She breathed in deeply again. "There were people who thought it was me."
I listened, numb with astonishment, as she talked on. Her enraged lover, Teague, had gone to the police with the story of their fight. Laurie was known to be hot-tempered, and he suggested that she had set the fire to get back at him for cheating. It didn't help that she'd been drinking and that no one had seen her after she left the bar. But that was all there was, a vague cloud of suspicion. It was essentially unthinkable that a young gentlewoman in a wealthy Virginia enclave could do something like that, and family and friends were supportive.
So was Wesley Balcomb. He came to see her immediately after news of the fire broke and checked on her every few days, making it clear that his shoulder was available to lean on again-and even hinting that he had connections who could work behind the scenes if she ran into trouble.
That trouble wasn't long in coming. About two weeks later, the woman Teague had been dallying with, a barroom pickup from a nearby town, called Laurie. She'd worked up her nerve enough in the interim to threaten blackmail. She claimed that when Teague had gone running to fight the fire, she'd looked out a window and seen Laurie driving away. Her price for silence was a hundred thousand dollars.
Laurie was distraught. She had no way to prove her innocence. At the very least, her reputation would be tarnished forever. She had no one to turn to, either-her lover was an enemy now and she couldn't bear dragging her family into a nightmare of police, lawyers, and media.
She was putting together the money when Balcomb stopped by-a sympathetic, powerful figure who knew how to handle situations like this. She confided in him. He assured her that he would take care of it. She agreed, insisting that she didn't want anyone hurt, just scared into backing off.
Laurie never heard from the woman again. It seemed that she left the area abruptly.
Now Laurie both owed Balcomb and had reason to fear him. He traded on that to insinuate himself firmly into her life, and soon started talking marriage.
"I guess I'd known he must want something in return, but I never dreamed it would be that," she said. "I put him off as long as I could. But he's very good at playing on people's weaknesses, and I was a mess."
All had gone smoothly enough at first. Balcomb's charm burgeoned with his newfound stature, along with the family purse strings being cut loose. Their lavish lifestyle stood in for love. But now she started to learn that her husband was a lousy businessman. He ignored sound advice, made disastrous decisions, and refused to back down. The worse things got, the more stubborn and arrogant he became, until her angry family and trustees cut him off. He treated Laurie more and more coldly, almost to the point of menace.
Then the real ugliness started. The remains of a woman were discovered in a nearby river and identified as those of the would-be blackmailer. The police learned that just before her disappearance, she had done some barroom boasting about getting a large chunk of cash just for making a phone call.
The raw truth hit Laurie fast. Balcomb had set the whole thing up in order to gain control over her and her fortune. He'd seen his chance when he'd found her drinking that night, gotten someone to light the fire, bribed the woman to make the threat-and then removed it.
"I thought my heart was going to stop," Laurie said. Her voice had dropped to where I was having trouble hearing her over the engine's noise. "All I could think was, he'd promised he wouldn't hurt her but then he'd had her killed. Except really, it was me that had her killed."
She'd been alone in their house when she realized this. She'd thrown some things into a suitcase and left, to try to cope with these new demons. The only thing she was sure of was that she was done with him. At first she drove aimlessly, but then she turned west toward Kentucky and a place called Avondale Farm, a renowned thoroughbred center where she'd gone to riding camp as a girl-following an instinct to go where she'd once been safe and happy. She got a room at a nearby bed-and-breakfast and spent the next day wandering around Avondale, trying to lose herself in the beauty of the place and its graceful animals.
But she had thoughtlessly paid for her lodging and meals with credit cards.
Late that afternoon, while she was walking in a secluded area of the grounds, she heard a rustling behind her. Before she could turn, a stunning blow between her shoulder blades sent her stumbling through a gap in a hedge. A second blow knocked her flat on her face. The force felt electric rather than just blunt, maybe coming from a Taser. A knee pressed into her back, a forearm clamped around her throat, and she felt a sting in her arm. After a few seconds she couldn't move, although she stayed dimly conscious and she could still feel. She had probably been injected with something like Valium or Versed. A man carried her to the trunk of a car. He was wearing a golf shirt and pleated slacks, like he'd just come off the links. His face was as bland and ordinary as a concrete sidewalk.
John Doe.
He drove for a length of time she couldn't estimate, then opened the trunk again. The surroundings were silent and she could see treetops overhead. He pushed up her blouse, took out a small vial of clear liquid, and spilled a few drops onto her right breast. They burned like red-hot iron. He watched for a couple of minutes while she silently screamed and struggled feebly to move. Then he did the same to her other breast.