The intense stare he was giving me, beckoning a response was interrupted by his cell phone ringing. If it hadn’t been Mindi, I really think he would have waited until I told him what in the hell was going on with us.
“I don’t normally meddle in the girls’ relationships. They do enough of that with each other.” Your dad had shared countless stories about all of you girls while we worked on Clementine, but he had never imparted any advice prior to this. “I think you scare her.” The way his eyes were slit, like he was apologizing for the fact made ice run through me. My first thought was of Dante’s and the fight, and then to Felicia, and that stupid call from Megan.
Your dad must have been able to read my fear because he smiled warmly, leaning against Clementine. “It’s the same fear you have for her. The one that’s making having a relationship with another girl sound like a good idea.
“You’re going to have to take your time with her. Ace likes to make decisions based on logic. She fabricates these ludicrous algorithms in her mind that only seem to ever fully make sense to her.
“Eric had fit her requirements. He isn’t around much, allowing her to do what she wants, and at the same time is motivated, has goals, works hard. He looks great on paper.” I remember his dark brown eyes, that are so similar to yours, focusing on me. “You don’t fit her mold because you care more about her than you do about who she might be, could be. And you’ve already been accepted by the family. She doesn’t want to like you because I think she cares more about you than she wants to. I know how amazing my daughter is, and I think you’re quickly learning how amazing she is, but I’ll let you in on a couple of secrets. She’s terrified of letting people down to an unhealthy degree, and she hides from awkward situations. She isn’t like her sisters; they talk, and scream, and cry their way through their feelings. Ace locks herself up and picks every little detail apart. That’s what she’s been doing these last few days. That’s why Kyle asked what happened.”
For whatever reason, I started explaining things to him, “I don’t want to be the reason she breaks up with Eric. I want her to make that decision on her own so she doesn’t have any regrets about it.”
“You won’t be the reason, Max. She’s already got a truckload of reasons. You’ll be her motivation.”
His words seemed to clear every concern and excuse that I’d been holding on to those last few weeks, and he smiled, obviously reading it on my face.
“She’s inside,” he told me, nodding toward the house, and dropping his gaze. He knew I was going to go, he didn’t have to watch. God, if I told you this now it would probably break your heart. Your dad helped me see things in a different, simpler light. I should have gone to him after our fight.
“If you smell bleach, you’re in trouble.” I remember the confusion of Kyle’s warning making my eyebrows knit. He jerked his head toward the house. “Bleach means she’s pissed and she’s doing heavy-lifting thinking; it also means you’re up shit creek. So I hope for your sake that it doesn’t smell like bleach.”
I was still questioning if he was just being a smartass, and closing the last few feet to the house when the soft echo of his run made me stop and turn.
“Don’t jerk her around. I like you. You’re not nearly as big of a playboy as I’d thought, but that’s my sister, so if your dick’s not sure, don’t go in there.”
“I’m sure.”
A small grin replaced the look of question before he turned to go and then hesitated, turning back to face me. “If she won’t talk about things, don’t force her. She’ll come around.”
You mom greeted me with a smile as I entered the back patio door. I’d been over to your house enough I probably shouldn’t have felt half as nervous as I did, but realizing everyone was aware of what was happening between us just intensified my nerves.
“You know, that park off of Grand shows movies in the park every Sunday this summer. A lot of them are older movies that you kids probably don’t have a lot of interest in, but I saw Pretty in Pink is playing tomorrow.” I had no idea what she was talking about. Hearing the title, I was instantly picturing little girls in a beauty pageant or something else equally ridiculous. “You know, the one with Molly Ringwald, Jon Cryer, and Andrew McCarthy?” she offered, looking hopeful. “Duckie?”
I tried to place any of those names, but she read my confusion, smiling before she continued. “You probably wouldn’t have seen it. Ace used to love watching it with Mindi. The two of them have seen that movie so many times they probably know it by heart. Ace really is too young to be a Rat Pack fan, so’s Mindi for that matter, but most girls that watch Molly Ringwald in those movies seem to relate on some level.”
At that point, I had lost track of the purpose of the conversation because I was mentally trying to retain the name Molly Ringwald so I could Google it when I left.
“It’s supposed to be really nice out tomorrow …” She gave me a look to make sure I understood her subtle suggestion, and for some reason, knowing your mom was on my side gave me a resounding confidence. I knew she hated Eric, my mom had told me so. Looking back, I feel like a shithead for how many hints everyone dropped our way. I’m just glad to know it wasn’t just me receiving them.
Her smile grew, sensing my resolve. “She’s upstairs, packing.”
“Muriel, would you and David be okay if I took her to the movie on my bike?”
“Bike being motorcycle?” The mere idea made her eyes tighten at the edges.
“Only to the park?” I nodded once. “And you have an extra helmet?” I quickly assured her with another nod. A quiet sigh confirmed she was going to give me the green light, but her bright red nails drummed across the counter with thought.
“With the helmet, only going to the park and back, and no speeding.” I quickly voiced my willingness to the terms, anxious to tell you.
“Alright, but let me tell David.” I couldn’t help but grin.
The stench of bleach greeted me before I hit the second floor, making me cringe.
Rounding the corner, it grew. Then I saw you, sitting on your feet, washing the walls.
Washing the walls.
I should really thank Kyle for sending me that warning, otherwise I probably would have made some wise ass remark and asked what in the hell you were doing. Instead, I knew I had my work cut out for me.
Taking a deep breath, I walked in trying to feign confidence. I have never intentionally tried to hurt anyone’s feelings before, but I’ve also never cared that I had so much as I did in that moment. “Are we okay?”
You looked up at me, and the same brown eyes that had just been dealing me advice in the garage widened with surprise before narrowing and turn back to the wall. I remember you were wearing a navy blue T-shirt with a school bus yellow sneaker that had wings across the front. It was easily one of the gaudiest shirts I’ve ever seen, and yet I wanted to see you in it every day.
“Are we okay?” You heavily enunciated each word, warning me you were pissed off.
“I haven’t seen you since Dante’s.”
Your blond hair was pulled up in a knot, and it bobbed slightly as your shook your head, and dove your hand in the bucket of bleach that I prayed was diluted because you of course weren’t wearing gloves. “I’ve been busy, you’ve been busy.”
“I haven’t been busy. Did I do something?” I knew you were pissed. I wasn’t trying to be a dense asshole with my questions. You just weren’t providing me with much on what exactly had made you so pissed at me. Just the call? Or everything?
As I stood up and got closer to you, you began scrubbing the molding, refusing to look at me. “No, of course not.”
“Do you want to go get something to eat?”
“I’m busy right now.” You still wouldn’t look at me, which only made me step closer. Pushing your comfort levels a little more in hopes that you’d talk.