Surrendering her bonnet and shawl to Milton, she asked, “Have any messages arrived from my father?”
“No, my lady.”
Fustian. Swallowing her disappointment, she asked, “Where is Spencer?”
“Taking his afternoon rest.”
“And Mr. Stanton?” She pressed her lips together, thoroughly annoyed that her heart seemed to skip a beat just saying his name.
“When last I saw him, he was on his way to his bedchamber, presumably to rest before dinner. Shall I arrange for tea for you, my lady?”
“No, thank you.” Certainly she was relieved, not disappointed, that Mr. Stanton wasn’t about. “The weather is so delightful, and as I took the carriage to visit Mrs. Ralston, I believe I’ll walk to the stables and see how Fritzborne is faring.” Her head groom had injured his hand while repairing the stable roof just before she’d left for London. “How is he?”
“His usual self again, although I believe the air surrounding the stable still bears an odd hue from the colorful language he spewed after he smashed the hammer down on his thumb.”
Catherine smiled, well imagining Fritzborne’s tirade. She exited the house and struck out across the lawns, heading toward the stables. Late-afternoon sunlight kissed the sky, gilding the fluffy white clouds in a blanket of vivid golds and oranges. She breathed deeply of the warm, flower-scented air, allowing peace to infuse her, the sense of tranquillity that the yellow haze and crowds and odors of London always stole from her.
Yet the calm she sought and had never failed to find somehow eluded her. Obviously the shooting still badly disrupted her peace. A little more time at home, surrounded by Spencer and the familiar atmosphere and things she loved would help her recapture her equilibrium.
The stable’s huge weathered wood doors were flung wide open. After crossing the threshold, she stood just inside the doorway for several seconds, blinking to adjust her vision to the dim interior. The murmur of a deep voice reached her ears from the far corner, where Venus was stalled, followed by a soft nicker. A smile pulled at Catherine’s lips at the familiar sound her favorite mare made when being brushed. She started forward, anticipating her chat with Fritzborne and a friendly nuzzle from Venus. The rich scents of fresh hay, leather, and sun-warmed horseflesh filled her head, easing away her tensions.
When she stopped in front of the stall, however, she froze. And stared.
It was not Fritzborne, but Mr. Stanton who stood in the stall, brushing Venus with long, sure strokes. Mr. Stanton, who’d discarded his jacket and cravat. Mr. Stanton, who’d rolled back his shirtsleeves, revealing muscular forearms that flexed in the most fascinating manner with each passage of the brush over Venus’s back. Mr. Stanton, dressed in fawn-colored riding breeches that hugged his long legs in a way that made her mouth go dry.
Sweat had dampened a T across the white linen shirt stretched across his broad shoulders and down the center of his back. His hair was disheveled, dark strands falling over his forehead with his exertions. He looked completely undone, yet for some unfathomable reason, the word that burrowed into her mind was delicious.
Any modicum of serenity she’d managed to regain evaporated like steam. She stood, transfixed, her gaze roaming over his masculine form in a manner that should have appalled her-that did appall her-but not enough for her to cease.
The sight of his strong, long-fingered hands easing over Venus, while his low-pitched voice murmured soothing words, filled Catherine with a longing that frightened her in its intensity. She needed to leave-
He looked up, and their eyes met. His hand stilled, and she fancied his eyes darkened. Heat rushed through her at his intense regard, and she barely refrained from dabbing at her forehead with the back of her hand. And what on earth was wrong with her stomach? It felt so very odd… clearly she’d eaten something that hadn’t quite agreed with her.
“Lady Catherine. I did not know you were here.”
“I… I just arrived.”
He set down the brush, then walked slowly toward her. Her toes curled inside her shoes, and she had to force herself not to back up, to flee his presence, a sensation that irked her. Well, at least now she was irked. That was certainly better, and far safer than… not being irked.
“Where is Fritzborne?” Good heavens, had that husky voice come from her?
“Out exercising Aphrodite. Very romantic names for your horses.”
“I enjoy mythology. Milton said you were in your bedchamber.”
“I was, but only long enough to change into riding clothes. I felt the need for some fresh air.”
A feeling she could well understand, especially as it seemed someone had sucked all the air from the stables.
He opened the stall door and smiled. “Would you care to join us?”
Even as her mind told her to decline, her feet moved forward. She entered the stall and ran her hand over Venus’s satiny nose. The horse nickered and pushed affectionately against her palm.
“She’s a beautiful animal,” Mr. Stanton said, picking up the brush once again.
“Thank you. Did you ride her?”
“Yes. I hope you don’t mind.”
“Not at all. She loves to run.”
Silence swelled between them as Catherine watched him glide the brush over Venus’s glossy chestnut back.
Her attention was riveted on the tensile strength of his arms and the way the linen of his shirt pulled across his chest with each long stroke.
“How was your visit with your friend?”
Her gaze snapped back to his, and she experienced the unsettling sensation that he was aware she’d been watching him. “Fine. And your visit with Spencer?”
“Very nice indeed. He’s an exceptional young man.”
There was no mistaking the sincerity in his voice or his eyes, and some of the tension left her shoulders. Running her fingers through Venus’s brown mane, she smiled at him across the horse’s back. “Thank you. I’m very proud of him.”
“As well you should be. He’s very intelligent and remarkably mature.”
“He excels at his studies. His tutor, Mr. Winthrop, is in Brighton, visiting his family as he does for a month every summer. Yet even during his absence, Spencer reads avidly. As for his maturity, I suppose some of it stems from the fact that he spends all his time with adults.”
She watched him as she spoke, noting how he did not waste a single stroke, and except for the sheen of exertion dampening his skin, appeared tireless. “Venus tends to be skittish around strangers,” she remarked. “You obviously have a way with horses.”
“No doubt because I spent my youth working in stables.”
Catherine blinked at this bit of news. “I did not know that.”
He glanced at her, and she had to clench her hands to keep from reaching out to brush back the silky ebony hair spilling across his forehead. Damnation, he should not look so appealing. If she were sweaty, rumpled, with her hair in disarray and scented with horse, she wouldn’t look in the least appealing.
“There is a great deal we don’t know about each other, Lady Catherine,” he said softly.
His voice, his words, flowed over her like warmed honey, filling her with the unsettling realization that he was right. And the even-more-unsettling realization that she wanted to know more about him. Everything about him. She hadn’t ever thought of what his life in America had been like. Clearly he came from humble beginnings if he’d worked in a stable. Surely that wasn’t a fact she should find so interesting. And obviously he’d had a family there. Friends. Women…
Which certainly wasn’t a fact she should find so disturbing.
“I am hopeful we can remedy that and become better acquainted during my stay,” he added.
The distressing and alarming realization suddenly dawned that she harbored that very same hope. Adopting her briskest tone, she said, “But we already have become better acquainted, Mr. Stanton. Thus far we have learned that we have very little in common and hold diametrically opposed opinions on a number of subjects.”