Right forever on the scaffold, Wrong forever on the throne."
There was a quarrel, and a cruel sentence about to be executed; and then the minstrel came. His fame had come before him, and so the despot, in half-drunken playfulness, left the deciding of the quarrel to him. He was brought to the head of the table, and the princess was led in; and so these two met face to face.
Here Thyrsis paused, and asked, "Are you interested?"
"Go on, go on," said Corydon.
So he read about his princess, who was the embodiment of all the virtues of the unknown goddess of his fancy. She was proud yet humble, aloof yet compassionate, and above all ineffably beautiful. And as for the minstrel—
"The minstrel was fair and young. His heart was of love and fire."
He took his harp, and first he pacified the quarrel, and then he sang to the lady. He sang of love, and the poet's vision of beauty; but most of all he sang of the free life of the open. He sang of the dreams and the spirit-companions of the minstrel, and of the Wondrous magic that he wields
"Secrets of all future ages
Hover in mine ecstasy; Treasures never known to mortals Hath my fancy hid for thee!"
He sang the spells that he would weave for her, the far journeys she should take
"For thy soul a river flowing
Swiftly, over golden sands, With the singing of the steersman Stealing into wonderlands!"
§ 2. THIS song was as far as Thyrsis had written, and he paused. Corydon was sitting with her hands clasped, and a look of enthrallment upon her face. "Oh, beautiful! beautiful!" she cried.
A thrill of pleasure went through the poet. "You like it, then?" he said.
"Oh, I like it!" she answered. And then she gazed at him, with wide-open eyes of amazement. "But you! You!" she exclaimed.
"Why not I?" he asked.
"How in the world did you do it? Where did you get it from?"
"It is mine," said Thyrsis, quickly.
"But I can't imagine it! I had no idea you were interested in such things!"
"But how could you know what I am interested in?"
"I see how you live—apart from everybody. And you spend all your time in books!"
Thyrsis suddenly recollected something which had amused him very much. Corydon had been reading
"Middlemarch," and had told him that Dr. Casaubon reminded her of him. "And so I'm still just a bookworm to you!" he laughed.
"But isn't your interest in things always intellectual?" she asked.
"Then you suppose I'm doing this just as an exercise in technique?" he countered.
"It's taken me quite by surprise," said Corydon.
"We have three faculties in us," Thyrsis propounded —"intellect, feeling, and will; and to be a complete human being, we have to develop all of them."
"But you spend so much time piling up learning!"
"I need to know a great many things," he said. "I'm not conscious of studying anything I don't need for my purpose."
"What is the purpose?" she asked.
He touched the precious manuscript. "This," he said.
There was a pause.
"But you lose so much when you cut yourself off from the world," said Corydon. "And there are other people, whom you might help."
"People don't need my help; or at least, they don't want it."
"But how can you know that—if you never go among them?"
"I can judge by the lives they live."
"Ah!" exclaimed Corydon, quickly, "but people aren't to blame for the lives they live!"
"Why not?" he asked.
"Because—they can't help them. They are bound fast."
"They should break loose."
"That is easy for you to say," said Corydon. "You have no ties."
"I did have them—I might have them still. But I broke them."
"Ah, but you are a man!"
"What difference does that make?"
"It makes all the difference in the world. You can earn money, you can go away by yourself. But suppose you were a girl—shut up in a home, and told that that was your 'sphere'?"
"I'd fight," said Thyrsis—"I'd break my way out somehow, never fear. If one doesn't break out, it simply means that his desire is not strong enough."
Thyrsis had been surprised at the depth of Corydon's interest in his manuscript; he had not supposed that she would be so susceptible to anything of the imagination. And now he was surprised to see that her hands were clenched tightly, and that she sat staring ahead of her intently.
"Are you dissatisfied with your life?" he asked.
"Is there anything in it that I could be satisfied with?" she cried.
"I had no idea of that," he said.
"No," she replied; "that only shows how stupid you can be!"
"But—you never showed any signs "
"Didn't you know that I was trying to prepare for college last year?"
"Yes; but you gave it up."
"What could I do? I had no help—no encouragement. I was groping like a blind person. And I told you about it."
"But 1 told you what to study," objected Thyrsis.
"Yes," said the girl; "but how could I do it? You
know how to study—you've been taught. But I don't know anything, and I don't know how to find anything out. I began on the Latin, but I didn't even know how the words should be pronounced."
"Nobody else knows that," observed Thyrsis, somewhat inconsequently.
"It was all so dulUand dreary," she went on—"everything they would' have had me learn. I wanted things that had life in them, things that were beautiful and worth while—like this book of yours, for instance."
"I am really delighted that you like it," said Thyrsis, touched by that.
"Tell me the rest of it," she said.
§ 3. THYRSIS told his story at some length; in the ardor of her sympathy his imagination took fire, and he told it eloquently, he discovered new beauties in it that he had not seen before. And Corydon listened with growing delight and amazement.
"So that is the way you spend your time!" she exclaimed.
"That is the way," he said.
"And that is why you live like a hermit!"
"Yes, that is why."
"And you think that you would lose your vision if you went among people?"
"I know that I should."
"But how do you know?"
"I know because I have tried. You don't realize how hard I have to work over a thing like this. I have carried it in my mind for a year; I have lived for nothing else—I have literally had no other interest in the world. Every sentence I have read to you has been the product of work added to work—of one impulse
piled upon another—of thinking and criticizing and revising. Just the little bit I have done has taken me a whole month, and I have hardly stopped to eat; it's been my first thought in the morning and my last at night. And when the mood of it comes to me, then I work in a kind of frenzy that lasts for hours and even days; and if I give up in the middle and fall back, then I have to do it all over again. It's like toiling up a mountain-side."
"I see," whispered Corydon. "And then, do you expect to have no human relationships as long as you live?"
Thyrsis pondered for a moment. "Did you ever read Mrs. Browning's poem, 'A Musical Instrument'?" he asked.
"No," she answered.
"It's a most beautiful poem," he said; "and it's hardly ever quoted or read, that I can find. It tells how the great god Pan came down by the river-bank, and cut one of the reeds to make himself a pipe. He sat there and played his music upon it
'Sweet, sweet, sweet, O Pan!
Piercing sweet by the river! Blinding sweet, O great god Pan! The sun on the hill forgot to die, And the lilies reviv'd, and the dragon-fly Came back to dream on the river.
'Yet half a beast is the great god Pan,
To laugh as he sits by the river, Making a poet out of a man. The true gods sigh for the cost and pain,— For the reed which grows nevermore again As a reed with the reeds in the river.' "
Thyrsis paused. "Do you see what it means?" he asked.
"Yes," said Corydon, "I see."