please; I am happy to trust in yourself so. If you believe that I will mar your life, I do not wish to go with you. I do not know why, but I feel that something has come to me to prevent my despair from returning; I shall take care of my soul—there must be something for me in this life. I have a feeling that perhaps you will think I am writing this last mute acceptance of your will, without knowing what I am doing. But I know that I shall struggle without you, I shall not die.
And I wish that you would do one thing—see me as soon as you can; let it be early in the morning, and it shall be decided on that day whether I am to marry you or not. I shall leave you, not to see you again—or knowing that I am to be your wife. I am sick unto death of fuming and sighing, tears and fears.
What will you do, Thyrsis? I cannot write any more.
I unfold the letter again. What, m the name of God, are you going to do?
BOOK IV THE VICTIM APPROACHES
A silence had fatten upon them. She sat watching where the light of the sun flickered among the birches; and he had the book in his hand, and was turning the pages idly. He read —
"/ know these slopes; who knows them if not I?" And she smiled, and quoted in return —
"Here earnest thou in thy jocund youthful time, Here was thine height of strength, thy golden prime! And still the haunt beloved a virtue yields."
§ 1. IT was early one November afternoon, in his cabin in the forest, that Thyrsis wrote the last of his minstrel's songs. He had not been able to tell when it would come to him, so he had made no preparations; but when the last word was on the paper, he sprang to his feet, and strode through the snow-clad forest to the nearest farm-house. The farmer came with a wagon, and Thyrsis bundled all his belongings into his trunk, and took the night-train for the city.
He came like a young god, radiant and clothed in glory. All the creatures of his dreams were awake within him, all his demons and his muses; he had but to call them and they answered. There was a sound of trumpets and harps in his soul all day; he was like a man half walking, half running, in the midst of a great storm of wind.
He had fought the good fight, and he had conquered. The world was at his feet, and he had no longer any fear of it. The jangling of the street-cars was music to him, the roar and rush of the city stirred his pulses —this was the life he had come to shape to his will!
And so he came to Corydon, glorious and irresistible. His mind was quite made up—he would take her; he was master now, he had no longer any doubts or fears. He was thrilled all through him with the thought of her; how wonderful it was at such an hour to have some one to communicate with—some one in whose
features he could see a reflection of his own exaltation! He recollected the words of the old German poet—
"Der ist selig zu begriissen Der ein treues Herze weiss!"
He went to Corydon's home. In the parlor he came upon her unannounced; and she started and stared at him as at a ghost. She did not make a sound, but he saw the pallor sweep over her face, he saw her tremble and sway. She was like a reed shaken by the wind-so fragile and so sensitive! He got a sudden sense of the storm of emotion that was shaking her; and it frightened him, while at the same time it thrilled him strangely.
He came and took her hands in his, and gently touched her cheek with his lips. She stared at him dumbly.
"It's all right, sweetheart," he whispered. "It's all right." And she closed her eyes, and it seemed as if to breathe was all she could do.
"Come, dearest," he said. "Let us go out."
And half in a daze she put on her hat and coat, and they went out on the street. He took her arm to steady her.
"Well?" she asked.
"It's all right, dearest," he said.
"You got my letter?"
"Yes, I got it. And it was a wonderful letter. It couldn't have been better."
"Ah!"
"And there's no more to be said. There's no refusing such a challenge. You shall come with me."
"But Thyrsis! Do you want me to come?"
"Yes," he said, "I want you."
And he felt a tremor pass through her arm. He pressed it tightly to his side. "I love you!" he whispered.
"Ah Thyrsis!" she exclaimed. "How you have tortured me!"
"Hush, dear!" he replied. "Let's not think of that. It's all past now. We are going on! You have proven your grit. You are wonderful!"
They went into the park, and sat upon a bench in the sun.
"I've finished the book!" he said. "And in a couple more days it'll be copied. I've a letter of introduction to a publisher, and he wrote me he'd read it at
once.'
"
'It seems like a dream to me," she whispered.
"We won't have to wait long after that," he said. "Everything will be clear before us."
"And what will you do in the meantime?" she asked.
"Mother wants me to stay with her," he said. "I've only got ten dollars left. But I'll get some from the publisher."
"Are you sure you can?" she asked.
«/ •/
"Oh, Corydon !" he cried, "you've no idea how wonderful it is—the book, I mean. You'll be amazed! It kept growing on me all the time—I got new visions of it. That was why it took me so long. I didn't dare to appreciate it, while I was doing it—I had to keep myself at work, you know; but now that it's done, I can realize it. And oh, it's a book the world will heed!"
"When can I see it, Thyrsis ?"
"As soon as it's copied—the manuscript is all a scrawl. But you know the minstrel's song at the end? My Gethsemane, I called it! I found a new form for . it—it's all in free verse. I didn't mean it to be that
way, but it just wrote itself; it broke through the bars and ran away with me. Oh, it marches like the thunder!"
He pulled some papers from his coat-pocket. "I was going over it on the train this morning," he said. "Listen!"
He read her the song, thrilling anew with the joy of its effect upon her". "Oh, Thyrsis!" she cried, in awe. "That is marvellous! Marvellous! How could you do it?"
And yet, for all the delight she expressed, Thyrsis was conscious of a chill of disappointment, of a doubt lurking in the background of his mind. It was inevitable, in the nature of things—how could the book mean to any human creature what it had meant to him? Seven long months he had toiled with it, he had been through the agonies of a child-birth for it. And another person would read it all in one day! —It was the old, old agony of the artist, who can communicate so small a part of what has been in his soul.
§ 2. HE wanted to talk about his book, but Cory-don wanted to talk about him. She had waited so long, and suffered so much—and now at last he was here! "Oh, Thyrsis!" she cried. "There's just no use in my trying—I can't do anything at all without you!"
"You won't have to do it any more," he said. "We shall not part again."
"And you are sure you want me? You have no more doubts?"
"How could I have any doubts—after that letter. Ah, that was a brave letter, Corydon ! It made me think of you as some old Viking's daughter! That is the way to go at the task!"
"And then I may feel certain!" she said.
"You may stop thinking all about it," he replied. "We'll waste no more of our time—we'll put it aside and get to work."
They spent the day wandering about in the park and talking over their plans. "I suppose it'll be all right now that I'm with you," said Thyrsis. "I mean, there's no great hurry about getting married."
"Oh, no !" she answered. "We dare not think of that, until you have money."
"How I wish we didn't have to get married!" he exclaimed.
"Why?" she asked.
"Because—why should we have to get anybody else's permission to live our lives? I've thought about it a good deal, and it's a slave-custom, and it makes me ashamed of myself."