At least he wasn't solely focused on Layla anymore.
Keeping himself cupped, he stood and wobbled into the bathroom, trying not to think about how he was mooning Layla. While he went along, images of newborn foals played through his head, particularly the ones where their spindly legs bent like wires as they struggled to keep off the ground. He so got that. It seemed like at any moment his knees were going to take a vacation and he was going to yard-sale like an idiot.
Right. He was in the bathroom. Good job.
Now if he could just keep from hitting the bald marble. Although, God, getting clean would be worth the contusions. Except even the shower he wanted so badly was trouble. Stepping under the warm, gentle spray was like getting lashed with a whip, and he jumped back-only to catch Layla disrobing out of the corner of his eye.
Holy Christ… She was beautiful.
As she joined him he was speechless, and not because he had no voice box. Her breasts were full, the rosy nipples tight in the midst of their lush weight. Her waist looked small enough for him to circle it with his hands. Her hips were a perfect balance to her narrow shoulders. And her sex… her sex was bare to his eyes, the skin smooth and hairless, the little slit made up of two folds he was desperate to part.
He clamped both of his hands to himself, as if his cock were liable to leap right off his pelvic girdle.
"May I wash you, your grace?" she said as steam swirled between them like fine cloth in a soft breeze.
The arousal behind his hands jerked.
"Your grace?"
His head nodded. His body throbbed. He thought of Qhuinn talking about what he'd done with the female he'd had. Oh, Jesus... And now it was happening to John.
She picked up the soap and massaged it between her palms, rolling the bar around and around, suds foaming up white and dripping onto the tile. He imagined his cock in between her hands and had to breathe through his mouth.
Look at her breasts sway, he thought as he licked his lips. He wondered if she'd let him kiss her there. What would she taste like? Would she let him go between her-
His cock jumped, and he let out a plaintive moan.
Layla put the soap back in the little dish on the marble wall. "I'll be gentle, as you are sensitive now."
He swallowed hard and prayed he didn't lose control as her frothy hands came toward him and settled on his shoulders. Unfortunately the anticipation was far more enjoyable than the reality. Her light touch like sandpaper on a sunburn… and yet he craved the contact.
Craved her. With the smell of French-milled soap wafting up in the moist, hot air, her palms traveled down his arms, then back up and over his now tremendous chest. Suds ran past his belly and onto his hand, threading between his fingers before dripping off his sex in soft clumps.
He stared into her face as she lingered on his chest, finding it beyond erotic that her pale green eyes roamed over his new, big body.
She was hungry, he thought. Hungry for what he was holding in his hands. Hungry for what he wanted to give her.
She took the soap out of the dish again and knelt before him, knees on the marble. Her hair was still up in its chignon, and he wanted to take it down, wanted to see what it looked like wet and plastered to her breasts.
As she put her hands on his lower leg and started north, her eyes lifted up. In a flash he saw her giving him head, his erection stretching her mouth wide, her cheeks sucking in and out as she worked him.
John moaned and swayed, bumping his shoulder.
"Drop your arms, your grace."
Even though he was terrified of what was going to happen next, he wanted to obey her. Except what if he made a fool out of himself? What if he came all over her face because he couldn't hold back? What if-
"Your grace, drop your arms."
He slowly let his hands fall away from himself, and his arousal jutted straight out of his hips, not so much defying gravity as being totally outside of its reach.
Oh, Jesus. Oh, Jesus… Her hand was lifting up toward-
The instant she touched his cock, the erection deflated: From out of nowhere he saw himself in a grungy stairwell. Held at knifepoint. Violated while he cried silently.
John jerked away from her hold and stumbled out of the shower, his wet feet and his loose knees making him slip on the floor. To keep from falling over, he ass-planted it on the toilet.
Not dignified. Not manly. How fucking typical. He was finally in a big body, but he was no more a male than when he'd been in a little one.
The water shut off and he heard Layla covering herself with a towel. Her voice quavered. "Would you like me to go?"
He nodded, too ashamed to even look at her.
When he glanced up much later, he was alone in the bathroom. Alone and cold, the heat of the shower lost, all that glorious steam gone as if it had never been.
His first time with a female… and he'd lost his erection. God, he wanted to throw up.
V broke Jane's skin with his fangs, penetrating her throat, tapping into her vein, latching on with his lips. As she was human, the rush of power at the drinking came not from the composition of her blood, but the fact that it was her. Her taste was what he was after. Her taste… and his consumption of a piece of her.
When she cried out, he knew it wasn't from pain. Her body was lush with her arousal, and that scent got even stronger as he took what he wanted from her, took her sex with his cock, took her blood with his mouth.
"Come with me," he said hoarsely, releasing her throat and letting her prop herself up against the sink again. "Come… with… me."
"Oh, God…"
V locked into her hips as he started to orgasm, and she went over the edge with him, her body sucking on his erection just as he had worked at her neck. The exchange felt fair and satisfying; she was now in him and he was in her. It was right. It was good.
Mine.
After it was over, they were both breathing hard.
"Are you all right?" he asked on a gasp, very aware that the question had never before come out of his mouth following sex.
When she didn't reply, he eased back from her a little. On her pale skin he could see the marks he'd left on her, red blushes from his rough handling. Nearly everyone he'd ever fucked had ended up with them because he liked it rough, needed it rough. And he'd never been bothered by what he'd left behind on other people's bodies.
The marks bothered him now. Bothered him even more as he wiped his hand across his mouth and came away with a smudge of her blood.
Oh, Jesus… He'd used her too hard. It had been way too hard. "Jane, I'm so-"
"Amazing." She shook her head, her cap of blond hair swinging at her cheeks. "That was… amazing."
"Are you sure I didn't-"
"Just amazing. Although I'm afraid to let go of this sink because I'll fall over."
Relief went to his head, a drunken buzz. "I didn't want to hurt you."
"You overwhelmed me… but in the way that if I had a good girlfriend I would call her up and be like, 'Oh, my God I just had the sex of my life.' "
"Good. That's… good." He so didn't want to leave her core, especially if she was talking like that. But he moved his hips back and slipped his erection free so she had a break.
From the back she was exquisite. Temple-pounding beautiful. Totally takeable. His arousal beat like a heart as he pulled his pajama bottoms up and stuffed himself into the flannel.
V straightened Jane slowly and looked at her face as it came up in the mirror. Her eyes were glassy, her mouth open, her cheeks flushed. On her neck his bite mark was just where he wanted it: right where everyone could see.
He turned her around to face him and ran his gloved forefinger up her throat, catching the thin trail of blood from the punctures. He licked the black leather clean, savoring the taste of her, wanting more.