‘Move to Cairo,’ Nabilah had suggested. ‘Being away from the misery and backwardness would be better for us.’
But this misery was his misery, and this backwardness his duty. She had no idea, nor would she be interested in the fact that he sat nearly every day on one committee or the other: he was on a committee to build the first football stadium in Umdurman, on another to build a charitable hospital and on the board of trustees for the premier woman’s college, established by Sheikh Babiker Badri. He did not find these positions tedious, or a waste of his time. On the contrary, they filled him with the satisfaction that he was contributing to his country’s progress.
A more intimate gratification was the personal petitions he received, and on which he threw his energy and utilised his connections to carry out. These days it was Nur’s progress as a poet that was bringing in the requests. Mahmoud regarded Nur’s poetry as a hobby, simply because it did not generate any significant income. He had opposed the early public broadcast of Travel is the Cause because he found it embarrassing that his son, who carried his name, should make such a gratuitous exposure of his tragedy. In addition, Mahmoud shared his generation’s contempt for popular music and viewed it with suspicion, disdaining the milieu of musicians, dancers and singers whom he and the rest of his class associated with debauchery and loose morals.
‘But let the poor boy comfort and occupy himself,’ his friends had advised him.
And with time, Mahmoud’s reservations thawed. He still regarded Nur’s lyrics as silly jingles, but he smiled when his friends and acquaintances mentioned that they had heard Nur’s songs on the radio. It was clear, too, that the boy’s spirits were lifted with this new pursuit. And anything was welcome as long as it kept the wretched boy amused and out of the pit of despair. It became Mahmoud’s duty to help those who helped his son (after, of course, checking up on their morals and reputation). Hamza Al-Naggar’s eldest brother was now a new accountant in the Abuzeid office, and today Mahmoud would talk to Nigel Harrison about employment prospects for Hamza’s younger brother at Barclays Bank. Letters of recommendation written by Mahmoud had helped secure a position for the father of one of Nur’s new poet friends, and for Hamza’s accordion player.
And then, of course, there was young Zaki, Nur’s right arm, whose further education Mahmoud would foster and finance. As for Ustaz Badr, whose case Nur kept putting forward despite the episode of the robbery, Mahmoud was finally going to lease him a small flat with a nominal rent. Yes, the new building was finally up, the first tall building in downtown Khartoum. Mahmoud felt a surge of pride. There was even a photograph of it in a new monogram about Sudan published by Her Majesty’s Stationery Office in London. It was good to build something that was strong and tangible, something that would last. It was an achievement to be proud of. And he would be generous, yes, he would. Let Ustaz Badr have one of the flats. Not every transaction must bring in a profit.
‘Thank you Father,’ Nur would say, and that was what Mahmoud wanted most of all, that smile and the shining eyes.
He checked his watch and found that he still had time to walk over to Waheeba’s hoash and have his coffee. He found Fatma sitting with her aunt while Nur was indoors being given his morning bath.
‘He was up late last night,’ Waheeba explained. ‘He had about thirty guests! Till past midnight they stayed with him. I sent out the dinner and fell asleep.’
‘Yesterday’s was such a jubilant gathering,’ said Fatma. ‘Patriotic poems and songs so loud that total strangers walked in from the alley!’
‘I don’t understand why they’re celebrating now, when the English are staying on another three years.’ Waheeba shifted on her bed.
Mahmoud smiled. ‘It’s a transition period. Change can’t happen overnight.’
‘We’ve won self-determination,’ explained Fatma to her mother-in-law, ‘much earlier than anyone ever expected.’
Batool placed the tray with the jabana, cup and a glass of water on a small table in front of him.
‘You are always here,’ Mahmoud joked with her. ‘Don’t you ever go to your husband?’
‘I’m staying here, Uncle, until after the wedding.’ She smiled as she poured out the coffee.
‘Of course — we can’t do without her these days,’ murmured Waheeba.
‘We are very busy,’ Fatma reiterated.
She looked happier than she had for a long time. Mahmoud knew that Nassir was not the best of husbands and that Fatma’s patience was often strained. However, Soraya’s upcoming wedding seemed to have plunged her into an array of pleasurable preparations and responsibilities and all her maternal feelings for her younger sister were now concentrated on the details and success of the next few weeks.
‘Our bride,’ she now said, ‘wants to do something new, something extra and special.’
Mahmoud smiled. Soraya was now reverentially referred to as ‘the bride’ or ‘our bride’. She was secluded, so that the sun would not darken her skin, and she was fed on copious amounts of milk and honey to fatten her up.
Fatma continued, ‘She wants, on one of the wedding evenings, to wear a white dress like brides do in Egypt.’
Waheeba grunted. ‘Oh, these new-fangled ideas!’
‘Just for one day. .’ Fatma squeezed her mother-in-law’s arm. It was obvious she was in favour of this idea herself. ‘Soraya would wear a European bridal dress and her bridegroom would wear a dinner suit — a white one, with a bow tie. And she would have bridesmaids, little girls Zeinab’s age, all wearing the same dress and walking in front of her in a procession, holding candles. And, Uncle, this is what I wanted to ask you for: could we, please, have a belly dancer from Cairo?’
Mahmoud nearly choked on his coffee. The aspirations these young people had!
‘You want me to import a belly dancer for one wedding? Certainly not! It would be too extravagant.’
‘Please, Uncle?’
He shook his head. ‘There are Egyptian dancing troops here in Sudan. We can hire them. I approve of the idea of the European clothes — and I was thinking of a European evening when I would invite my Egyptian and English acquaintances. I would have a brass band in the garden and a special menu.’
While they talked over the details, he finished his coffee. Fatma was bright with ideas, Waheeba vocal with her experience and Batool an avid listener. But when Nur was carried out into the hoash, they immediately changed the subject.
*
From the roof, Mahmoud and the Harrisons watched the Great Square fill up. The banners of the political parties were raised high, and tents of different colours gave the square a festive look. But before the speeches, the focus was on the bulls that were being slaughtered for the poor. The slaughter itself proceeded smoothly, but there was a scuffle when it came to distributing the meat. A fight broke out, the women even more strident and determined than the men, and a jumble of skinny arms and colourful to bes in disarray.